Written & Produced by Trevor James Tillery & Michael Kelley
Mixed by Michael Kelley
Mastered by Edsel Holden
Artwork by Trevor James Tillery

Resurfacing

Where Have You Been?

Written by Trevor James Tillery
Produced by Trevor James Tillery & Michael Kelley
Mixed by Graham Bechler 
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson 

Drums by Graham Bechler 
Vocals, acoustic guitars, synthesizers by Trevor James Tillery
Bass guitar by Michael Kelley

Lyrics: 

You’re a flowermouth
Fragrant words bloom out
Nothing toxic
In a forest made of eyes
You would walk on by
Like no one’s watching

And I’m under your spell
In a fluorescent hell
I’m under your spell
Swimming in oil spills
You’re perfect

You’re my TV show
Pragmatic queer magic shit
I bawl my eyes out
 
And I’m under your spell
In a job that kills
I’m under your spell
Swallowing happy pills
I’m under your spell
In a fluorescent hell
I’m under your spell
Swimming in oil spills
You’re perfect
So perfect

No oppressive force could tear us up
My love, my love

I Dreamt You Disappeared

Flowermouth

Written by Trevor James Tillery
Produced by Trevor James Tillery & Michael Kelley
Mixed by Graham Bechler 
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson

Additional backing vocals by Nick Tillery

Lyrics:

There’s cement clouds forming in your mind
It won’t be long before you forget them
Forget all that you’ve been through
Your half-moon worry lines
Your sorrows you’ll leave behind
When darkness encircles
Please know I would pull you out

Give it time
Just give it time

I dreamt you disappeared
You cashed in all of tries
It’s foolish to think that they’re worth it
Don’t give up your ghost

Give it time
Just give it time

It was not your fault
They’ll be buried in salt

Half-Moon Worry Lines

Written by Trevor James Tillery
Produced by Trevor James Tillery & Michael Kelley
Mixed by Graham Bechler 
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson 

Horns by Corin Dubie 
Horns arranged by Michael Kelley
Additional backing vocals and syntheizers by Michael Kelley
Vocals and acoustic guitars by Trevor James Tillery

Lyrics:

Thought I laid it down
I put it to rest
I see it now
Coming up for air
Through the surface
It’s in the blood
It’s in the blood

Now, I see so clearly
Now, I see so clearly
That you never left me

The numbing winds
The countless days and nights
I don’t fear it now
I don’t fear it now

And I see so clearly
Now, I see so clearly
That you never left me

Now, I see so clearly
Now, I see so clearly
That you never left me

So Clearly

Written by Trevor James Tillery
Produced by Trevor James Tillery & Michael Kelley
Mixed by Graham Bechler
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson 

Strings performed and arranged by Eleonore Denig
Modular synthesizers by Ty Maraist 
Bass, drum machine and electric guitar by Michael Kelley
Vocals and acoustics by Trevor James Tillery

Lyrics:

The strangest calm inside
When I’m given everything I want all the time
A limitless divine
In any color, any shape, so sublime

Do I choose all that I see
Stripped of mystery
Nothing to myself
A different kind of hell

I know, it’s all gonna blow at anytime

The strangest calm outside
When I’m sending up all I’ve got to the sky

Are my thoughts really my own
Am I any less alone
Hurts the more I think
In and out of sync

And I know, it’s all gonna blow at anytime
Yeah I know, it’s all gonna blow at anytime

Anytime, anytime

I take a gasp of air and close my eyes
I feel it caving in
Ready to begin

Strange Calm

Written by Trevor James Tillery
Produced by Trevor James Tillery & Michael Kelley
Mixed by Graham Bechler
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson

Strings arranged and performed by Eleonore Denig 
Grand Piano performed by Graham Bechler
Piano arranged by Trevor James Tillery
Bass, percussion and acoustics by Michael Kelley
Vocals and drum machine by Trevor James Tillery

Lyrics:

Float to me
Then you’ll see
My brain’s held up by kites
No, I don’t think I feel right

Dizzy spells
Ringing bells
And I drive right through the wall
No, I’m just not here at all

I had one foot in the universe
And I get so close sometimes
You left through a portal in my mind
And I can’t let you drift away this time

Choke the sun
Lights out, poison
Something I can’t put my finger on
No, I can’t even explain. I’m done

I had one foot in the universe
And I get so close sometimes
You left through a portal in my mind
And I can’t let you drift away this time

I dreamt you disappeared
Quiet in the night
I dreamt you disappeared
Quiet in the night
Gone
Have you gone

Portals

Written by Trevor James Tillery
Produced by Trevor James Tillery & Michael Kelley
Mixed by Graham Bechler
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson

(Doomloop)

Written by Trevor James Tillery
Produced by Trevor James Tillery & Michael Kelley
Mixed by Graham Bechler 
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson 

Grand piano performed by Graham Bechler
Grand piano arranged by Trevor James Tillery
Vocals, synthesizers and drum machine by Trevor James Tillery

Lyrics:

Nothings wrong out here in Pleasantville today
Sprinklers on the lawn and your savior on display

Is it who you are
Is it really who you want to be
You’re floating on a cloud
Did you ever really care for me

You’re living a nightmare
A whitewashed hideout
While you’re smiling with a mouth of glass
And you ask, “isn’t it lovely weather we’re having”
And you’re waving
I see right through you
I see through you
I see you
You

Nothings wrong out here in Pleasantville today
The preachers on TV while and your mistress on the way

Did you make believe it all
Was there any reluctancy
A veneered faded crown
Did you really want my company

You’re living a nightmare
A whitewashed hideout
While you’re smiling with a mouth of glass
And you ask, “isn’t it lovely weather we’re having”
And you’re waving
I see right through you
I see through you
I see you
You

I really wish you the very best
Is there something to get off your chest
I really wish you the best
I guess it’s nothing that you’ll regret

Amicable Weather

Written by Trevor James Tillery
Produced by Trevor James Tillery & Michael Kelley
Mixed by Graham Bechler
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson 

Strings arranged and performed by Eleonore Denig
Modular synthesizers by Ty Maraist 
Hi-strung acoustic guitars by Michael Kelley
Vocals, acoustic guitars and bass guitar by Trevor James Tillery

Lyrics:

Hiding up in the chandeliers
Weeping next to the volunteers
I evacuate to the corners of my mind
Forgetting names, all the awkward glances
I feel the eyes on the back of my neck
I seep into the wall

The neon spots are swirling in my mind
 And I’m so tired of losing myself all the time

Talking to the coffee table
Party favors, party gestures
Your words come at me like a swarm of bees
Replicating, complicating
Empty patterns, empty patterns
Part the clouds inside

The neon spots are swirling in my mind
And I’m so tired of losing my shit all the time

I hit the bottom of the swimming pool

Neon Spots Swirling

Written by Trevor James Tillery
Produced by Trevor James Tillery & Michael Kelley 
Mixed by Graham Bechler 
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson 

Modular synthesizers by Ty Maraist 
Synthesizers, bass guitar and percussion by Michael Kelley
Additional backing vocals by Nick Tillery
Vocals and acoustic guitars by Trevor James Tillery

Lyrics:

Been making all appearances
Weed and wine, my weaknesses
All I see in front of me, a mist
Cancel all the plans we’ve made
The clothes don’t fit, I wanna fade
Disappear and take no shape

Was it worth it
Was I even there
Why am I trying to turn my face into yours
I’m not you

These fucking mirrors are everywhere
Distorted eyes, a static air
I disappear and take no shape

Was it worth it
Was I even there
Why am I trying to turn my face into yours
I’m not you
I’m not them
I’m not you
I’m not them

Was it worth it
Was I even there
Why am I trying to turn my face into yours

Thought I blended in, so underground
But my speaking voice, a thundercloud
And why am I trying to turn my face into yours
I’m not you

I Am Trying to Turn My Face Into Yours

I Am Trying To Turn My Face Into Yours

Written by Trevor James Tillery
Produced by Trevor James Tillery & Michael Kelley
Mixed by Graham Bechler 
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson

Strings arranged and performed by Eleonore Denig
Bass guitar, drum machine and percussion by Michael Kelley
Vocals, acoustic guitars, synthesizers and drum machine by Trevor James Tillery

Lyrics:

Untraceable dividing lines
Lid on tight, lid on tight
My eyes, they twitch
My tongue is tied
Safe inside, safe inside

It’s not right
It’s not right
Out of sight, I’m a fish out of water
My thoughts are leaving through invisible doors

No oxygen
A fear of heights
Let me in, let me in
My stomachs sick
Mouth full of mice
I’m giving, I’m giving in

It’s not right
It’s not right
Out of sight, I’m a fish out of water
My thoughts are leaving through invisible doors

It’s not right
It’s not right
Out of sight, I’m a fish out of water
My thoughts are leaving through invisible doors

Invisible Doors

Written by Trevor James Tillery & Graham Bechler
Produced by Trevor James Tillery & Michael Kelley
Mixed by Graham Bechler
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson 

Strings arranged and performed by Eleonore Denig
Horns arranged and performed by Corin Dubie 
Modular synthesizers by Ty Maraist 
Grand piano performed by Graham Bechler 
Grand Piano arranged by Trevor James Tillery
Bass guitar by Graham Bechler 
Vocals and drum machine by Trevor James Tillery

Lyrics:

I’m the dust on your table
I’m the fly in your cake
I’m the cut in your cable
I’m your belly ache

I know you want it more
When they say you can’t have it
You’re peeking through the door
You’re circling my orbit

I wish you were here
I wish you were here

I’m the gap in your puzzle
I’m your derailed train
I’m your dog that you muzzle
I’m the worm in your brain

So here’s to the freedom
That you choose to ignore
Locked in a kingdom
It shakes you to the core

I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here

(I wish you were here)
Don’t let them suck you in
(I wish you were here)
Their words are paper thin
(I wish you were here)
I’ll wait for you outside
(I wish you were here)
There’s no need to hide

Rubikon

Sleeptalking

Produced by Mason Self 
Co-produced by Trevor James Tillery
Mixed | Mastered by Joshua D Niles
Artwork by David Blaise 

Written by blur

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Song 2 (blur cover)

Written by Trevor James Tillery & Austin Ryan

Produced & mixed by Joshua D. Niles
Mastered by Voyager Mastering
Artwork by Nick DuPlessis

Equilibrium

Spotify

Written by Trevor James Tillery 

Produced, engineered, & mixed by Joshua D. Niles
Mastered by Voyager Mastering
Artwork by Nick DuPlessis

Fire with Fire

Written by Trevor James Tillery & Phil Danyew

Produced, engineered, & mixed by Joshua D. Niles
 Co-production by Phil Danyew
Mastered by Voyager Mastering
Artwork by Nick DuPlessis

Immortalize

Written by Trevor James Tillery & Grayson Proctor

Produced, engineered, & mixed by Joshua D. Niles
Co-production by Grayson Proctor
Mastered by Voyager Mastering
Artwork by Nick DuPlessis

Numb.

Stream | Download

Written by Trevor James Tillery & Austin Ryan

Produced, engineered, & mixed by Joshua D. Niles
Mastering by Voyager Mastering
Artwork photo by Scandebergs 
Artwork direction by Nick DuPlessis & Trevor James Tillery

Lonely with You

Written by Trevor James Tillery & Nick DuPlessis
Produced, engineered, & mixed by Joshua D. Niles
Mastered by Voyager Mastering
Artwork photo by Scandebergs 
Artwork direction by Nick DuPlessis & Trevor James Tillery

Together. Alone

In Your Atmosphere

Online

Nothing Without You

Inertia

Identity

Taken from Resolve_EP out 9/21/18

Written by Trevor James Tillery
Produced, engineered, & mixed by Joshua D. Niles
Mastered by Voyager Mastering
Artwork by TJT // Logo by Nick DuPlessis // Photo by Coby Arner

Resolve (In Cold Blood)

Sad Machine

Written | Produced by Trevor James Tillery
Co-produced | Mixed by James Michael Kelley
Mastered by Joe Causey at Voyager Mastering
Artwork by Trevor James Tillery

Stream

Stolen Thoughts

Written | produced by Trevor James Tillery
Co-produced | mixed by James Michael Kelley
Mastered by Joe Causey at Voyager Mastering
Artwork by Trevor James Tillery

Possessor

New album, I Dreamt You Disappeared, out now. Vinyl available on Bandcamp. 

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