got the blues

I Wish You Were Christmas (VOICE MEMO)

Written/composed/vocals/guitar: Archer Valentine
drums/bass/guitar/mixed: Max Silver
Mixing & mastering: Paul Miner

Sonder

PRETTY OKAY (Onebane Demo)

In Square Circle

Part-Time Lover

November Lights - Talk

V1
Its been like
3 months of no talking
Walking by myself
No more eyes to get lost In
Keep on looking back all the time 
Ill be honest
I hate being alone
at least I got my conscience
Since u left me here
locked up in my room
writing all these songs
Wake up evey morning 
and turn my computer on
Because how else do I deal 
With these thoughts of u and me
I was on the clouds
Now im spiralling into sea
I wrote a message for u
But I couldn’t send it
I regret it
Yuh
Im sorry I’m pathetic
Whats this caught a sickness
and won’t be getting better
The sun might be shining
But it feels like rainy weather


Pre chorus
I trynna keep it on the low
I trynna get u off my mind
I trynna keep my feelings inside
But its hard sometimes


Chorus
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
Im not sure what it is with me
I’ve never been good with friends
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
it doesnt matter who u are
Soon we’ll come to the end


V2
Its been about a year
Since we last spoke
Trynna stay clean but need more soap
letting out pain with these words I wrote
Dried up tears and a bit of soar throat
feelings that had were beginning to rot
Starts off good then it suddenly stops
Ya but ill leave it in the past
Now the futures all I got


Bridge
All of these girls, they got me picking sides
Falling in love is like my kryptonite
Don’t know what to do 
No I can’t decide 

Am I meant to be alone?

SPOTIFY

i could never be loved (Prod. Seany OWE)

Be Good To Her

Before I Say Goodbye (Prod. Ocean)

Alexander Wren - The Good In Goodbye

This song was written by Joseph O'Brien. It was performed for the first time on August 28th on the show, America's Got Talent.

We Could Build A House (Acoustic - Original Song)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F8iZ_Z6h8wU

8 LETTERS - WHY DON'T WE - JOSEPH O'BRIEN COVER

prod: @mental
mixed: @mental and @kammichaelmusic

mental was here OwO

spotify!

Worried (prod. mental)

Walk Away (ft. Aiko & Teqkoi)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

4 am in my room and im high again
always treading cautious society's a lions den
feelin pain im just wishin that the shit would end
no one listens so im cryin on the internet
wont lie i dont know where should i go
got walls and a roof but this house aint home
rollin up dope ive been outta my zone
im drownin in issues im outta control
tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
whi is the pain the only thing my brain can siphon
ive been on a journey tryna find some enlightment 
and why is death the only concept that gets me excited
so should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause i feel like youll get bored of me ill be waste of time
and thoughts of you leaven been keepin me up at night
tell me we'll be alright 

[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

Not Enough (prod. Ryini Beats)

hairy messy as his mind is
got a heart of gold so he always showing kindness
demons in his path but he's got God behind him
lost in his mind again, you can't find him
I'm him

dry in the sun, bathe in the water
keep your love pure, that's what I'll tell my daughter
but i need to grow
and you need to heal
i need to know
can this be real?
could this be love?
reflecting of light
reflecting of grace
the author of life
had come down from his place
just to give us a taste
 imagine his face
when He saw what we wasted
took all our love and replaced it with gold
took all our gold and we gave it for paper
don't you know one day that you'll meet your maker
you on your knees, Him on his throne

took your own life cuz you felt so alone
beggin "pick up the phone" just pick up the phone
look what you did
 Mom lost her kid
Dad lost him too
now every day that you're gone they just think about you

and if dad breaks down
how could mom stay strong
and your friends don't know
where it all went wrong
and they really just hurt
throwin dirt into their wounds
your mother carried you
for 9 months in her womb
now she break down
when she walk by your room
tellin God it was too soon it was too soon it was too soon

man on the moon? more like a kid
tryin to die I don't know what i did
to deserve this
starin at the stage oohh im gettin nervous
but i know what I do it for
i know who i do it for
you feel it in your soul
look like you just saw a unicorn
we goin through a super storm
i had to go super saiyan
i don't like to go online
cuz everybody's stupid man
even when I improv I'm stickin to the plan


blessings and curses
blessings and curses
searching for love, God
searching for purpose
searching for soul
only scratchin the surface
we fall into evil
and give into sin

I'm lookin around
at the world that we in
all of this pain I cannot comprehend
all of this hurt that we don't understand
without Him we cannot but with Him we can

see God does not have just a list of demands
his love is the waves, and His people the sand
oh He does not live by the standards of man, no
mercy and grace he still holds in his hands for us
but we cling to these things that are cancerous
and we asking God why won't he answer us?
if we only had faith in His plan for us
but we cling to these things that are cancerous


maybe tomorrow
maybe today
you will let go of what gets in your way
it won't be easy but it will be worth it
in light you were forged and with blood you were purchased
and i don't care what crown you wear you a servant
thank God for grace because I don't deserve it
I feel your love in my soul I am certain
they hatin, they hurtin
they fall in the dark
they drowning in sorrow
so you built an ark
ain't have nowhere to play
so you built us a park
your love is my light in the dark
i still got fight in my heart
so much within me I might split apart
but i feel a change in the tide
i feel a shift in the war
i feel your Spirit
like never before
Dear Lord please show me what I'm here for

Purpose in Pain

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Produced by: @tarroofficial

Too Easy

my latest single, hope u enjoy <3

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got the blues

Tristan Soll