written words

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Im sick of waiting girl im sick of wanting you more
I fucking hate it, treat me like im damn important
Hard to sell yourself as nice when you want to die
But im so scared of giving up
And im so scared ill fall out of love with you

Feel the tension, you don't want me in the room
But I don't want to talk to anyone else but you
Your all I want but I got nothing too say im just a boy with a thrill
The dogs a coward without his fence
And god a really wanna have a second chance
With you

I took a shot in the dark i tried to aim for the stars
I think im drunk in love I missed and got your heart
It's hard to try to keep up this lie that this life is mine
All i wanted to do was jump
And see if I was friends with god, for you



coward

Sleeping

hey guys. i made an album? this is a song on the album. the album comes out soon. i hyope you like this song and i hope you like the album. please repost if u likes it.

art by @lavande

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oh well 

thinking on the times that i've hurt myself 
pushed my friends away, don't need anyone else 
but it didn't help, it was all for naught 
i faded away and they all forgot 
what happened to that girl you once knew 
she's about to leave, she'll be dead soon 
you let her cut the ties that held her back 
there's no one left to stop her, oh well 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 

thinking on the ways i neglect myself 
zip my mouth shut, pretend im doing well 
gentle agony beneath my thin skin 
no one ever tries to see 
what happened to that smile that you used to see? 
it was melted off from how you looked at me 
disgusting and misshapen's all i ever was 
guess i'll just stay here 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 

a thousand tiny cuts, a scent of ethanol 
loving without meaning, tallies up the wall 
i forget myself in the dopamine 
wounds flow like a stream 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 
x2 

thinking on the times i gave up on me 
thinking on my wish for something i can't be 
thinking on the times for which i had regret 
wonder how i ended up with nothing left

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every atom tessellates

4 wheeler shawty

Misery : /

"I think I'm afraid to be happy, because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happens."

MARIAH CARELESS

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https://macsealband.bandcamp.com/track/safe-spot

Safe Spot

glosscore
prod. cloudlobby
mixed by lil kunai shawty and lil wet wet

thru the gloss w/ lil kunai shawty & k1ttyg1rl [p. cloudlobby]

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New rendition of one of the first songs I ever wrote, plan is to tune it up and add some drums and shit, but I like this semi stripped version a lot

Safe Spot

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