made in october 2022 @f3arme

ya i told myself it wouldnt happen but it did
thats so fucked, its all full tho
and i shouldnt worry bout no photos
ya this happens often its gon tool off
faces in my mind that make me throw up
earlier this year i woulda pulled up
change of plans n nothing happened the way it shouldve
now im fallin back in habits that aint good uh

maybe I'm too quick to guess
i'm throwing words again
keep cutting ties, peace of mind
so I can get this out there

and i was never one for realism
but im still the realest
yea its terrible, its awful, its surreal its gone
it goes so much deeper than a right and wrong
overstay my welcome, i dont wanna stay too long
yea stray too far from the source its a dud
open doors, whats behind em , give a fuck
it dont matter it dont change none

*Bonus* Realism (prod. feardorian)

@onepttwo @sunsculptor

lost with a warlock
sit and wait for help when im in pain
let me pour it on
i can lift it, i got tele k, not a moron
i can hear you from a mile away but the door locked
i exist to make a little bit of not much
if i didn't know already i would shock up
i can feel the taste of lithium i cough up
he won't even know what hit him, got the drop brah
no one can stop us
don't take me away, i pin all the blame
are you still awake, drop me in the shade
if i'm crashing in, don't write down my outs
know i never win, i still have my doubts
but you doubt me
i'm stuck in my mind like get me out please
why don't you forgive me when you help me
bitch i'm #1 don't in n out me

Lithium (prod. 1.2 x sunsculptor)

174 Hz╰♡ w ch2rms (@soma @dose)

@trapperyoggy

watch where you're stepping 
you don't know if you'll step on a claymore
machete lottery i pay more
say less say more
make friends make lore
fake in fade shore
i just gotta lock in i gotta make more

its like a spit in the face i'm tryna get away
banking on the hope that maybe someone will save the day
makeaway, i'm just tryna get rid of the pain, away
open up the chest, get a mace in the face
hittin up the homies and we making a play
take me out the dream where they made me of clay
i just need a little can you sneak me a taste
is this all entertainment
i don't get it, i'm not drawn all the way in
and you see my diamonds dance like a rave but i'm fly like a raven
theres a bigger piece of pie for the main man
and theres still a piece inside for the taking
theres a place in the ground for the aching
put me back together i become the tapeman
yea i don't belong in this place man
oh i'm in the cut its 1000 degrees
i made the tweet so i'm liking the tweet
good luck finding someone whos higher than me
i'm tired of that bitch but she tired of me
i'm just that bitch yeah its wired in me
i don't even have a spare tire on me
came home too late im too tired to eat
i lost my wings, now they're flying to me
watch where you're stepping 
you don't know if you'll step on a claymore
machete lottery i pay more

pay, i just want a taste
i cant make it out alive
its all in my brain, it's all in my mind
its all a mistake
now i gotta finish what i started

Live Together Die Alone (prod. yoggy)

no hate tho if u like those songs but yeah @f3arme

ohh ohh 
bitch ima lurker, ik i cursed her
screaming murder, i'm feeling worse yea
bitch ima lurker, taking me further
touch down i uber
take a trip, here in Zeroworld its cooler
i cant see that shit subliminal
i'm tossing, turning aah
tell DJ turn it up aah 
i feel so evil but i'm not
but i could never fall, this is all i got
yeah, in the woods i'm on a cot
i decided if its really what i want
so much water i'm still filling up my cup
fucking my life up, i'm the villain of the month
made a hundred reason whys 
but didn't drop em cuz that shit suck
i stay dropping what i want and you still dick suck
i love hanging with my friends and taking flicks yuh
you're not on my timing you're not in my mixture
im so lucky i need clovers on my wrist yuh
you'd think i'm trolling how i chill under this bridge yuh
i'm so lazy but i know im still gon win, uh
man with all this hype i hope it lives up
and i would never sell out for a quick buck
cuz that's too easy, i do this shit for the thrill yuh
... i thought i was feelin ya ...
i wake up i'm on the ceiling yuh

In the MIX (prod. feardorian)

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@kggn
@tropes777
@votekk

kuru n tropes - bad day (me n votekk)

@yumenikki

pressure to give up and give up
i sever the ties to the king of surveyors
whatd u say last week theres no way ah
all the best things come in layers
you can come around here and i can take ya
but i think that i fell in love with paper
i know she helped me out but i still made her
yea that shit had me shocked like a taser
yeah i dont have the will to do a thing at all
dont hit me up to listen to the songss
now youre unrecognizable
used to care but i lightened up
i wish i could say that i love what i see now
i used to be proud (of U x2)
whys she texting me like how does this concern me
mus1cs not the problem u cant m3rk me
i wasnt the zombie that you turned me
i see yall riding the stars like kirby
im not praying for the fall im just praying for the love back
but i cant but i cant hld my breath
walk in with my DCs with my mud packs
n you already know the rest
i wish i could say that i love what i see now
i used to be proud (of U x2)

M3rkmus1c (prod. freger)

https://solo.to/sanriorose
Prod d0llywood1

Yes Im on drugs do U want sum
I was boutta smoke dis J by my lonesome
Every time I wanna cry I jus roll up
I was boutta walk by u said hold up
I dont wanna grow up
I thought everything was nice then I Woke Up
I was in the mall tryin not to throw up
I woulda told u everything but I froze up

She like my plushies N my posters
At hood sto wit my Sluts bitch we post up
I thought U would show up
I dont wanna think abt how I barely know ya
I miss my bro but he got wrote up
Everyday in school tellin bro dat I told ya
She wanna get closer
Every time I think abt this bitch I get choked up

Off drugs all I kno is paranoia
Dont bump my songs I wont force ya
Send a text U kno dat bitch gon get ignored ya
Bitch I been depressed my momma told me pick da floor up
Fuck any politician thats in Florida
Bro was too gone experimenting wit coca
My bro jus wanna wear a choker
I remember when I was the one that theyd make jokes of

Whose idea was this anyways

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@albatross0
@ways15xx

i hope u guys enjoy :) more cool music coming soon i promise im trying my hardest rn

cover art by my goat @meatgraffiti on insta

In the MIX (prod. feardorian)

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