they coming strong but that's only on the best days 🤐

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

[@3dssucks + @0k1ro + @lei] 
{i did the other drums and strings @ the end lol}

les go
scared of ur love
les go
scared of ur love i-
ugh ugh scared i-
scared

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

i feel alive
all this energy, i could never die
upon the hills i can see what i cant find
i found beauty with my very own eyes
i think i love her and i dont, and im scared
and my words all in my throat
ur love's my fear i-
drop a tear ugh cry
why me why, all i do is try

i made it thru it on my own 
he talking tough ill cut his throat
we push to start like go go go
like u cant talk u stole my flow
break calcium all in my bones
and love engraved all in my code
i still see you as my own
i still see you as my bro
talk to the mirror--like i know
but i dont want u anymore
slamming the door, im running out
and i aint looking back no more
waking up on the floor
its like a been here before
love u i love u more--then i said

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

scared
again
scared of ur love yea scared-
again
scared i-
again
scared
again

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

and i dont need ur love

i see again

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lyrics:

you all act the same in this shit
hate me cos im takin his bitch
are u taking the piss
and i know that they hate i dont miss
say u sippin wockhardt but we know u fakin the tris 

you is sweet like minute maid
and bitch im gettin paid
i be getting money often get it everyday
and u never gettin laid
i be gettin dough though
fuck ur feelings u get cropped out the photo 

as the sirens sound
they will release the hounds
and i need to hide 
i hope i dont get found 

no longer touch the ground
im floating in the sky
a demon in the night 
sings bloody lullabies 

they said theyd take the pain 
if i grabbed my gun and i blew my brains right out
i wish to never feel the same
when im in my head its like a constant battleground 

breathe in breathe out
take it all in
take a dive off the roof
now im falling
accept the fact imma die right now
I just gotta wait n shut my eyes lights out 

and i aint gettin older
everyday everynight it gets colder
dont be crying when u know that its its over
fear the reaper i can feel him getting closer 

they cant find me so they put me on a poster
and im finna go and pop up like a toaster
and u wilding on the gram u do the most bruh
and im shippin in the goods by the coast bruh
dont need a holster 

you all act the same in this shit
hate me cos im takin his bitch
are u taking the piss
and i know that they hate i dont miss
say u sippin wockhardt but we know u fakin the tris 

you is sweet like minute maid
and bitch im gettin paid
i be getting money often get it everyday
and u never gettin laid
i be gettin dough though
fuck ur feelings u get cropped out the photo


photo ( p. tonycomputerlove )

Credits://
@prodelxnce
@bodygaard

Notes://
im one bad day from becoming the person on the cover...
im losing it...
plz help...

Lyrics://
ouch wtf
i just been here chillin in the cut
(like what)
till you decided to act tough
can you shut it cuz i’m busy rolling up

if you want to hold a grudge then keep it tucked
are you done i’m tryna go and get some lunch
you can’t pin it on me if you’re life sucks
cuz it’s gone on & on & on, long enough

i ain’t ever tread lightly
if you got a problem come and find me
you don’t ever talk of me highly
so i can never put that shit behind me

i can tell you want to be me ok
that fine but you have to wait
in line, in time you will find your place
don’t mind the shade when you on my wave

think it would be better if i was, (dead) nah
said he gonna kill me cuz i won’t stop
who the fuck is you, sorry i forgot
but bro won’t keep his word cuz he lies a lot

i ain’t ever tread lightly
wanna go astro just like Kylie
you don’t ever talk of me highly

wish i could get away from you
but this whole ordeal has turned severe
you aren’t the one i’ve learnt to fear
cuz you can’t ignore me when i appear

anytime anywhere you’re going
i’ll be right there, fuck about a motive
living rent free, had to smell the roses
so what you focus on is not my problem anymore

#IAmDelusional (prod. elxnce)

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wrist w/ gash & cld (pk & brayam)

track 2 of 7 on my EP #me
@diegointhedark
@oiwassupp
@aeriiith

@terastic
my mask is peelingg
open up i cnt get rid of this feeling
fall apart cause i cant conceal it
talkn bout problems i got problems to the ceiling
i cant take a step i feel like im outta motion
i got done wrong thats why i cant show emotion
im so fuckin dazed so im feelin like im floating
divide ur boy up with the nine whats the quotient? (@myequalmind ref)
yea im not just whats on the surface
i tried my best, how u tell me that im worthless?
i remember times u would tell me that im #perfect
we had good times but we knew it wasnt workin
now i gotta cut u off cuz im hurting
all day stalkin my ig i see u lurkin
take a left take a right now we turnin 
burnin my heart like it was in a furnace

@diegointhedark
gillette n my palm ima squeeze it
heart on a floor made of tile 
i dnt need it
take my hand i cn fight off your demons 
all the xans tht we did 
i duno how we r breathing 

crush it up snort a line off an ipad 
watchN #everyone around #me 
thruu an eyeglass 
time Passes ion kno where we left off
Host Team Link <3
talk down , ,, take his head off

take my LiFE
find my hard drive n trash it 
tragic ,
ion wna work 
pay the $$$ 
made her bend the knee 
for the free 
if ure asking 
let me pockets bleed
blue n green beauty pageant

i stick to myself 
its a cruel world 
sacrificed your bag for an egirl
there’s no light in my world 
please dnt think so 
kpin in a sippy cup ,
let me breathe slow

@terastic again
take a flight to dubai with my passport 
i got too much money now idk what to ask for
makin songs i guess thats my fkin dad lore
spammin my texts dk what tf u mad for
yea im going up, now u mad, for what?
all this bad energy is bad for us
i cant get attached guess im bad for love
had to kick u out the backdoor uhhhh
yea im not just whats on the surface
i tried my best, how u tell me that im worthless?
i remember times u would tell me that im #perfect
we had good times but we knew it wasnt workin
now i gotta cut u off cuz im hurting
all day stalkin my ig i see u lurkin
take a left take a right now we turnin 
burnin my heart like it was in a furnace

#perfect w/ diegointhedark (oiwa & aerith)

Racket (Space)

Sunny ft. yungster jack (prod. pitfall)

lyrics:

let me talk its my turn
ion wanna die in return
took my life out of the dust
breathe in too much feels like rust
where did u go in the first place
pain to my name in my grace
i tried to run i tried to chase it away from this
head to the pavement its always this storm
thoughts come crowd up just like a swarm
another day another pill in this moment
always in despair i need to think i need to own it
another stutter
i-i-i tried to learn i tried to forget about it all
i-i-i tried to run im standing alone in the mall
im never bored but im bored with others
they tried to chase me im running away
i am so tired
i want it (need my pills lol)
dont need it
i need it (i just want to sleep wya pills)
forget it
im dead now
forgive me (im sorry)
i dont want it
i need it right here 
im going my own way
i dont want-im made it too far (sorry)


art by: @n9kki on instagram

conclusion (prod. greentop)

@mutkidjosh
prod @sshinju @mariette0
kaiyo shit fr
espio shit 

heres a bunch of words in a row:

tell hr that i luv her
but she thinkk tht im ann #asshole
said yu pullin up wit stickz
but we knw u c4p bru
im feeln like a ghost
feeln like im casp3r
said ur bullets strng
but by bulletz goin fastr
my shootinz accuratee
iss knda like a freethrw
glock 17 mke him freez
like a t pse
ya they sendin me sum
heartz well i dnt need thse
yh she tellin me sm secretz
i cnt keep thse

yh im dress'd up n tommy
but im sad ಥ_ಥ
yh u cnt afford my feature
hmie u #downbadd
cnt get lackin wit da bros
i aint goin out sadd
yu a  fckn snake
ddnt think yu'd go out like datt

i need sm chrme hrts
on me badd
i feel lke @mutkidjosh 
always dress'd up n high clss ;)
wit da mob actn crayz
we die fastt
srry it had 2 end dis way
i ddnt thnk it fckn lastt

(joshy boy)

tell hr that i luv her
but she thinkk tht im ann #asshole
said yu pullin up wit stickz
but we knw u c4p bru
im feeln like a ghost
feeln like im casp3r
said ur bullets strng
but by bulletz goin fastr
my shootinz accuratee
iss knda like a freethrw
glock 17 mke him freez
like a t pse
ya they sendin me sum
heartz well i dnt need thse
yh she tellin me sm secretz
i cnt keep thse

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everything that moves is designed to end

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