Trevor Felix release songs

“Colombian Gangster” tells the story of a rebel with a purpose — a street legend who takes from the corrupt to give back to the people. It’s not about greed or glory, but justice with swagger. Blending gritty realism with Latin rhythm and cinematic storytelling, the song paints a portrait of a modern-day Robin Hood: fearless, loyal, and dangerous only to those who abuse their power.

This is the sound of defiance, loyalty, and redemption — the rise of a gangster with a heart for his people.

Columbian Gangster

“How Do You Love Me and Forget Me” is a raw, emotional ballad about the confusion that comes when someone loves you deeply — then disappears as if it meant nothing. It’s about the ache of being remembered in moments but forgotten in reality, the bittersweet echo of something that once felt eternal.

The song blends vulnerability with strength — asking the question we all face after love fades: How can someone hold your heart, then walk away like they never did?

How do u love me

"Same Bowl" is a soulful reggae anthem that transforms the concept of limitation into a testament of power. Through the potent metaphor of a fishbowl, the song explores how two souls navigate the same confined space—one feeling trapped by its walls, the other finding a universe within them. It’s a celebration of inner depth, ancestral strength, and the profound truth that our environment doesn't define us; our perspective and resilience do. With layered harmonies and a steady, uplifting rhythm, this track is a reminder that true freedom is built from within, turning any "bowl" into a sacred kingdom.

Title_ Fish Bowl

“Ego in the Static” is a dark rock confessional — raw guitars tangled in distortion, pulsing beneath soft, aching vocals. It captures the disorientation of living in silence and static, trying to find a sense of self in a place that never truly feels like home. The song balances tension and tenderness: verses whisper through the fog of loneliness, while the chorus breaks open like electricity, desperate and human. It’s about isolation, ego, and the quiet rebellion of surviving unseen.

Echo in the Static

Different Faces” is a smooth reggae–R&B fusion about the quiet power and pain of being an empath. The rhythm moves like a heartbeat — steady, soulful, and honest — while soft harmonies carry confessions of feeling too much in a world that hides behind masks. It’s the story of someone who sees the truth behind every smile, who feels love and heartbreak in every glance, and who finally learns to protect their own energy. The beat is warm and island-infused, but the emotion runs deep — a song about balance, boundaries, and finding peace within all the “different faces” you meet.

Different faces

"Self-Charging" is a cool, confident anthem for the self-sufficient. Moving beyond simple declarations of independence, it paints a portrait of a person who is a complete, closed-loop system—their own power source, their own universe. With a minimalist dancehall groove and sharp, sophisticated lyrics, the track rejects the need for external validation with a knowing smile. It’s not about being loud; it’s about being the main grid. This is the sound of potent, quiet confidence that doesn't need to ask for a spark because it generates its own.



My Own Engine

WATER" is a pulsating, fluid anthem that captures the essence of a perfect night where the music, the crowd, and the connection become one unstoppable force. From the first drop, the track immerses you in a world where the heat of the club gives way to a different kind of breeze—the cool, hypnotic flow of the rhythm. The lyrics paint a picture of irresistible attraction and collective energy, comparing the dancefloor to an ocean and the vibe to a life-giving tide. With a seamless blend of melodic hooks and a confident, liquid rap verse, "WATER" is the sound of losing yourself in the motion and finding freedom in the flood.



Water

Still in the Cold" is a haunting reflection on success and emotional isolation from the perspective of a rising female artist. With lyrics that weave between the glittering frost of achievement and the bitter chill of a love grown distant, this track explores the paradox of building an empire only to find yourself freezing at the center of it. The "cold" serves as a powerful double meaning—both the icy glamour of fame and the emotional frost that settles between two people who have grown apart despite their shared journey. Atmospheric production, intimate vocals, and raw, honest storytelling create a poignant anthem for anyone who has ever reached the top, only to find the view colder than they ever imagined.

Still in the cold

This isn't just a protest song; it's a wake-up call. It’s for anyone who has ever felt the narrative being twisted, exposing the "puppeteer" who hands you the knife and points you at your neighbor while they empty your pockets. The final, exhausted outro leaves you with a chilling truth: the scapegoat is a reflection we're all afraid to see.

SCAPEGOAT

I Am Your Reflection
This is a spiritual excavation. A raw, lyrical journey into the core of identity.

"I Am Your Reflection" explores the profound truth that we are not singular beings, but fragments of a greater whole. This track delves into the holy tension between the soul and the skin, framing the journey of self-discovery not as a flaw, but as a brave, cosmic act of becoming.

With layered vocals, a soul-searching flow, and minimalist production, the song builds a world where every crack in the mirror is a channel for a different light. It’s a visceral meditation on finding the divine not in perfection, but in our beautifully fractured and interconnected humanity.

This is for anyone who has ever looked in the mirror and seen more than one story staring back.

Listen. And see what looks back.

Reflection

Description:
"I Love Me Now" is a bold, beat-driven manifesto of self-worth. With a confident flow and a slick, infectious hook, the track flips the script on insecurity. It’s about owning your story, your hustle, and your flaws with unshakable pride. This is the song you play to get hyped, to remember your value, and to walk away from anything that doesn't serve the person you've become. It’s not just a mood; it’s a mindset.

I love me now

THE FLOOR YOU HELD
What do you do when the person who held you up becomes the one you let down?

"THE FLOOR YOU HELD" is a soul-wrenching confession set to music. It’s the sound of a friendship fractured not by a major betrayal, but by silence and misplaced blame. This powerful ballad explores the gut-wrenching regret of pushing away a loyal friend, realizing too late that your own pride built the wall between you.

 the song moves from haunting piano melodies to sharp, rhythmic introspection. It’s for anyone who has ever replayed a lost connection in their mind, wondering what would have happened if they had just chosen to talk instead of walk away.

This is more than an "I'm sorry." It's an admission: "I was the coward. You were just human."

Listen. And remember the one you let go.

THE FLOOR YOU HELD

DESCRIPTION

This song is a journey back to myself — a soft rise from quiet healing into full, blazing light. It’s neo-soul, reggae sway, and big Sia-style catharsis all woven into one story of rediscovery.
Written for anyone who ever felt lost in the noise… and finally heard their own name again.
If you’ve ever rebuilt your fire from the inside out, this one is for you.
Stream it loud. Feel it deep. Let it shine.

FORGOT MYSELF

YA DOH I WALK (Psalm 23:4 Flip)

What does faith sound like in the dark?

This track is a raw, hip-hop reimagining of one of the most powerful verses ever written. "YA DOH I WALK" isn't a cover; it's a confession. It's the sound of walking through your own personal valley—the shadow of depression, the weight of systemic struggle, the silence of betrayal—and finding a defiant courage within.

We took the timeless promise of Psalm 23:4 and forged it into a weapon for the modern fight. With a heavy 808-kick heartbeat and lyrical depth, this song replaces passive comfort with active resilience. It’s for anyone who has ever had to be their own shepherd, their own rod, and their own staff.

This is the anthem for the journey through the valley. Press play and find the strength to keep walking.

Listen. And fear no evil.

ya doh i walk

Walking With Melanin" is a powerful, soul-baring anthem that translates the relentless psychological toll of racial profiling into a raw and poetic lyrical journey. The song is a searing indictment of a society that preaches colorblindness while forcing people of color to navigate a world where their very skin is weaponized against them.

The Unseen Weight

Song Description for "Last in Line":
"Last in Line" is the anthem for anyone who has ever felt like a hidden chapter in someone else's story. This song captures the quiet pain of being chosen in secret while watching someone else receive the public love and perfection you deserve. But this isn't a song of defeat—it's a powerful awakening. It’s about realizing that being someone's "last in line" is a reflection of their fear, not your worth. With raw honesty and an uplifting melody, this track encourages you to close that hidden chapter, recognize your own value, and hold out for a love that’s proud to have you first in line, always.

You are not a secret to be kept. You are a blessing to be celebrated.



last in line


### Track Description:

**`PRODUCER'S FEE`** is a raw, unfiltered manifesto born from direct experience. I wrote this track after hitting the infuriating wall of industry hypocrisy—being told my music couldn't be monetized because of the tools I used, while those same tools are exploited by the very systems that rejected me.

This song is my response to that gatekeeping. It’s for every artist who's been told their voice doesn't matter because they couldn't afford a studio, a producer, or the right connections. It’s about the bitter irony of a system that calls itself a platform for creators while building financial walls to keep the underprivileged out.

Fueled by a complex, fiery lyrical style that shifts from a confessional whisper to a triumphant roar, the track dismantles the lie that this is about "authenticity." It's not. It's about control. It's about who is allowed to profit from art and who is kept out of the room.

`PRODUCER'S FEE` is the sound of seizing the means of production. It’s the anthem for the kids in the concrete, finally turning their notebooks of fire into a burning kingdom of their own. This isn't just a song; it's a blueprint for the revolution.

Producer's  FEE

Song Description for "WHY ME / WHY NOT ME (The Divine Paradox)"
"WHY ME / WHY NOT ME (The Divine Paradox)" is not merely a song; it is a hip-hop opera and a spiritual excavation. Structured as a dramatic dialogue between the fractured human ego and the omnipotent soul, the track chronicles the violent, beautiful awakening to one's own divinity.

Over a haunting soundscape of dusty piano loops, trembling sub-bass, and ethereal choirs, the listener is plunged into an internal schism. The journey begins with the desperate, frantic lament of "Why Me?"—a cry against the burden of consciousness, generational trauma, and the painful clarity of seeing the world's strings. This is the "Cocoon" of human suffering.

The track then undergoes a seismic shift, breaking open into a vast, oceanic soundscape for the "Why Not Me" declaration. Here, the voice transforms into a resonant, god-like authority, claiming ownership over every facet of existence—the pain, the parents, the path. It is the moment the "Caterpillar" recognizes itself as the "Butterfly," understanding that the prison was, in fact, a self-designed playground for evolution.

Utilizing a technical arsenal of shifting vocal personas, intricate internal rhyme, classical rhetorical devices, and generative flow, the song is a dense, lyrical labyrinth. It is a confrontational and ultimately transcendent piece that poses the ultimate question: What if your deepest suffering is not a punishment, but a curriculum you wrote for yourself?

Key Themes: Spiritual Awakening, Non-Duality, Theodicy, Generational Trauma, Self-Deification, Hip-Hop as Literature.
Sonic Palette: Haunting Piano, Atmospheric Choirs, Oceanic 808s, Glitching Samples.
Vocal Style: A one-man ensemble featuring frantic anxiety, lethargic despair, and divine authority.



Why me why not me

DESCRIPTION

This song is a reminder that mistakes don’t make you unworthy — they make you human. It speaks to anyone who’s ever been judged, misunderstood, or made to feel ashamed for the choices they’ve made. It’s about accepting your past, owning your flaws, and understanding that even in your darkest moments, you can still inspire someone else. The track encourages listeners to live with their mistakes, learn from them, and let those experiences shape them into something stronger, wiser, and more authentic. It celebrates growth, healing, and the truth that everyone’s darkness is connected to their light.

Battlefield

A haunting anthem of codependency and fragile strength. Trapped in a relationship where love feels like being a beautiful object on display, the singer wrestles with being both an anchor and a prisoner. The lyrics paint a portrait of loving someone whose obsession is both a flame and a force of destruction, questioning why we stay when the cost is our own breaking point.

Glass diamond

Trevor Felix is a photographer, author, and visionary artist creating emotionally driven music and visual stories. For inquiries or collaboration, contact: neweustace@yahoo.co.uk