Wrote this song senior year of high school in 2017 when I thought I had my love life figured out. All I gotta say now is, everyday things still change

Life has changed and things ain't the same.
Some things you need to refrain from to gain.
It's not a game.
I'm just getting by.
Call that shit senior slide.
Hoping for the best on the last English test. 
It's the only class that I need to pass so I'm saying fuck it to the rest.
Year is almost over and I'd hate to do this all over.
Thought I'd end this year with my high school lover.

Now that shits all over.
I just wanted closure.
Made it through my high school career. 
Losing you was my biggest fear.
I know a better life is near.
Put that shit into gear.
Now I'm gone.
Gotta say "So long".
Take a rip from the bong.
I don't need you.
Found myself something new.
Might just be a little wrong.
I don't give a fuck.
You don't have a clue.
Hoping for some luck.
Do what you gotta do.

I don't mean to offend but I fell in love with your best friend.
You gunna find that she's always on my mind.
So I'm throwing up peace signs.

Enough about the ex.
No need to stress.
I'm just going after her.
That's for sure.
Take a deep breath and relax. 
Things will get better. That's a fact. 
Life ain't all about hacks. 
I miss you. I'm a little wack.
Give me some weed to pack.
I'm taking a breath and kicking back.
I'm just living.
Ya I'm just living.

Inhale the weed to find out who I'm gunna be. 
When I think about where I want to be, I think about you and me, and what we could be. 
Thought of you and me makes me happy finally.
But wait, you told me to wait.
Ya that's what I hate.
I'm afraid to ask you on a date.
I don't want to wait.
That might fuck with fate.
Don't let people tell you what to do.
This is something new.
Me and you.
Hope this wait is over soon.

Love to spend my time with you.
Know what I want from you.
I want to be with you.

I'd love to see you everyday.
In every way.
Hearing what you have to say.
Saying, "Hey".
Asking, "Can I call you Bae?".
"Sorry, not today. Gotta wait."
Waiting for the day.
Fuck it, gotta say; "I love you anyway."
These feelings have been too strong.
They've been felt for too long.
Used to feel too numb.
Now that's all gone.
Take another rip from the bong.
Trynna have fun while we're young.

I don't want to play pretend.
Put our hearts together to mend.
Please just tell me when.
Want to be with you until the very end.
You're more than just a friend.
2 years ago; What if it was you instead?
Just think about what we could've been.
Would've been.
Should've been.
We spend so much time together.
Love whenever we're together.
No matter what the weather,
I will treat you better.

Things Change (Prod. Austin Willette)

TrisVanGøgh~VanAůřå~Safe Haven Studio/Collective
Painting scenes through audio and visual perspectives in my Safe Haven Studio.
Somewhere to feel safe to fully express feelings into different forms of art. 
Life is art so make art out of life.

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