TREVOR FELIX HIPHOP/RAP

“Colombian Gangster” tells the story of a rebel with a purpose — a street legend who takes from the corrupt to give back to the people. It’s not about greed or glory, but justice with swagger. Blending gritty realism with Latin rhythm and cinematic storytelling, the song paints a portrait of a modern-day Robin Hood: fearless, loyal, and dangerous only to those who abuse their power.

This is the sound of defiance, loyalty, and redemption — the rise of a gangster with a heart for his people.

Columbian Gangster

This isn't just a protest song; it's a wake-up call. It’s for anyone who has ever felt the narrative being twisted, exposing the "puppeteer" who hands you the knife and points you at your neighbor while they empty your pockets. The final, exhausted outro leaves you with a chilling truth: the scapegoat is a reflection we're all afraid to see.

SCAPEGOAT

I Am Your Reflection
This is a spiritual excavation. A raw, lyrical journey into the core of identity.

"I Am Your Reflection" explores the profound truth that we are not singular beings, but fragments of a greater whole. This track delves into the holy tension between the soul and the skin, framing the journey of self-discovery not as a flaw, but as a brave, cosmic act of becoming.

With layered vocals, a soul-searching flow, and minimalist production, the song builds a world where every crack in the mirror is a channel for a different light. It’s a visceral meditation on finding the divine not in perfection, but in our beautifully fractured and interconnected humanity.

This is for anyone who has ever looked in the mirror and seen more than one story staring back.

Listen. And see what looks back.

Reflection

Walking With Melanin" is a powerful, soul-baring anthem that translates the relentless psychological toll of racial profiling into a raw and poetic lyrical journey. The song is a searing indictment of a society that preaches colorblindness while forcing people of color to navigate a world where their very skin is weaponized against them.

The Unseen Weight

Song Description for "Last in Line":
"Last in Line" is the anthem for anyone who has ever felt like a hidden chapter in someone else's story. This song captures the quiet pain of being chosen in secret while watching someone else receive the public love and perfection you deserve. But this isn't a song of defeat—it's a powerful awakening. It’s about realizing that being someone's "last in line" is a reflection of their fear, not your worth. With raw honesty and an uplifting melody, this track encourages you to close that hidden chapter, recognize your own value, and hold out for a love that’s proud to have you first in line, always.

You are not a secret to be kept. You are a blessing to be celebrated.



last in line


### Track Description:

**`PRODUCER'S FEE`** is a raw, unfiltered manifesto born from direct experience. I wrote this track after hitting the infuriating wall of industry hypocrisy—being told my music couldn't be monetized because of the tools I used, while those same tools are exploited by the very systems that rejected me.

This song is my response to that gatekeeping. It’s for every artist who's been told their voice doesn't matter because they couldn't afford a studio, a producer, or the right connections. It’s about the bitter irony of a system that calls itself a platform for creators while building financial walls to keep the underprivileged out.

Fueled by a complex, fiery lyrical style that shifts from a confessional whisper to a triumphant roar, the track dismantles the lie that this is about "authenticity." It's not. It's about control. It's about who is allowed to profit from art and who is kept out of the room.

`PRODUCER'S FEE` is the sound of seizing the means of production. It’s the anthem for the kids in the concrete, finally turning their notebooks of fire into a burning kingdom of their own. This isn't just a song; it's a blueprint for the revolution.

Producer's  FEE

Song Description for "WHY ME / WHY NOT ME (The Divine Paradox)"
"WHY ME / WHY NOT ME (The Divine Paradox)" is not merely a song; it is a hip-hop opera and a spiritual excavation. Structured as a dramatic dialogue between the fractured human ego and the omnipotent soul, the track chronicles the violent, beautiful awakening to one's own divinity.

Over a haunting soundscape of dusty piano loops, trembling sub-bass, and ethereal choirs, the listener is plunged into an internal schism. The journey begins with the desperate, frantic lament of "Why Me?"—a cry against the burden of consciousness, generational trauma, and the painful clarity of seeing the world's strings. This is the "Cocoon" of human suffering.

The track then undergoes a seismic shift, breaking open into a vast, oceanic soundscape for the "Why Not Me" declaration. Here, the voice transforms into a resonant, god-like authority, claiming ownership over every facet of existence—the pain, the parents, the path. It is the moment the "Caterpillar" recognizes itself as the "Butterfly," understanding that the prison was, in fact, a self-designed playground for evolution.

Utilizing a technical arsenal of shifting vocal personas, intricate internal rhyme, classical rhetorical devices, and generative flow, the song is a dense, lyrical labyrinth. It is a confrontational and ultimately transcendent piece that poses the ultimate question: What if your deepest suffering is not a punishment, but a curriculum you wrote for yourself?

Key Themes: Spiritual Awakening, Non-Duality, Theodicy, Generational Trauma, Self-Deification, Hip-Hop as Literature.
Sonic Palette: Haunting Piano, Atmospheric Choirs, Oceanic 808s, Glitching Samples.
Vocal Style: A one-man ensemble featuring frantic anxiety, lethargic despair, and divine authority.



Why me why not me

Song Description for "This Is My Community"
"This Is My Community" is a raw and anthemic tribute to the invisible, the overlooked, and the resilient. This song is not just a track; it's a living portrait of the vibrant, struggling, and beautiful ecosystem that exists in the margins. It gives a voice to those society often chooses to ignore: the refugee fighting for a new home, the addict fighting their own mind, the outcast building a family from scratch.

With poignant lyricism and a soaring, heartfelt melody, the song stitches together these disparate lives into a single, powerful tapestry. It challenges the listener to look beyond the stereotype and see the human being—to recognize that a community isn't just defined by its prosperity, but by its shared survival, its unbreakable bonds, and its fierce, unyielding hope in the face of systemic neglect.

This is a hymn for the forgotten, a love letter to the struggling, and a declaration that our collective strength is found not in our sameness, but in our sacred, messy, and magnificent differences.

COMMUNITY

Song Description for "The real me"
"The real me " is a raw, lyrical journey into the heart of a survivor. This is not a song about tragedy; it's a testament to the quiet, fierce resilience that remains after the storm has passed. It chronicles the weight of generational loss, the chilling touch of grief, and the unique agony of mourning through a screen.

With minimalist production—a haunting piano loop, a heartbeat pulse, and raw, shifting vocal delivery—the track creates an intimate space for a story of profound pain. It’s about carrying the names of departed friends, touching the cold reality of death, and navigating the unresolved sorrow of a funeral you couldn't physically attend.

Yet, at its core, "Still Kind" is a defiant anthem. It poses a powerful question: After being broken by the world, how do you keep your heart open? The answer is the song's thesis and its triumph: a relentless, bulletproof kindness that becomes the ultimate act of rebellion. This is a hymn for the survivors, a tribute to the ghosts who walk beside us, and a reminder that the deepest scars often birth the greatest strength

The real me

CHOSEN" is a soul-stirring anthem for anyone who has ever felt out of place, only to realize they were destined to stand out. Built on a foundation of soaring gospel harmonies and a driving, heartbeat rhythm, this track transforms the feeling of being "different" into a superpower. With lyrics that speak of a "blueprint in the blood" and a "fire in the veins," it’s a powerful declaration that your purpose wasn't an accident—it was a calling. This is the sound of stepping into your power, embracing your unique journey, and knowing, without a doubt, that you were built for this.

CHOSEN

SoundCloud Description:
A reality check set to a beat. This isn't just a song; it's a eulogy for a former self and a baptism into a "new vision."

Born from the ashes of profound loss and the bitter taste of betrayal, this track surgically dissects the fallout of a fraudster's collapse. Watch as the fakes scatter and the true colors show in high definition. Featuring razor-sharp lyricism that channels the narrative density of a concept album and punctuated by iconic, Nicki-style ad-libs.

The Vibe: A haunting, atmospheric soundscape—ethereal piano loops over pulsing 808s. The production feels like walking through the ghost of a memory that can no longer hurt you.

The Message: What happens when the money's gone? Who are you when the person you were is gone too? This is the sound of clarity after the storm, of watching a house of cards foreclosure from the solid ground of your own rebirth.

For fans of: Deep, personal storytelling in hip-hop, intricate flows, and the powerful silence that comes after you stop caring.

Poor Him

Song Name: "They Sell the Struggle"
Description:
"They Sell the Struggle" is a gritty, industrial hip-hop track that serves as a searing indictment of the modern music industry's exploitation of the working class artist. Built on a soundscape of mechanical noises—staplers, printers, and glitching servers—the song contrasts a raw, spoken-word delivery with a deceptively catchy, robotic hook.

Lyrically, it traces the journey from being signed as "marketable pain" to the grim realization of being a disposable asset on a corporate spreadsheet. It’s a protest song for the digital age, rejecting the glamorous facade of fame to expose the brutal economics beneath, where an artist's hunger is packaged and sold, and their ultimate act of rebellion is to tear up the contract itself.

# 🎡 __Carnival Lights

**"THE BLUEPRINT"** is a minimalist, defiant hip-hop track that dissects the quiet violence of artistic gatekeeping. Built on a stark, clean beat punctuated by the sounds of sketching and bureaucratic rejection, the song unfolds like a formal complaint set to music.

Lyrically, it weaponizes the language of architecture and design to expose a system that praises potential while actively blocking its realization. The central metaphor is razor-sharp: the artist holds the complete, undeniable plans, while the industry, obsessed with deconstructing the genius, refuses to provide the tools to build. It’s an anthem for every creator who has been told they are "brilliant" but treated as a problem to be managed, not a talent to be unleashed.

The delivery is cool, measured, and dripping with analytical contempt, culminating in a powerful, spoken-word outro that serves not as a plea, but as a final notice: the time for their approval is over; the construction is already underway.

obsessed with the blueprint

📝 SONG DESCRIPTION / CAPTION

“Do U Recognize Me Now?” is a tribute straight from my heart.
My brother never got to see this version of me while he was alive —
but I know he sees me now.
Every step I take, every word I write, every dream I chase…
it’s all touched by the memory of him.
This song is for anyone who ever wished they could show their growth
to someone who isn’t here anymore.
I hope you feel it.

RECOGNIZE ME NOW

Description:
"Dive into the digital divide with 'GLASS WALL.' This is aggressive, cinematic rap adhering to the highest technical standards, employing complex alliteration cycles and shifting . The track narrates the internal struggle within the 'Cocoon'—the self trapped inside the code, battling self-doubt, delusion, and the perfection of a digital alter ego. When the program crashes, who are you? #RealVsCode"

GLASS WALL

Song Description — “Ghost Writer”

“Ghost Writer” is a sharp, introspective hip-hop confession from Trevor Felix, cutting through the noise about AI, creativity, and ownership. This track dives into what people don’t see — the long nights spent writing real lyrics, the concepts built from lived experience, and the human heart behind every line. With raw honesty and a razor-edge flow, Trevor confronts the idea that technology can replace a true writer, calling out the industry for protecting producers while overlooking the storytellers. “Ghost Writer” flips the narrative: the ghost isn’t the machine — it’s the artist who’s been invisible for too long. This song is a statement of identity, authorship, and creative power that no AI could ever imitate.

Ghost Writer

Song Description — “Last in Line”

“Last in Line” is about being counted out — until you walk in and the whole room shifts. Trevor Felix takes the feeling of being ignored, underestimated, and left at the back, and flips it into pure presence. The song captures that moment when somebody who was always overlooked suddenly becomes impossible to miss. It’s the anthem for anyone who was last on the list, but first to make an impact the second they stepped through the door.”

LAST in line

Trevor Felix is a photographer, author, and visionary artist creating emotionally driven music and visual stories. For inquiries or collaboration, contact: neweustace@yahoo.co.uk