You make shit to cry to, I make shit to bleed to

cy V

osquinn / p4rkr - Idku Ft Ways (prod. Prblm)

This Mix Was Alread Turnt But Here's A Bell !

YEAT MIX

written, recorded and mastered by me
produced by @oldyungtoadsage <3

🠟 lyrics 🠟

A month that passes like a second with no comment

Living in the present,
its a box that lost its contents...

I wake up to their world,
where observations are nonsense

I wake up to their world,
where the truth is just too honest.

I wake up to a world
where everyone i know has lost it all

I wake up with the knowledge
That everyone i like is lost...

Im really okay with the pain and the costs,
and they think im not sane
its okay cuz im not

i said babe
im a pain to you
see that im draining you

said im engrained in you
get me away from you

im really okay
   as i say 
       while im crossed
then u stare at my eyes,
and u can tell im exhausted.

you don't wanna be chained to me
im probably a stain to you
i cant contain, asking,
how is it plain to you?
its not to me.

grew up having bad rep
look around me
everybody chasing checks
i have no crew
because the cliques just chase
adrenaline and neck

bitch im numb just like a sedative at best

and im pathetic cuz i leave the ones that love me
for some rest

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me scared of getting left

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me check my fucking back
like every second

and imma cherish every laceration
gratefully like someone who was made
to take a lesson

cuz im a masochist
and maybe im addicted
to the people who can send a fucking message

i think i left a bad impression
till the end, from the start,
im the source of my depression
build it up and tear it apart
spill everything in the session

 [ switch up ]

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

-

its probably cause
     the light that was
inside of me
       has given up...
                well im not sure if it can be revived
                                 (be revived)

im mourning youth
       this shit is tough
             no innocence
                   no giving up
       my heart ran dry so you cant be mine
                        (cant be mine)

Its kinda clear that you dont need me,
Its pretty clear that i dont need you...
Its kinda clear that you dont want me,
Its pretty clear that i dont know what i want...
         kno-kno-know what i want
                        anymore

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

bad impressions

produced by @sprr00w + @craves <3
written recorded and mixed by me 

as of making this I'm not doing good

🠟 lyrics 🠟

i wish that i could say
that im at my worst

but i know you’re here too


took my mind to a place
where i can hide my pain

so i can fucking hear you


and when you’re done
i turn my phone off
so i can disappear 

u dont wanna know
the things i do to cope
when ur not here


so don’t you worry your 
little head

im all ears for you 
as i should be

ill keep lying and saying
that im fine

until your problems
eat
away at me



time we get away from here
and see a place that doesn’t rain 

its time to say goodbye to home
cuz all it brought us both was pain 

its time for us to vanish 
in a way where they ask
are we sane ?

its time 

for us to walk alone


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of time


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of your time

i wish i had more to give

i love all these people dearly >|<

produced by me and @kojowav
mix/chops by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ intro : @xxsyris ]

what i feel around you 
is hard to describe
i can see thru ur lies 
please dont hurt whats inside

i feel like a nuisance
i feel i'm reclusive
why do u act cluless
you make me feel useless

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ verse 1 : @xxsyris ]

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

and i know its fucked up but stay here with me

i promise its worth it so baby dont leave

you know that i want this you know that i need this

spinning in circles with lies but believe this

just keep it a secret ur love yeah i need it

i need it your love yeah i need it

[ verse 2 : @venusiann ]

i can't breathe, i'm so weak
i can't go on like this right now
but maybe, you'll save me
want you to lift me from the ground

and i can't keep you around
love is my curse i'd drown

hate to see your face
i wanna escape
to another place
never wanted it this way

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ end ]

resolve / once + syris + venusiann

prod @onetdf

cover art by me but inspired by the goat @stonemannn

Old habits (tdf)

@bonxxx
@notfroe
https://open.spotify.com/album/56jxQWUI5rHbhbG7Xzac2W

if i leave now i wont make it back
everything u told me think i lost track
wish that i could do this with no strings attached
all the hate u give left my heart black

cuz if i fall right now would u pick me up?
and i look like a clown when u showed up
and now im so down cuz i dont have love
and i got all this money but this shit is not enough
and i missed all ur calls, once again
u can tell me that im wrong, it never ends
blowing cash at the mall, with my friends
maybe it was all, in my head

if i leave now i wont make it back
everything u told me think i lost track
wish that i could do this with no strings attached
all the hate u give left my heart black

rotten <3 (prod. bonxpf + froe)

INSTRUMENTAL:
https://soundcloud.com/verynewlife/s1ninja-rarri?si=1665a02091b9407bb304105bf6bff6ae&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

@iheartasianbitches

Art by me

Lyrics:
I know that shit 
I know, i know that shit yeah
I know that shit 
I know, i know that sh-
hop up in a rarri ima hop up in a rarri
Skrting in my rarri and my exaust is sparkin
Speeding on tha road like im Lucki i might die man
You know i need a rich bitch to fulfill me
Why you acting like a bitch you cant be around me
Dumb mothafucka lookin like a hillybilly
D-Dumb mothafucka lookin like a hillybilly

Gold on my wrist bitch i feel like c3p0
Bitch check da mail i got drugs in dat fuckin hoe
Hoes on my snapchat being like wherd ya go
Bitch i feel like mario bitch i gotta go
Bitch i feel like mario but you are not my bro
Yeah im the main character im the hero
Bitch im countin k’s while yo ass countin zero
I-i said leave me alone im like dinero
That is not yo damn bitch thats my side hoe
Im finna sacrifice your body to the crows
They can tell the difference between me and you it shows
I'm so fucking fine like the music I compose
Yo ass on instagram and no-one like yo post
Yo gang see me on the block they like uh-oh!
Yo ass on instagram and no-one like yo post

PARANORMAL DREAM LAND

SPOTIFY

RARRI w/ ST47IC #NIGHTCORE 2004 [PROD. S1NINJA]

surreal w/ blushxoxo (prod. mxsui)

https://solo.to/sanriorose
Art by nickmediasm

Prod d0llywood1 #Readytodie #Rtd 

i dont wanna make a song no more 
i think ive had it
i dont give a fuck if niggas think that im dramatic
Im Rtd that mean I could always do something drastic
askin me how I feel
when u kno what I seen traumatic
talkin shit on twitter im liable to get spastic
n i dont care if everyone sees me acting erratic
shit i seen would make a nigga flip like gymnastic
these niggas mad cus they kno kimmy rich is fantastic

i want action
i heard that bitch was talkin down
shit anticlimactic
heard them rumors goin round
now niggas want static
im not on the fuckin ground
im intergalactic
they jus hate me cus im brown
this shit systematic
n i dont want no fuckin spouse
im not charismatic
we b shootin shit like shroud
shootin shit fnatic
imma make a cracker drown for the transatlantic

smokin gas by the pound
this help w the sadness
hit his ass w the deuce
im shootin shit like katniss
if the man make the belt
then I feel like magnus
N i asked u for help
n u didnt grant it
my nigga playin w them keys
like a damn pianist
collectives i had to leave
aint like how i ran it
n when i touch the damn green
im higher than planets
i hop like a fuckin a breakfast
or like a rabbit

im higher than borealis
I feel like alice
if uly the mad hatter
then im the cat bitch
niggas said that I fell off
i jus showed my talent
i had to shut that whole shit up
like im don callis
N i dont talk about my status
cus theyll attack it
im jus addicted to blackin
i dont touch ballots
i got a chemical imbalance
I laugh like fallon
she gon eat it up like salad
straight from the chalice

Old habits (tdf)

Tropes

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