weirdly makes me nostalgic for january 2022

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✱ track 6

mastered by @dossyx
backing vocals by @t0rr, @daywaiter, & @can-of-bliss
shoutout renner for the audio clips & cooper for the voicemail at the end

~~lyrics~~
to a better half:
(are those the words we used?)
you want a better start
but you know i love to lose
through the bitterness
you know you always win
you want a better part
but it's just like you said -

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna dress like you
i wanna act like you do

i see you in my dreams now
but usually you're just hanging around
a couple of times i think we made out
but we've never been in this house

"if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good"
is a lesson i learned and then misunderstood
so if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good
i heard it, i heard it, i wanna be just like you

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like

everything✱

just like you

rise up! o mother of all pains

lyrics:

~ verse 1 ~
pressure building spitting steam from the vents
you caught me in the middle of a fix of the lens
the portrait on the wall will show you what you protect
ironically you are the very lord you resent
tell me again about your mountain of men
i heard a little rumor you belittle your friends
i heard that every soul can lose a chance to repent
admonish me again and ill make war for the spent

~ chorus ~
my head is spinning
im moving sideways 
no chance of winning
its just like always 
the sky is all grey 
torment of all days
cant eat cant sleep cant just stop thinking bout it

my heart is lost now
so much for trying
given up hope now
reign on you tyrant
rusted my lifeline
no use in crying 
cant bleed cant sleep cant just stop thinking bout it

~ verse 2 ~
Rise up! 
O mother of all pains 
to the altar of my verses!
no god 
or hell can make up 
the pitiful misery you wrought thee 

[chorus]

~ verse 3 ~

pressure spent look at the mess you created
when all is said and done theyll only groan at your name 
no pride behind a legend full of nothing but shame
100 years of silence broken only in vain 

[chorus x2]

wand of tens

Fake Club

I want ur loaded eyes
Looking at me tonight
Baby can you tell what this rlly is

Fuck baby I need ur touch
Baby this is too much
Fuck

Flesh without blood

production & vocals by me

made in one day for the shell corpus hq "sample this sunday" beat battle, prompt was to use the amen break

lyrics:
yea, so.. idk
i was just, like, walking outside
and someone just came up to me and said that shit
idk it was just so weird
like, idk i think my music’s okay
like, wtf was that about? like..

i was walking out today
someone came right up to me 
they said “how’s it going jane”
“yea ur music sounds like shit” (the fuck?)
i said “what i need to do?”
they said i need to add this break
so i walked all the way home
and went straight to my pc

i wanna make some music 
that sounds like me
i can’t think of what i need to add to it
i wanna make it groovier and sound pretty
i can’t think of what i need to add to

so i walked all the way home
and i talked to my best friend
she said this
“you should put that one break on the mix”
i need to use that sound!

i was feeling all alone
and i had this master plan
she said this
“you should an amen on the mix”
i need to use that sound!

god, i don’t know what to do
what to do anymore
if everything i make
it sounds like such a bore
what if i try my best
but i can’t up the score
feel like i’m bout to break
i feel it in my core

i feel it in my core
i feel it in my-

i don’t know what you’re tryna say
i can’t hear you over this amen break
can’t tell if you’re feeling okay
can i reach out or is that a mistake?
am i eating enough protein?
the doctor says i spend too long awake
should i stay here or go away?
i can do whatever you want me to
(x2)

nobody knows i sampled the amen break

Sandfire

acapella
https://soundcloud.com/drainpuppet/chakracapella/s-8CMYSrrfwSc

art by meir

spotify

MY CHAKRAS ARE FAST AND HYPE

2/5

lyrics:
ill say that you dont want me 
cause i dont even want you anyways

and ill say that you dont miss me
cause i dont even miss you anyways

and ill say that you dont need me
cause i didnt even need you anyways

and ill say that you dont miss me 
cause i dont even miss you anyways

need you
(i want you)
need me
(to want me)

miss you
(i miss you)
miss me
(wont you miss me)

want you
(i need you)
want me
(to need me)

miss you
(i miss you)
miss me
(wont you miss me too)

i hope that you forget me
cause what did i mean to you anyways

i hope that i forget you
cause i didnt wanna think about you anyways

you was at the club
i didnt hit it up
you knew me to well
so you took my heart and it fell

at the club 2

3/5

lyrics:
i swear its every night 
laying in my bed
going on and on in my head
its like you put a spell on me
took me by the heart and grabbed me by the hand
 
and its so hard
to be without you
i need you 
more than ever
and im not sure
how you do what you do
if im not asleep
why does this feel like a dream

i cant stop thinking too much about you
i cant stop thinking too much about you about you
youre always on my mind and thats true
i cant stop thinking too much

and its so hard
to be without you
i need you 
more than ever
and im not sure
how you do what you do
if im not asleep
why does this feel like a dream

gay nightcore

4/5

lyrics:
stone cold
too scared
please melt my heart away
and ill hold on
to the love we shared today
and tomorrow

i wish in late december
kiss me in the moon glow
and i only want to remember
how it felt to be yours 
how it felt to be yours

idea for song

silver (cover)

1/5 

lyrics:
idk how the fuck i wanna feel
my mind keeps sleeping and nothing ever seems real
do a turn around 180 degrees
catch a lung full of water 
drown with me

in the deep with my issues
dont know whats next 
to be continued  
wont you, tell me, what im doing
wont you, tell me, what im doing wrong

gay nightcore

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