favourite of the album. really chill. a sinister kind of chill but chill nonetheless.

shoutout @straycore

"scratchin at my wrists shawty my heart growin hollow
i cant feel shit but the mf sorrow
wanna die slow where i go only god knows
women waste time and thats why i play guitar bro
i be so alone well except for the voices
fuck conversations i regret my choices
i realized we talk way more in my head
i like my version of you more instead
i hate the fact that you still get to breathe
women should die if they decide to leave
i hate myself more and more every week
i'll kill your whole family while they sleep"

its easier to talk to uu in my head , i like that version of you more instead :/

one two three
one two
one two three
one two
dont do this for me do it all for you
always switching sides they just pick and choose
they dont wanna see me go up
they just wanna see me fall right off that hill
like my face then take a photo
trapped in your web like a modem
i was thinking about you, how im feeling numb?
i was thinking about you, now im feeling dumb...
i was thinking about us maybe being something
dont know what this pain is that im healing from
i was too bad for you
now im too bad for me
i was nothing to you
i was too blind to see
i was awful
2024 and im still fucking awful
i was done with you but now youre coming back to me
and i thought were friends but you wanna turn your back to me
i feel like im sunny its myself that is stabbing me
its like 86 turn into a tragedy
they just wanna see me turn into a crashout
i go to the bank and i cashout
call up keeg call up miles if you act out
you can call me phone i wont freak out,
know its not your fault
know its not your fault
know its not your fault
know its not your fault
not your fault
i saw you
i know im not thinking straight
but i fall in love with you
even though i wish that i hadnt
i was in la with delta sipping faygo
you know im not okay dont ask me how my day go
you got bad friends all of them enable
we gonna make it to the top just be faithful
i miss all my friends hope they gonna hear this
we gonna make it to the top we gonna clear this
if i close my eyes i wont know what this fear is
we be making all the noise interference

photo (kuru dollmaker demise)

thanks jacko for the beat and verse @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

nope your too late i died w/ jacko

Produced by Kuru, Cure & Demise

Go
Go
Fuck around make you look bad
I’m in my mode with my brothers and sisters like why in the fuck was I sad? 
I don’t know why you would do me like that, but ima still bounce back
Tryna figure out why i would suffer alone, cause i’m tryna get me a plaque
Yasuyuki on my body
I don’t ever shop at saks
I don’t give a fuck if they copying me cause ima still count up my stacks
They said they loving my harmonies got too many flows that’s a fact
Doubting myself was like harm to me don’t ever want that feeling back
2023
Floating through the sea
Flying through the sky
Still don’t get what they see in me
I don’t really know but ima wonder why
I was too stupid to know that you’re lying but now i just see it through your eyes
Don’t need nobody to go rely
I don’t ever really wanna go cry again

Fuck it we ballin like hm?
Fuck it we ball in july again
Take out my twin to eat thai again
Do this shit my own way
Don’t ever think i’m complyin
You make money oh shit now they eyein
Fuck it i made my own rules
Your shit was never applying

I don’t really need your guidance
I’m cruising but without a license 
Say you making moves in silence
But trust me I think that shit loud
We in DC and we fuck it up
But you ain’t gon find us between all the crowds
I like staring at the clouds
Hide myself between a shroud
And i don’t like to use my logic
I know that my flow too chaotic
But i think my shit’s just symbolic
I’m in the garden and i frolic
Had to take my time off electronics
I was fuckin up my economics
And i know this shit too melancholic
But i had to get my mind right

Go
Go
Fuck around make you look bad
I’m in my mode with my brothers and sisters like why in the fuck was I sad? 
I don’t know why you would do me like that, but ima still bounce back
Tryna figure out why i would suffer alone, cause i’m tryna get me a plaque
Yasuyuki on my body
I don’t ever shop at saks
I don’t give a fuck if they copying me cause ima still count up my stacks
They said they loving my harmonies got too many flows that’s a fact
Doubting myself was like harm to me don’t ever want that feeling back

distance

@violetxx9

Second chance, second life
Can't decide, you or I
Fingers locked, intertwined
Love and hate, suicide
What's the price? I don't mind
Take my soul, it isn't mine
Better luck another time
Send me up, I'm paralyzed
Trying to hold it
It's crazy but I'm stuck in this moment
These feelings make no sense
I'm losing it trying to control it
So tell me where home is
The look you're giving me is a protest
I feel it approaching
I'm scared but there's no hope being hopeless

Skin to skin, bruise to bruise
What's it like being you?
I can't think, I'm confused
I cant speak, my words removed
Wait for spring, my heart will bloom
& hold you like we didn't move
Nothing changed, inhale the fumes
and realize I'll always lose

Trying to hold it
It's crazy but I'm stuck in this moment
These feelings make no sense
I'm losing it trying to control it
So tell me where home is
The look you're giving me is a protest
I feel it approaching
I'm scared but there's no hope being hopeless

bruise prod violet

pony

2008

@kggn @prodpitfall
prod @u8u
throwing bread like mrbeast

section

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1asNof9SxA

tear my wings off (mental)

prod me

pra que fazer de tudo e ficar melhor, vou pra frente nao preciso da do
te prefiro quando tamos a sos, voce nao e parecido com nos
fica quieto nao vou ouvir sua voz, vou pra frente por que nada mais doi
nada mais doi

eu nao vou ficar olhando pra tras eu quero passar na sua frente
nao pra me gabar mas eu ja sabia que eu era diferente
tentou me atrasar mas ate ja sabia que nao ia adiantar
por que tu tentou e ate achou que ia poder me parar?

ele vai quebrar a cara, ele subiu mas eu ja to vendo ele la
cara ta emocionado, tava achando que ia comecar a chorar
e tu fez tudo errado entao nao adianta agora voce reclamar
eu nao sei mais o que eu mudo no que eu faco pra gente continuar
eu nao sei o que eu faco nao penso em nada eu consegui me travar
eu nao to fazendo nada mas de algum jeito eu consegui me irritar
eu so queria me esquecer agora eu sei que tu vai aparecer la
eu nao quero ver o sd, esquecer os momentos que ia registrar

e eu queria te reconhecer, reentroduzir so pra eu tentar
e eu tentei sair daqui mas fecharam a porta so da pra entrar
faco nada de diferente por que vai dar no mesmo
se der errado a culpa e minha e esse que e meu medo

e voce tem sua parte que vai seguir do enredo
vim de um lugar diferente mas acabei aqui mesmo
se tu acha que conhece tu nao conhece mesmo
eu ja te adimirei mas hoje voce nem vejo
ya ya eu ja te adimirei mas hoje voce nem vejo
ya ya se esquece o que eu falei por que vou ficar aqui mesmo
go, o casaco l.g.b por que hoje ta com vento
tu parece eu do passado entao ate te entendo

eu nao vou ficar olhando pra tras eu quero passar na sua frente
nao pra me gabar mas eu ja sabia que eu era diferente
tentou me atrasar mas ate ja sabia que nao ia adiantar
por que tu tentou e ate achou que ia poder me parar?
ele vai quebrar a cara, ele subiu mas eu ja to vendo ele la
cara ta emocionado, tava achando que ia comecar a chorar
e tu fez tudo errado entao nao adianta agora voce reclamar
eu nao sei mais o que eu mudo no que eu faco pra gente continuar

olha pra tras eu sei que e tarde de mais pra voce
sua vida escrita tu sabe o que vai acontecer
e eu fiz o mesmo agora nao vou aprender
gasto meu tempo minha hora toda vai valer
yaya o dia ele passa ate aterdecer
eu to com a escolha na minha mente mas vai depender
ate que nao somos tao diferentes eu e vc
e se de algum jeito desse certo ia dar

｡

samantha

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