instrumentation and vocals by me
mix/master by brody @prodbybrody

lyrics:

eyes to the ceiling
really cared, but i couldn't hold the feeling
always falls beneath me
and i always keep it with me
in the back of my head
while it's gleaming

is it what you want?
say it and it's done
not the only one
i go back to
the silence closes my door
i've never left here before

if i could recognize
that its a dream all the time
and the look in my eye
takes me out of this life

maybe hope for next year
and the tracks ive left 
are always near
so take me away this time
forget all of the lies

dreaming

Old ass song lmao hope u enjoy

https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Stream:

Prod Sorrow Bringer


lyrics:

holding on
never felt so damn hard
there's snow on my car
don't think i'll get that far

could you drive me home
i don't know where to go
lemme tell you a tale
bout a man i used to know
he looked just like me with a smile on his face
and he looked me in the eyes and said it'd be okay
imma grit my teeth 
take a punch to my face
could you knock me out cold 
really need to learn my place
i'm awake all night really waste my time
no point in living when i hate this life

oh 
sorry i gotta go
really gotta get back home
just tore my favorite coat
what a joke
no 
i won't be here for the sun
i've lived my life enough
got a bullet in this gun
better run

holding on
never felt so damn hard
there's snow on my car
don't think i'll get that far

i been flying real low
i been driving real slow
lately you been so cold
only see you when it snow
oh

holding on
never felt so damn hard
there's snow on my car
don't think i'll get that far

holding on (sorrow bringer)

source, the album
all tracks prod. eric godlow
NV
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

clutch or kick

would u take this hand of mine?
come dance with me baby
could u take this hand of mine?
please, i cant be lonely

please
i cant be that lonely boy no more
i want u and me right on the floor

i just wanna dance tonight oh no
i aint focused on bags tonight oh no
baby im urs tonight lets go
im tryna lag tonight lets roll

gimme a sign
am i do it right
so damn fine 
got me losin my mind
i cant describe 
what im feeling inside
i feel alive 
for the very first time 
maybe i died
went to heaven revived
gimme a sign
am i hittin it like u asked?

clutch or kick! (prod. Eric Godlow)

~2300~

This song is raw and true to the place I was in mentally when I recorded it. A few months ago I left my long-term relationship as well as my home and first attempt at a better life for myself. I returned to New York and lost myself in substances and self-medication. This song came from an evening of blackout substance abuse which was part of an even longer span of time that I do not recollect. When I found this song in my macbook I felt it would be too personal to ever share publicly but as i've grown and overcame these obstacles I decided it would be a necessary part in the process of healing and moving on. This one is self-produced and I don't remember making any of it. Thanks for sharing this with me.

jumpedtoosoon

KEANU
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
NV2023

keanu (prod. swaine)

crucifix (prod. nogap)

well i found a little bit of comfort
you showed me something in a new light
that it didn't have to hurt
but im so grateful, and your so graceful 
i really do appreciate you 

what a vicious fuckin cycle
hung by the neck from a tight rope
my cells divide in odd ways when im next to you
i can't find a way to catch my breathe when you're in view
it's like i'm asthmatic 
hope we won't be back trackin
and i would carve it on my skin if it'd convice you that you're pretty
i found a comfort in the loneliness
i found in you a certain type of bliss

lay your head on my lap
let it down and let me brush your hair
take a breathe, you deserve it
baby when i die, i'll be holdin your hand

i've spent a lifetime with you in my head 
i found a sense of love i never coulda guessed
people spend their lives tryna find what we made
i think i fell for you after first names 

i've spent a lifetime with you in my head 
i found a sense of love i never coulda guessed
people spend their lives tryna find what we made
i think i fell for you after first names 
won't you hold me close, it gets cold in the night time
for several moments i could get lost in your light eyes

rest your head on my chest
take a series of deep, controlled breathes
whisper softly, your words on my neck 
tell me love, tell me what you want next

comfort in spring

hiraeth ~ polaroid [frenchcore remix]

lyrics

i see you move and the way that i feel
is so enticing i want something real
i know that deep down my heart is still need of some mend
i’ll do my best but tonight we can pretend

all of these lights on and i can’t tell
oh where i am but this life’s so swell
know we can do this yeah do this still
just feel the fire like burning hell

plenty want love but their love don’t end well
many don't realise that their smoke ring bells
we all wanna wear the pants but not all clothes need belts
just drop your pride don't be someone else

everything goes, everything goes
but it comes back, no one knows, no one knows
just push that, push that door just push that door
like what are you fighting for, girl like what is in store

she hopping in for a few days
i’ll turn these days in to nights
soon you’ll be living it nice
then you’ll be doing it twice

uh i've seen this life of just making cash
why wouldn’t they tell me that
know now won’t be taking back
'coz yes my love is strong but my value stronger

i don't wanna see you all, love me back
i wanna see someone, trust me back
been in this cage so long, trust me that
every time i’d leave , my world goes blank

this pain just goes in stages 
and right i’ll grow

i still got love for you
but i couldn't care
'coz i live in the moment, the moments right here

lets take a break and get some fresh air
and come right back if we're readier

everything goes

everything goes (ivn)

prod. @splashgvng ft. Anxiety 

Summer sun came and went so fast 
12 hours a day that I didn't live in the past 
A now a face it makes that feeling last 
Hope the way I cope with things doesn't bring an end too fast 
Let me just stay okay all day I tell my head
I'll hang in 
I know if I could move on I wouldn't let any of my thoughts in  
Play songs from the past then ignore things 
Stay up can't sleeep till the morning 
What you say we take a trip for the weekend 
We can't miss let theses feelings not sink in 
Take a minute out your head she always tell me 
Think I finally feel kinda sorta healthy 
Linen lay on the floor in my past when 
Slept in cold thought it wouldnt happen 
Take a minute out your head she always tell me 
Think I finally feel kinda sorta healthy 
Linen lay on the floor in my past when 
Slept in cold thought it wouldnt happen

Anxiety: 
She  runs and rolls around my head
Canals exploring all that’s left
And I hope you find my missing breath
Through all the hot air I have kept
It’s all lost in the wind
Take it all til now I didn’t want it again
Take a trip downtown getting lost in the bends
My heart your hands see what happens again
I think your worth it
Runnin round in circles on my bullshit
Turn me on my head
And show me purpose
Before I turn in
Before I turn in

sewerperson - 2-6 intro (slowed + reverb)

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