this is rly rly good i want an extended version :')

Written September 2021
Stream on Spotify, Apple Music & All Platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/elxnce/late-night-recovery
Stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1R2jbljMBDrwpVmBw78ks7pejCwg-0I2Y?usp=sharing
Download via Bandcamp: https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/late-night-recovery

lyrics:
I realized who I'm talking to
it's not me or you
you don't care about me as much as I care about you

It's the pain in my stomach it's the way you kinda love it 
when I hate you
it's the flickering lights it's the chills down my spine
I can't live without you
and I can't do this anymore and all my guards are on the floor
I think I'm losing my mind but that's still better than waking up

Stream

Late Night Recovery

my best friend

Avaliable on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5f8wXeQdrJBWStxqVC26KD?si=adcccc72fb194708

me on the guitar


[Verse 1]
You'll say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

youll draw art for him and he'll like it
and i'll take the hint while im crying
i guess its a sin this shit im typing
though im feeling pissed i should 
keep these feelings to myself

[Bridge]
wasnt smart
for me to invest my health
into someone
i dont really want

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[Verse 2]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

[Beat change]
You give me the
backhand of your love
you take me for granted
theres no trust
feeling all my senses
go to shit
now im lost, nothings there
I'm stuck with this

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[End]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

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Petty

NOTES: very long personal song about schizophrenia and transgenderism

produced by me
with samples from holidaykiss, synthesized through openai jukebox
written by me
mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:
i saw the eyes of god in the moon
they looked at me and right past you
so you didn't catch his eye
and you still claim that it wasn't real
i saw the blood of god in the dunes
the craters give off platinum fumes
from a wound so deep i'd die
and you still claim that it wasn't real

its all plastic
you dont seem to care
this isnt lasting
it breaks, it bends, it tears

(very large instrumental buildup)

I TRIED TO UPHOLD THE TRADITION I SWEAR
YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT HARD? THIS IS MY LOAD TO BEAR
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME
ASHAMED OF THE PARASITIC STRANDS I MUST WEAR
THEYRE TAKEN TO BLADE BUT THEY JUST DONT SEEM TO CARE
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME

there is nothing

in my heart there's like a thousand holes to fill

sanctuary

acapellas used:
spoiled little brat
heck
gunk
where did you fall
second hand embarrassment

also stole the melody from the cavern music brakence remix im a thief what can i say

this will surely put an end to my abuse of underscores acapellas 2

1/3

i thought that you would make it 
(you would make it)
feel ok 
and you would make it all go away
(you would make it all)
 
put it on myself to make scars 
(make scars)
out of nothing more than paper cuts and simple marks
i dont even know what i would do
(i would do)
rip it up and give it back to you
say im sorry that i dont care, make it up by giving you a thing i would wear
maybe like a black skirt, even just a over shirt
make it seem like everything is still ok 

cause i thought that you would make it feel ok 
and you would make it all

untrust u

2/3

i thought you said id want that
i bet i didnt wanna speak
i guess i didnt like that
nails past my shoulder digging deep
you pull up now
twisting round the wound you carved in me
you said something
you said something to me 
you said something
whispered to me    

blood on your fur coat, leaking from the wound that you gave me
hearing all your words for nobody
vision blurring i dont feel pain, id fall asleep in your arms again
to your lullaby of hurting

claws

penetanguishene

ill find them someday

"no title" 無題 live at GAGARIN 3 Apr 2024

The Late Bloomers are;
Rei Honda / g, vo
Yair Hatsot / drums
Noga Izakov / bass

photo/ Alex

claws

trndytrndy

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