I made this track 7 years ago for collaborations with my brother, James. People seem to like this one so I'm sharing it on the world wide web. Enjoy!

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VRRN#2

Do you think you really control your mind
Once you have connected your soul to mine?
Searching for a mutual soul combined
From you and I

Do you think you really control your mind
Once you have projected your soul on time?
I’m searching for a mutual peace of mind
For you and I

[Verse: Gnash]
It’s not every day that you meet
Someone willing to say their life is incomplete
Take a hit of me if it’s what will get u there
I am in complete, out of touch, unaware
I wanna have an intimate affair with somebody that I’m not supposed to
We wouldn’t have to make it a scene and we could cuddle to nostalgia ultra
They come around saying everything just to get a hermit out of the house
But I believe that it’s better just to grieve when it’s sunny than to wait for clouds
I’ll be around for another couple of days, but the time is never running out
I’ll be around in memory or ways for as long as you can stand and pout

Do you think that people will stay amused
After all the melodies have been used?
Boy you need a musical soul to groove
And fuse with you...

Do you think you do you think you
Do you think you do you think you really control your mind mind mind?

Written & produced by Triangle Park (Sean Eads)
Featuring @gnash

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Mutual Soul (ft. gnash)

Written & Produced by Triangle Park

lyrics

Is it really so unusual to find someone you care about? 
Happens to me every day. 
I can help you find someone to (find someone to) care about 
You are already on your way 
Knowing who you know it’s true you know that you can always call 
We’ll bring you back to the park 
Go ahead and find someone to (find someone to) care about 
It’s just a matter of the days 

On the internet 
Everybody lies 
Gonna find a lover 
In the classifieds 

And I may not be the only one 
But you know that you’re my favorite kind of lover 
Say anything that you wanna share 
You could always think of something new 

Is it really so impossible that i’m the one you care about? 
I’m on TV every day. 
All you need to find is one, but more is fun 
If you can swing it go that way. Go that way. 

I knew you were a special one 
Came around at ten o clock in the morning 
Whispered something I wanna hear 
Kick off your shoes and proceed to sleep til two.

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Classified

Written & Produced by Sean Eads

Hold my jacket
Everything I’ll miss about this life is in the details
And I just wanna take it all in tonight
I spent so much time getting here

These feelings are a vicious cycle
I try to reach you and you hurt me
So I start singing on the first bar
And I push you away

You're gonna be inside a carwash
When you finally wake up
There won’t be critters on the windshield
But you suspect there had been some
If it was only one, I am guilty
If only one

Hold my jacket
Everything you’ll miss about this life is in the details I swear
I think you should take it all in tonight
We spent so much time wondering

These feelings are inconsequential, I know
I try to reach you and I’m thirsty
So I start singing on the third bar, oh
And I cannot make you stay

I’m gonna be in California
(Burning La Cienega
Part of the choir
Making California dry)
Guess you’ll be somewhere too
There won’t be no ocean where you’re going
But you’ll remember something blue
And I’ll remember you
Can you hear me?
I’ll remember you

I was just warming up
I was just warming up
I was just warming up
For somebody else’s touch
I was never in the way
Just another person to lay
Thing about leaving town
You might as well fool around
Couldn’t ever get you to stay
And I could never get away

Hold My Jacket

Written & Produced by Triangle Park

I’m never alone, long as I have my phone 
I’m never alone, long as I have my phone. 

We were taking our time in the room, 
Having a cup of coffee. 
We were leaving behind too much too soon 
But we were ready to leave. 
In turn we have to make a leap 
You keep your life, and keep in touch with me. 

I’m never alone, long as I have my phone 
I’m never alone, long as I have my phone

I'm Never Alone Long As I Have My Phone

Written & Produced by Sean Eads

I walk this water.
I swim this air.
I follow my father.
The world does not care.
I leave a message.
I miss this hair.
I follow the paintbrush.
The world does not care.
When it is my turn
I promise to share.
This does not hurt me,
My soul to bear.
What does it matter?
I'd do it all for air.
Then when it's my turn
I'll front you the fare.
I knew I was alive but nobody showed me the difference.
What mattered to them is long as you've been in the business.
I just hung around and no one knew what I was for.
Hang on to your pride cause nobody knocks at your door.
I knew I was right but nobody said I was right. 
(I was blind, I was blind)

Nobody Said

Original song by Adele
Performed & Produced by Triangle Park

Hello (Adele Cover)

Written & Produced by Triangle Park.

lyrics:

Behave the way that you want to baby.
Behave the way you were born to baby.

Oh we never had the time, did we babe?
So I never called you mine, did I baby?
Then why did I behave the way,
And why did you behave the way?

Falling for a trap of time, are we babe?
Had to call a friend of mine, did ya baby?
It’s fine for us to cave that way.
I want you to behave the way

Behave the way that you want to baby.
Behave the way you were born to baby.
Behave the way that you want to baby, what are you onto baby?
Behave the way you feel special.

I remember when 
You were full nice
It was so nice,
No one could have said 
In a fortnight, 
They’ll be cold nights.
Put me on a bed.
I’ll be just right, 
I’ll be so nice.
Put me on a bed. 
Really. Not a question in my head.

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Behave

Written & Produced by Sean Eads
Single Artwork by Jessica Friedman

Grown, growin'
Goals, going, goals
I do not play the game
Or else I lose myself,
Lose myself, lose myself,
Lose myself

Grow, grow it
Ghosts glowing, goals
Cause when I play those games,
I only play myself
By myself, for myself,
And lose myself.

Goals

Written & Produced by Triangle Park
Artwork by Ethan Hofmayer

I was born into the world
For these words to unfurl
Came out looking for a why
And I'm leaving just another guy.
Oh no.
I was born in to the world,
I think,
Just to see those toes curl.
Just to see those toes curl in a pretty morning,
Curl in a purple sunrise,
Curl, a sweetie, honey, curl.
Oh no.

Came out talkin' bout how I had collected my soul.
Slap me on the mouth, talkin' so out of control
No one ever called me a liar til you.
But no one ever told me the truth like you do.

Easy to forget about the far, huh?
Bein the size that we are.
I am reminded by your light.
But it's flickering these nights.
Oh no.

Born

An EP for the Hudson Valley.
Words, music, and production by Triangle Park AKA Sean Jackson Eads
Track 3 (Hold My Jacket) mixed & mastered by Jeremy Katzenstein.

LYRICAL CONTENT

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Ode
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I fell away from your love.
It couldn’t set me free.
The hardest part was separating.
I hope the hardest part was separating.

And I know I’m never getting past you,
But I’ve got to try.
You were my ticket to paradise.

Ode.
I don’t understand this love.
I thought it could set me free.
Look at what we float above
In our swimming pools and energy drinks.


Written & Produced by Sean Jackson Eads
Vocals, Keys, Bass, Drums, Synth & Toy Piano - Sean Jackson Eads

If I had a penny every time
I could be a shoe-in for doin white crimes,
Got a little problem. It's cool. I'll be fine.
Oh darlin' my flaws are showin.

Got another one for you.
Hope it doesn't hurt us too bad.
At least I'll be catching up
To all the fools who just turned up.
I wrote you a part in my play,
Ooh my flaws are showing.

I could be serious, but you wouldn't know
Cause I roll my eyes when you walk by.
I come apart every day.
My flaws are showing.

If I had a purpose to this life of mine
I could be a person for you every time.
Got a little problem, but it's in my mind.
Oh darlin my flaws are showin.

Flaws

Featuring LEDON (@ledonl)
Produced by Triangle Park
Written by LEDON & Triangle Park

[LEDON]
you see me walking right past the corner-side
went to the red light, but then you drove by
you look at me crazy, like “hey you don’t care about it”
couldn’t see past it, now I’ve got a lot that’s left on my mind

if you couldn’t ever stop to pick me up, 
but just last week you were asking for twenty bucks (and now I)
I don’t have the time to pay you (no more, no more)
next time I see ya, you best walk out that door

soo damn lazy
don’t got time to pay for your ride…
to pay you outright
to pay, pay you outright
to pay for your ride
to pay your ride for you.

[Triangle Park]
she doesn’t want to be a mouthpiece
for her generation
but she got in the beef and has a 
pretty hot opinion.
she turned down to speak at her
sibling’s graduation
cause she seeks relief from her vocation

so I could be your chatterbox all day
were you asking a question? couldn’t hear your objection.
I could be your chatterbox today
maybe I should just say it. heart so tough ya can’t break it.

[LEDON]
if you couldn’t ever come back to me and lie,
tried the best to imic what I saw on TV, on TV.

Chatterbox (ft. LEDON)

Written & produced by me

lyrics

I know that we just started, don’t know why I’m so upset.
You caught me open-hearted, I wasn’t even paying rent.
And though it took us a little time, things were getting so much better
Don’t know if you’re on the other side, or why I even write.  

No matter what I make of myself, 
you’re gonna be the first to know.

Baby do you feel the weight of the world
Being someone stuck in this time?
Are you gonna make em wait? What in the world…
We’ll stay out here drawing the lines.

I know that we just started, think that’s why I’m so upset.
You were broken hearted, telling me you need a friend.
Now it took us a little time, setting in so much better
Don’t know if you made it to the other side or why I even write.

And if I’m going through hell,
You’re gonna be the first to know

Baby do you feel the weight of the World
Making it bout you all the time?
Are you gonna make em wait? how do you see the world?
We’ll be out there fronting the lines.

It’s yes I know, or no I don’t,
Or no one’s waiting for me there.
It’s I don’t know, or how bout no,
Or don’t feel so.

I know that we just started, don’t even know if I’m upset.
You caught me open-hearted, we became close-ass friends
And though it took us a little time, things were feeling way way better.
Don’t know if you’re on the other side.

Baby do you feel the weight of the world
Being someone stuck in this time?
Are you gonna make em wait, just left to the world?
We’ll stay out here fronting the lines.
Baby do you feel the weight of the world
Making it bout you all the time?
Are you gonna make em wait? How do you see the world?

I know that we just started.

Just Started

Black coffee, 
White coffee,
Why the coffee…

Why the coffee always cold in this house?
Daddy get your drugs straight.
This ain’t water.
Waking up
Sunday morning—
Thursday morning,
When you leave the house,
Why the coffee always cold?

I was not supposed to write you just yet,
Made a deal with my own private god.
But sometimes, 
When the sky looks like the ocean I think of you.
Yeah, most times
 When your eyes look like the ocean I dive into you.

When there used to be water,
My brother and I drove from Austin to California,
My lover and I drove from L.A. to Austin, Texas.
And though she ain’t my lady no more, no more,
The bold face is for how many bodies I swim in now. 
It’s true, the Colorado bit.
 But you know we could swim another river.
This geography keeps on changing on me.
But what if I become a daddy?
Yeah, what if you do?
Who’s gonna be a daddy to you?

Written and Produced by Triangle Park (Sean Eads)
Photo by Julian Burgueno (IG: @julianbpp)

Coffee

48 hours til I see you.
I can't stop smiling. 
I know that I was never meant to be you,
Cause then I'd never find you.
If it's all right with you
Baby I wanna know you better.
If it's all right, 
If it's all right with you,
Baby I wanna know you right now.
And if it's cool, we could just stay out.

[VERSE 1]
48 hours ago,
You were something in the back of my mind.
Used to like to take it slow.
Now if there's something living
Stopping the flow of time,
I can guarantee it
Ain't no friend of mine.

[CHORUS]

Let's stay out tonight,
Let's love in the light,
Let's make it all right,
I wanna know you better.
48 hours to go.
48 hours to go.

[VERSE 2]
Nothing on my gums to grind.
38 hours to go.
It's a truth that the truth cannot fight.
36 hours of slow.
If it gets me livid
Only makes it more right.
The future's vivid,
And my heart is light.

[CHORUS]
24 hours to go.
23 hours to go.

[CHORUS]
17 hours til I see you.
I can't stop smiling.
Even if I wasn't meant to meet you,
I'd still find you.
If it's all right with you,
Baby I wanna know you better.
If it's all right,
If it's all right with you,
Baby I gotta know you right now.
And if it's cool we could just stay out.

Written & Co Produced by Triangle Park (Sean Eads)
Co Produced by Abe Yellen
Guitar & additional instrumentation by Abe Yellen

48 Hours

You came into my house, you set up on the floor.
You told me you don't bite, you lied to me before.
I thought you were a friend, it turned out in the end
You wanna see me sore
And feed me medicine.
My medicine.
Now I don’t have my wits without my medicine
I got some education but I don’t feel smart.
I waste my time creating art.
This is just a message for the future me:
Abandon the society.
They don’t wanna see me with my wings unclipped.
Imagine who I’d be without my medicine,
My medicine, my medicine.

She wants the truth, all right.
She gets the truth tonight.
I need my medicine.
My medicine, I need my medicine,
I’m a piece of shit without my medicine.
I won’t ever win without my medicine.
I’m not even me without my medicine.
I can’t even breathe, I can’t even sin.
Sin, sin, sin.

We shouldn’t even try it, dude.
I trust these ancient stars.
I’ll never get that back 
That you don’t like the way we are.
Imagine who I’d be 
Without my coffee and my weed.

I’d never even sin without my medicine.
You only wanna see me with my teeth drawn in.
Imagine who’d be without my medicine.

She wants the truth, well all right.
She gets the truth tonight.
I need my medicine.

My medicine, I need my medicine.
I'm a piece of shit without my medicine.
I won't ever win without my medicine.
I’m not even me without my medicine.
I can’t even breathe, I can’t even sing.
Sing, sing, sing, sing, sing, sing, sing, sing.

Written & Produced by Triangle Park (Sean Eads)
Photo by Bryce Chapnick
Bass by Austin Sears

Medicine

Inside the car
Her sunglasses case
Outside the bar
Looking for a face
She says she’s leaving
I do wonder if that’s quite
If she’s around, you know she’ll drop a line
It never matters when you say
You wanna go outside
Or just hang some time

Love, I’m feeling the love
I think there’s love here
I’m feeling this love, uh huh

Last night I loved a friend of mine
We had our differences but hey
We only crossed the line
Maybe once or twice

I heard you leaving
My cheek will miss your collarbone
Ain’t no time for grieving
I just wonder where you go

She’s on the prowl, a mountain lion
It never mattered when she said
You were not her type
Cause you’re all my kind

Love, I’m feeling the love
I think there’s love here
I’m feeling this love, uh huh

Written & Produced by Triangle Park (Sean Eads)
Guitar by Max Crane

Feeling the Love

I’ve been sleeping way better than I could 
When we were tight
Always thinking of the way to respond 
When you say goodnight
So this is unfamiliar peace of mind
This is unfamiliar peace of mind

And you were a tigress on that night
And you brought all my love to light soon
But I blew all my luck on life
And you brought all my love to strife
I’ve been sleeping way better than I could 
When we were tight
Now that I’ve learned I don’t wanna
Try to own a single moment of your time
Still your neighborhood will come to mind
That was some familiar piece of mine

And I’ma conjure tigresses tonight
I’ma conjure tigresses tonight
I’ma bring all my love to light
It’s about to blow in here tonight

Falling in love since the 3rd grade
All those decisions, not my own
You still love astrology? Love me.

How about a hotel on the water?
How about the eagle and the farmer’s daughter?

Ooh, how about the future
Inside the image?
Do it in the Hollywood hills 
With the forest-fire lit-ness
Dude, it’s about to blow in here tonight
Ooh, I’ma bring all my loves to light
Dude, it’s about to blow in here tonight
Ooh, I’ma bring all my love to light
Ooh, how about the future
Without her image?
Cruel, how about the dudes 
Getting down with the sickness?
Crude, how about the blow in here tonight?
You people bringing all your shit to die
Fools, it’s about to blow in here tonight
Cool, I’ma bring all my loves to life

Written and produced by Triangle Park (Sean Eads)
Guitar by Jacob Masters

Tigresses

I was just another guy 
Waiting for you all my life 
But I could take another night of this 
Looking for security 
Looking for the you in me 
And I’ve been seeing all my life in this 
So we can catch another flight 
See this town another night 
Yeah I can take another night of this 
You were always there for me 
I can feel your honesty 
You don’t have to sugarcoat your dreams 

Lost an opportunity 
Found another tune in me 
And I could write another night of shit 
Looking for community 
I can hear the harmony 
And I would work entire lives for it 
Or we can take another drive 
See the scene on Friday night, yeah 
I could take another night of this 
You will always care for me 
You would strip it bare for me 
We could do another night a dream 
Tell me 
I was just another guy 
Waiting for you all my life 
But I could take another night of this 
Looking for security 
Looking for the you in me 
And I been seeing all my life in this 
So we can catch another flight 
We could vow to never fight, yeah 
I can take another night of this 
You were always there for me 
I can feel your honesty 
You don’t have to sugarcoat your dreams 

Oh god 
I can’t fill my place when I’m with you 
I can’t feel my place when I’m with you 
Ahh, ahh 
I can’t feel my hair when I’m with you 
Ah, I can’t feel a thing, nah 
I can’t feel nothing 
I can’t feel nothing when I’m with you 
Ah, I can’t feel like shit when I’m with you 
Ooh, I, I feel 
I can feel most not without you

Written and Produced by Triangle Park (Sean Eads)

Another Night

Nadia was a shrink 
But I didn’t talk 
Still she taught me things 
No one would have thought 

She designed the room 
So she knew the walk 
She was gone too soon 
Didn’t even knock 

Berlin was a room 
Crowded with the fog 
She became the moon 
When the fog was gone 

Nadia gave me wings 
Left without a word 
Left my thoughts to ring 
Still she gave me things 
(Left without a word) 
This is my monologue 
(When the fog was gone) 
She became the moon 
(Berlin was a room) 
When the fog was gone 
(This is my monologue)

Triangle Park is the first solo endeavor of Sean Eads, a 24-year-old songwriter, keyboardist, producer & singer in Austin, TX. Time Loser (2017) is his self-produced and independently released debut project.

Album art by James R. Eads

Berlin

I am my only way 
To understand the universe 
I cannot leave my body 
So I’m gonna leave the planet Earth 
I’ll know that I’m on path if 
Every day I’m feeling more aware 
We haven’t met before 
But I remember you from Everywhere 

I am my only way 
To understand the universe 
It doesn't answer questions 
But it echoes my experience 
And as I stumble down 
The hollow staircase of a yesteryear 
I oughta take a picture 
Cause my memory is Everclear 

I am just a vessel 
For the vowels that come out of me 
And if I don’t release 
It disappears into eternity 
I cannot have that happen 
So a tape is always next to me 
And this is not a purpose 
But enough to have me feeling free 
And I guess there’s beauty in that 
I mean, I can dig it 

I am on my way 
To understand the universe 
I wake up in another day 
And that becomes my universe 
While everyone experiences 
Life through their own beautiful eyes 
The fear of missing out 
Is never truly justified

Triangle Park is the first solo endeavor of Sean Eads, a 24-year-old songwriter, keyboardist, producer & singer in Austin, TX. Time Loser (2017) is his self-produced and independently released debut project.

Album art by James R. Eads

Water Boy

Mine mine mine mine 
Mine mine mine mine 
Mine mine mine mine 
Mine mine mine mine 

All our emails 
Used to be full of accusations 
Now our emails 
Are full of apologies 
Can we regain that original feeling of elation 
Knowing our problems 
Often too small to see? 

All our emails 
Used to be full of declarations 
Now our emails 
Are full of apologies 
Can we regain that original feeling of elation 
Knowing our problems 
Often too small to see? 

I dream in pastures and black doves 
I hate reminders of past loves 
I’m a container for your summer of apology 
I wanna be less beholden to my technology 
But I don’t know how to move on 
But you had your own path on mind 
And my ass had a mil songs 
To sing to your thongs

Triangle Park is the first solo endeavor of Sean Eads, a 24-year-old songwriter, keyboardist, producer & singer in Austin, TX. Time Loser (2017) is his self-produced and independently released debut project.

Album art by James R. Eads

Apologies

Imagine you’re in the front seat
You control your destiny
And you wanna watch a movie
The whole world at your disposal
You could cure a disease
And you’re only watching TV

And I’m only watching westerns
All the kids are wearing Jansports
And my shoes are getting dirty
Guess it’s time for another pair
And mom’ll prolly cop it
Thanks ma, you’re a real one
There’s no room for your input
You promised me you’d buy em

So you go back on your word now?
Well Ima flea the house
Might find myself in Texas
Man, I thought I was Texan
One day I couldn’t swing breakfast
Now I’m every night restless
But I feel in front of where the rest is
Cause I ran with the good guys

And you planned for the good life
Cause you knew you wouldn’t really try
Easy for you to rely
You were always friends with big brother
And the kid wants SBs
So you taught him how to rest-ease
It’s okay cause his bestie’s
A really nice guy

And he’s staying west of Western
And he stays watching TV
And he’s heard about the planet
But he stays inside

Triangle Park is the first solo endeavor of Sean Eads, a 24-year-old songwriter, keyboardist, producer & singer in Austin, TX. Time Loser (2017) is his self-produced and independently released debut project.

Album art by James R. Eads

Westerns

To the people at home when you’re hearing this / You’re the reason this shit is all worth it / I know you hear the tales of my history / I’ll prepare when I’m old for paternity / Learning lessons together you and me / Thought that would be the story I’m telling / But when I think of the future I feel bleak / Only thing I can tame is my memory — Building a couch to relax on, you and me / Didn’t think you could build it so poorly / It was built on a promise you didn’t keep / Hammocks hanging, I never could compete / Texas rivers I never could compete / I get shivers, I had you, honest / I’ll polish another face of the gem for me / I’m preparing my soul for eternity — Had a phase for the movie industry / Found her place being so dishonest / I couldn’t think of a better chick for me / I’d be lying if I were modest / I’m learning lessons a lifetime at a time / I’m a mess if you drink me case by case / Now I’ll only take meetings face to face / Don’t contact me unless you’re onto me—Well, here I go again / You know I’m moving away / Before your eyes / Before your eyes / Well here I go again / You know I don’t think I can stay / Before your eyes / It’s your, your eyes

Drums part III by Logan Wagner

Octaves for August

I never called myself inadequate ’til I met you / And there’s something else, I’m over it and I’m over you / I freed my mind since leaving you / There’s magic in these fingertips, I’ll show you / Listen honey, I’m talking to you / If I free my mind, will I become one with you? / To free my mind with you / What if I freed my mind with you? / What if I freed my mind when I was with you? / Am I out of line to be talking that way so soon? / Am I out of touch? / Or do I just need you that much? / To free my mind with you / What if I free my mind with you?

Drums by Logan Wagner
Everything else by Sean Eads

Free My Mind

co-production by @micahjasper
artwork by Ethan Hofmayer

Drone Driving

When I’m driving late at night / My opinions crystallize / It is clear now all the times / You were patient, I was wise / But we couldn’t meet our eyes / It was written in the skies / I was wrong, but only twice / Now I’m only telling lies / I gave you a hundred tries / You were far each time from nice / I was down but on the rise / And you only gave me ice / I need your soul power now / Be careful with my tender little heart / I need your soul power now / Give an old friend another start / In my dreams I’m driving high / Think it’s Mopac every time / Reassuring details right / But the sky is just your eyes / My internal baby cries / When I go to sleep at night / And the moon is in the ninth / And there’s no one to my right / I need your soul power now / Be careful with my tender little heart / I need your soul power now / Give an old friend another start

Drums by Logan Wagner
Other instruments & production by Sean Eads

Mopac

A telephone wire running through an endless June / A runaway tire that reaches a distant moon / I can’t explain your charm / The fog on the farm and the middle-morning gray / The sun and its harmful and romantic rays / I can’t explain your charm / I can’t explain what I can’t contain / It’s a mystery what it means to me / Got off work today and just drove away / Drawing the path and erasing the path / Calling it quits, I’m restarting it soon / Still can’t believe 23 is a wrap / That’s been on my mind since way back in June / I’m heading for home and I’m burning the bridge / Changing my heart so I’m changing my tune / Always a trip to be done with it / Twelve little gems for the memorable moons / Drawing the path and erasing the path / Calling it quits, I’m restarting it soon / Still can’t believe 24 is a wrap / Off-white guitar and a memorable moon

Charm

Astral Bodies

You Guys I Think I Found Something

This is a transmission from the future, and the last episode of the Time Trilogy, thanks for tuning in. What will come next???

Whitewater

Moonsong

Icy Mirror

Called Your Line

Passenger Seat

California English

written & produced in isolation by Sean Eads

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Triangle Park

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