4 https://soundcloud.com/underscores & https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485

i gave up on mixing this

nowhere to be, ever (a remix for underscores x 8485)

Photophobia [underscores + kaixan rmx]

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he went to the store and saw "Brakence JPOP"

Stems are available @ https://evangeline.info

this song is about wanting normal things like normal people

Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
E. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan

https://evange-line.bandcamp.com/track/tailspin-ft-callum-sheehan-mt-saint-michael

[ SOC ]

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I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

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>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

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made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

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Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

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goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

source

another old song
started in september 2021, finished in october 2022
https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

Inner dialogue
Down on me all the time, but I don't cry a lot
I get my best ideas when I'm gone
Then I try to remember what the fuck is going on
In my head
It takes me all damn night to wanna go to bed
I keep thinking of everything I could've said
Why did I have to come off like I never meant?

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
Nothing got completed
It's time to waste time now

I keep burning out
Not always fully there, I'm drifting in and out
Do people even get the things I talk about?
I don't think so
Maybe my vibe is too bizarre
It's too much effort breaking me out with a crowbar
Maybe the answers to my problems are on Co-Star
I tell myself that I'm not wanted where my friends are
I tell myself that I'm not wanted at all

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

It's not that I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know how to fucking use my mouth
Then I forget what I was talking about

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

defeated

@scrobaby

Lyrics:

what it really takes
im on my own im on my own now
i dont like the way
it feels like im part of the breakdown

and you let go of the wheel
tryna find yourself in the crash won’t heal you 
but i dont have a stake in this
you could throw it away but it comes back to you
and where could my intrusive thoughts be going to?
you could throw it away but it comes back to you
and where could my intrusive thoughts be going

bad at explaining cause i care bout your reactions
wherever this flower blooms i guess I’ll have to
and all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure

im on my own im on my own now
it feels like im part of the breakdown

and all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more 
kaleidoscope
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
(if what i want's not what i need then how do i explain these dreams)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
(if what i want's not what i need then how do i explain these dreams)

Jedwill, Scro - Kaleidoscope

watch it all decay . . .
• please go support @shwirlll , wouldn't have been possible without him !!!!!
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• also huge thank u to @reksi420 for the art <3

lyrics:
[harmtails]
you can say what you want
and i promise it won't hurt me
cause i know i've gone too far
this time

yeah i get scared when it's dark
it's hard to admit it
thought i played all my cards right
well guess i didn't

passed out, backseat of some taxi
let's go, you and me on a trip, no acid
i feel my body collapsing
wake up like wtf happened

sometimes yeah life is not that great
don't know whats real or what is fake
i gotta clean the mess i've made
in time or it'll be too late

texting my friends like i'm okay
don't know what feelings to convey
lie down and watch it all decay
watch it all decay

[shwirl]
i can feel it, must move quickly
whoda thunk it'd be so deadly
feel it creepin all inside me
how the fuck did this happen to me

i've got no where to run away
the blood in my heart makes its way
to my head pounding way too hard
i think by now it's far too late

harmtails & shwirl - decay

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic
thank you for being here :)


baby i can't fall asleep i think too much about the end
and i think im running out of time ill fall into your skin
fall into your skin
wait for this to end

romanticizing life
you must have lost your mind
all i do is sit inside
i waste my time

but its all my fault
didn't get a job cause ur too comfortable
cutting off some friends its nothin personal
they're just going through some shit you never felt at all
party in the city i forgot my flaws

my visions blurry tonight but im still looking at you
we got too high (high) off our shit and we got slightly amused
i dont feel so sad
baby you don't mean that
i take a look where im at
feelings i gotta combat
and i fall back to you
i fall back to you

something has to change

goodbye, Trophy!

(discontinued)

🏆🏆 TROPHY aka sin / lola
___   >>>AWARD ASSORTMENT

of the glass

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TROPHYTROPHY worked w/:
@enilylbmessa
@elidrinksgrapemilk
@clearlew
@ilysianofficial
@collectiveinterface
@penis-label
@alti_music
@novicemoosic
@s4n7r0
@gtlofficial
@illfordofficial
@singin-in-the-rain
@blissom
@snaresociety
@daisy-bouquet
@all_caps1
@korzanamusic
@neume


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also Mr. Richard the History teacher @:
@penis-label

also PÆCOCK @:
@certifiedwillygang

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

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