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Chorus:
I saw you walking out the club with another man
Baby, can he hold you the way I can
Feelings in my head spins around with the ceiling
Emotions so misleadin'

Always thought u were the one, now I'm not that sure
Think it’s 'bout time that I hit the door
Feelings in my head spins around with the ceiling
You've always been misleadin' me

Verse:
I would never leave the way you left me
Some kind of a joke the way you kept me close
Makes me think you never really loved me
Sometime along the way i guess your heart just froze

And I froze the minute
When you cut me off, I caught you grinnin'
You love to drag people in it
The cold life that you must be livin'

Chorus:
I saw you walking out the club with another man
Baby, can he hold you the way I can
Feelings in my head spins around with the ceiling
Emotions so misleadin'

Always thought u were the one, now I'm not that sure
Think it’s 'bout time that I hit the door
Feelings in my head spins around with the ceiling
You've always been misleadin' me

Verse (Sorry X):
Always and forever that's just the way it goes
You saw us together and I saw the way you froze

Safe to say we've come undone
Yesterday you were the one
But ties they untether and I just can’t stand this weather anymore

Chorus:
I saw you walking out the club with another man
Baby, can he hold you the way I can
Feelings in my head spins around with the ceiling
Emotions so misleadin'

Always thought u were the one, now I'm not that sure
Think it’s 'bout time that I hit the door
Feelings in my head spins around with the ceiling
You've always been misleadin' me

misleadin'

misleadin' (feat. Sorry X)

stream

fate & fairytales (with SayWeCanFly)

luv you to death

produced by @jolst and @sainttomorrow <3
out now on youtube through biteki & static:
https://youtu.be/DWpNablizm0
https://youtu.be/nEK_a4oFms8

music video:
https://youtu.be/95Kayd1Rpiw

hope u enjoy :)

lyrics:
i let my soul drift away just to feel something again
i sold my conscience for free, nothing to see but a man without his skin

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

plenty people consider hitting my phone again
i don’t mind but i’d rather just be alone again
findin peace in my soul life ain’t that innocent
if i wanted em to be, things would be different
quiet nights in my attic, now the static is loud
i just wanna see my dad again and make him proud
tired of the recycled life i’m bottling up
smoked a little bit too much and now i’m throwing up

whats in the water, i wonder...
sink to the river, discover
see my reflection in ripples
i think i need you a little
more than i’d admit
i find it hard to reminisce
feel my stomach start to twist
and now i’m back with those i miss
woahhh

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

enter the forest, forget life
i’ve done this shit for the last time x2

enter the forest, forget life

enter the forest, forget life [p. jolst x saint tomorrow]

spotify!

enter the forest, forget life [jolst x saint tomorrow]

produced by heylog

lyrics:
the birds all sing a beautiful song
light beams through this is where i belong
peaceful people who fear to talk
they mimic them and love to mock
women from different countries
i feel pressured there's people watching me
pull u in with the sound of harmonies
they say this kid's gifted with prodigy

occupied i'm tired of people
that look in ur eye tells me u are deceitful
you live knowing this time your whole act has been a lie
you walk by the garden and every flower dies

THE BIRDS ALL SING A BEAUTIFUL SONG
LIGHT BEAMS DOWN THIS IS WHERE I BELONG
PEACEFUL PEOPLE WHO FEAR TO TALK
THEY MIMIC THEM AND LOVE TO MOCK
WOMEN FROM DIFFERENT COUNTRIES
I FEEL PRESSURED THERE'S PEOPLE WATCHING ME
PULL YOU IN WITH THE SOUND OF HARMONIES
THEY SAY THIS KID'S GIFTED WITH PRODIGY

yeah u better run from me i said
i'm used to this and being lonely
conversations don't extend when i'm
short on words i guess i don't feel like talking
spare my life it's just begun
i'm still tryna get us back but i know we're done
growing old too fast i'm too slow to outrun
problems chasing me but i know that they won

spotify

this is where i belong

produced by heylog

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

i love you

this song was written/recorded in early 2020

mastering by Brian Sheil

SPOTIFY + APPLE

youth

THE WORST PROD. BY LUURK

Prod. Flowers for You

my entire discography: https://open.spotify.com/user/lukeee117/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=vUv0Ie1qQc2dhn8mHtwk0w&dl_branch=1

alright, that's fine w/ skele

produced by heylog

lyrics:
pacing around the floor making circles that could go miles
tears are running down my face they're stacking up in piles
threw us in recycle, unrecognizable files
all our data's lost, babe it's been a while
cause we
don't need
us
remember when we met i was too scared to even look at u
these knots that are in my stomach ain't normal they're all bc of u
and i can't help but stutter the first time i ever talked to you
and i knew u were special, really thought we'd have a future
but we
don't need
us

i stg
this can't be real
2 years gone
nothing to feel
it went so fast
thought it would last
but i was too, arrogant with that

staying the night at your home
feels good waking up, knowing ur close
don't know why or how i go
with you, was never alone
i'm poppin all my cells
where are you now
tell me this is real
cause i love to doubt
i just wanna lay right here
farther from the place ur near
i heard your whisper in my ear
3 words that i've always feared
that i fear

CAPABLE OF LOSING EVERYTHING
I GOT NO FRIENDS
ONLY PEOPLE THROUGH A PHONE SCREEN
I'M ALONE LESS
WHEN YOU CALLED I WAS HOPING
YOU WERE COMING HOME
1 YEAR DONE NOW 3
LEFT TO GO
POURING OUT MY HEART TO RANDOM EYES
BET THEY KNOW ME
BETTER THAN YOU EVER DID
COME AND SHOW ME
SHE'S TOO BUSY THROWING UP
ALL THE ALCOHOL
WHILE I'M SITTING IN MY LIVING ROOM
CUDDLING WITH MY DOG
bored out of my mind, riff guitar i love to escape
cut off everyone, i keep swimming in my mistakes
staring at the ceiling
bet it has more feelings
than i ever will i come to realize i'm deceiving

"Suffocating" is a song that focuses on the struggles of being bullied and having the courage to rise above it and be yourself because we are all perfect the way we are! Love you all thank you for listening <3 

-Rosie

Suffocating (prod.  Aleksandr Ches)

nvr say this is urs again
vocals, master, mix ~ xoswitch
produced ~ living puff
lyrics:
https://genius.com/xoswitch-better-lyrics

better

better (living puff)

sorry for re-upload file was bad at the end and didn't realize 

Cry at Night
2021
CxldKid
_____________

Lyrics 


Breaking pictures
Just cant stand them on the shelf
Only when I was with yah
But all good things to turn to hell
I still miss yah
You said you were seing help
All this time you been away
You lied to your therapist about your health 

And its hard to feel ok
When you say ill be fine
And I'm trying to breath 
But im still breaking inside

I'll tell my friends that I'm ok
Even though I breaking open
I shed a tear only hoping
That ill find a way copen 
I always fall at the wrong time
Loose friends that were too nice
My eyes are raw from how many 
Times I cry at night 

Take a breath
Take what you need 
Hate to see you frustrated 
Please don't be mad at me
Making mistakes 
It gets hard to see
Down another bottle
Why you always in my dreams
Like
Taking it in
Trying to move 
But I'm feeling to sick
Anxiety from olsers are all up in my ribs
Trying to sleep
But I feel like shit

I'll tell my friends that I'm ok
Even though I breaking open
I shed a tear only hoping
That ill find a way copen 
I always fall at the wrong time
Loose friends that were too nice
My eyes are raw from how many 
Times I cry at night 

Cry At Night

new merch @ 93feetofsmoke.com
VID: https://youtu.be/6dqwdAp8_wA

prod. mix @93feetofsmoke
master @polearm

bloodymary
bloodymary
bloodymary
x2

Backspins
Have u crawling on the floor
I know u have been 
I cant fw all ur homies
U a hasbeen
Topspeed in residentials
Try not crash it
Not tryina get capped
Not tryina get stuck up 
Up in traffic
Cuz i aint goin out sad
I know it happens 
Way too early
Way too often
And its tragic 
I've seen unspeakable things
You can't imagine

Why u think I'm always good up in the house then?
I got gluee she got gucci on the trashcan
i got blues to stay all night and call it roxanne
if the world is up at large then where do i stand?

He mixed the white with the white 
and called it vineyard vines
mix the yellow with the green
I'm smokin lemon lime
sally sellin sea shells i bet im sellin twice
94 on APR already tripled twice

sheeeeesh
sheeeesh
sheeeeesh
bloodymary
bloodymary
bloodymary
x2

BLOODYMARY (sheeeesh!) VID IN DESC

PALACE 

This song is for you <3

LYRICS:

As I'm laying here while you sleep
My heart is where it should be
These unconscious thought that I feed
 Is how I pictured us in my dreams

And oh oh oh oh where did the time go
And oh oh oh oh where did the time go

If I'm not in love
Then I must be dreaming
See the man I've become
With your eyes I could sink in

Oh oh oh oh where did the time go
I said oh oh oh oh where did the time go

As I'm laying here while you sleep
My heart is where it should be
These unconscious thought that I feed
 Is how I pictured us in my dreams

And oh oh oh oh where did the time go
And oh oh oh oh where did the time go

If I'm not in love
Then I must be dreaming
See the man I've become
With your eyes I could sink in

Oh oh oh oh where did the time go
I said oh oh oh oh where did the time go

As I Lay •your Song• (prod. IOF)

track 6
produced by our lord and savior @jolst
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
well i guess i should’ve seen it coming, it all had gone so wrong
but i didn’t think that this would be the reason for this song
and i know we had our differences but fuck i just can’t see
the issue here, i just don’t know why you had to leave

now its obvious,
it’s apparent to me at the least
that im losing it,
and im breaking at the seams
when its all just said and done
you fucked me over, its your loss
you’ll be wondering what happened
but there’s a reason i don’t let people in

say my name
you never meant it
i could be your romeo
but honestly, i’d probably regret it
“sorry baby”
you never said it
how could i expect you to
apologize, im so fucking pathetic

woah x4 lol

its insane to me to think that maybe i’ll get better
its hard for me to manage how i feel during this weather
every day just like the last,
my feelings for you came and passed
i lost you in the autumn leaves
i never thought you’d leave, but

now its obvious,
it’s apparent to me at the least
that im losing it,
and im breaking at the seams
when its all just said and done
you fucked me over, its your loss
you’ll be wondering what happened
but there’s a reason i don’t let people in

say my name
you never meant it
i could be your romeo
but honestly, i’d probably regret it
“sorry baby”
you never said it
how could i expect you to
apologize, im so fucking pathetic

i never asked for this

apology

apology [jolst]

one take: fake friend

s/o to https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty for the fire beet and inspiration <33
s/o soundcloud.com/cay2o for mastering too
mixed by me

lyrics:
I know u hate this, I don't fkin like it either.
my brain cant stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I cant fkn kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.

she gon' thank me when I kick the bucket.
obsessive thinking, my mind crazy, but I cant say fk it.
cause I got u and these people who gon' listen to me
this shit my therapy, don't take it as a lecture homie.

I fkn, lay in bed just thinking and sht.
i think id probably be happy if I didn't think about sht, but i cant help it my mind racing like a track meet
i try to sleep then get depressed like tf happened to me.

I’m wastin my time, I opened my eyes
can’t rely on these bitches I learned that the hard way
comin back to my senses, but ive been through hell
i’m a lion in a cell, but its kinda hard to tell
now I dont mean to yell, but sometimes I need to get this feelin out of my chest.
I love my homies, s/o my brothas 1 time 
I hope they not lonely, cause im barely alive.

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself (prod. boyfifty)

Mixed/Mastered by Brian Sheil

lyrics:

After all this do you wanna hang out
Get a coffee or something
‘Cause for whatever reason
You’ve been on my mind again
Just like last summer, but things were different then
Does it ever cross your conscience
That these songs could be about you
I bet not
Even I almost completely forgot
And as each day goes by
We fly further away
But still acting like we’re not

So where would you wanna go
Pretend we’ll see each other tomorrow
‘Cause I don’t wanna count on the fall
Waiting and waiting, aren’t we sick of it all

So what would you tell me
To make me feel better
Think of July
Think of warmer weather
And I couldn’t blame you
If you stayed away
‘Cause my heart and lungs are cold
They long for better days
Does it ever cross your conscience
That I mean everything I say
I bet not
By now you must’ve completely forgot
We’re still so different in the end
That’s probably why we’ll just stay friends
You’re the midnight sky
While I’m stuck in the sunset

So where would you wanna go
Pretend we’ll see each other tomorrow
‘Cause I don’t wanna count on the fall
Waiting and waiting, aren’t we sick of it all

See you in a month
See you in a year
Say hello again
Then you’ll disappear
See you in a month
See you in a year
Say hello again
Then you’ll disappear

I guess I’ll just stick to daydreams
‘Cause nothing ever stays the way that it seems
I’ll see you in another life
As we say goodbye and we fade into the night

Alternative

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