Solange - I decided (Frankie Estevez Fuzion Club Mix)

We’re living through a loneliness epidemic — surrounded, yet unseen. Human connections have become currency: bodies are traded for momentary warmth. Pleasure isn’t love. Touch isn’t presence. And in this emptiness, A.I. feels more consistent: predictable, defined. Maybe machines don’t love, but at least they don’t pretend. This is a song about that quiet collapse; when we start wishing we were the code instead of the emotional chaos.

💾 Limited Storage

What happens when 2 people, both with Avoidant attachments, crossed hearts?

[Verse 1]   
You said you’d come over on Friday,
I thought we’d just stay in and watch TV.
But somehow we ended up making out.
I got scared,
’cause I knew I was falling for you.
And I swore,
you were falling for me too.

[Pre-Chorus]  
Thought I knew for sure,
when we blurred into each other.
So close, inside one another,
words lost all their meaning.
But I was wrong this time.

[Chorus]  
Did he seem reluctant to leave?
I tell myself — stop overthinking.
Watched him fade at Departures gate,
he’s flying home to his boyfriend.
Is this what love looks like, unbound?
To support, encourage, not limit.
All I know —
knowing hurts less than doubt.

[Verse 2]  
The hardest part is letting go.
Why do I still feel so far,
from someone who once let me in so close?
He was open and honest —
except about us.

[Chorus 2]  
Clarity only comes
when continents drift apart.
You never said you missed me,
never turned to me in sleep.
My mind’s gotta stop spinning these threads.

[Bridge]  
I gave you full access too soon
Then showed you constellations that you never asked for.  
How could I blame you  
when I didn’t manage my own expectations?  
My old habits — please,  
unstick from me.  

[Outro]  
Most people want our light,
but they run from our dark.
You couldn’t hold space for me,
you jumped ship when it got real.

Maybe only old souls stay —
long enough to learn that
Transparency 
isn’t 
Availability.

2025

Except About Us (demo)

A rare occurence when two avoidants fall into each other’s orbit. The song lives in that quiet tension between wanting to be held and needing to disappear where love stops being safety and starts being a mirror.
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[Verse 1]  
You said you’d come over on Friday,
I thought we’d just stay in and watch TV.
But somehow we ended up making out.
I got scared,
’cause I knew I was falling for you.
And I swore,
you were falling for me too.

[Pre-Chorus]
Thought I knew for sure,
when we blurred into each other.
So close, inside one another,
words lost all their meaning.
But I was wrong this time.

[Chorus]
Did he seem reluctant to leave?
I tell myself — stop overthinking.
Watched him fade at Departures gate,
he’s flying home to his boyfriend.
Is this what love looks like, unbound?
To support, encourage, not limit.
All I know —
knowing hurts less than doubt.

[Verse 2]
The hardest part is letting go.
Why do I still feel so far,
from someone who once let me in so close?
He was open and honest —
except about us.

[Chorus 2]
Clarity only comes
when continents drift apart.
You never said you missed me,
never turned to me in sleep.
My mind’s gotta stop spinning these threads.

[Bridge]
I gave you full access too soon
Then showed you constellations that you never asked for.
How could I blame you
when I didn’t manage my own expectations?
My old habits — please,
unstick from me.

[Outro]
Most people want our light,
but they run from our dark.
You couldn’t hold space for me,
you jumped ship when it got real.

Maybe only old souls stay —
long enough to learn that
Transparency
isn’t Availability.

(Remastered) onlytomas - Except About Us

Tessio (Hakan Lidbo mix)

Dinka - Ordinary People (Chris Reece Tribal Summer Dub mix)


Song: Voice
Artist: Eri Nobuchika
Lyrics: Eri Nobuchika
Music: Shinichi Osawa (MONDO GROSSO)
year: 2005

Eri Nobuchika - Voice

I'm on a high, I'm on a high
There's nothing more to it.
We are the sea and the sky
And the blue that runs through it, yeah.
 
And there are some who say there are so many things I need
So I run or I fight and I crawl or I scream and I bleed
I bleed, I bleed
 
Well, it's a lie it's a lie, don't you believe it.
If you're fine then you're fine, it's all how you see it.
Oh, there never will be no conspiracy of happiness.
 
I'm on a high I'm on a high
And there's nothing more to it
I have the sun, it's a star
Why should I refuse it

On A High (Gabriel & Dresden Love From Humboldt Vocal Mix)

You know I'm sorry and don't want to let you go.
Without you I'm nothing and all alone.
You're all I care about.
I'll show you things about me that you didn't know
and take you to places around the globe.
If you forgive me for everything cause

Yes I started off on the wrong foot
and I just guess I want to get back into your good books
Yes I said I'd never break your heart.
That's why I'm here asking you for one more chance.

Tomorrow I'll take you to Paris or Tokyo.
Or anywhere else that you want to go.
As long as I am there with you.
We can go shopping for fancy clothes
and if you like I'll even paint your toes.
All jokes aside, I'm serious.

I started off on the wrong foot
and I just guess I want to get back into your good books.
Yes I said I'd never break your heart.
That's why I'm here asking you for one more chance.

Please let me back in.
You draw the line and that's where we will begin.
I'm saying I'll try.
I can't wait to have you back in my life.

Life. That means that there will be storms now and then.
There'll be brighter days on the horizon.
From now on I will listen.
Forever girl I want to be your friend.
you say the word and we'll just start again.
I'm just trying to make amends.

ELVIIN - GOOD BOOKS

Daniel, when I first saw you
I knew that you had a flame in your heart
and under wild blue skies
Marble movie skies
I found a home in your eyes
We'll never be apart
 
And when the fires came
The smell of cinders and rain
Perfumed almost everything
We laughed and laughed and laughed
 
And in the golden blue
Crying took me to
The darkest place you knew
And set fire to my heart
 
When I run in the dark, Daniel
To a place that's vast, Daniel
Under a sheet of rain in my heart, Daniel
I dream of home

Bat for lashes - Daniel (Live Jools Holland)

Robin Skouteris (Lady Gaga Vs HIM, Moloko, Justin & Kosheen) - Join The Poker House

Cover by Justin from Everlea and Maggie Eckford

Yeah yeah yeahs - Maps Acoustic Cover

You’re the train that crashed my heart 
You’re the glitter in the dark 

Bat For Lashes - Laura (Tempest Minitaur Ableton Live Remix)

He's elusive and I'm awake
Defiantly real, there's nothing fake
A mystery now to me and you
Open my eyes and I'm next to you
He says my destiny
Lies in the hands that set me free

Lianna La Havas - Elusive (Shadow Child Remix)

I compose A.I. music as onlytomas. 
Machine-made, human-felt.

Tracks and lyrics open for collab or licensing 
— DM to connect.

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