i miss my grandma

when u said
that i'd see
you again
didn't think
that it'd be
this long
but i hope
you look down
on me
with a smile
you can see
just how much
ive grown

but i hope
that you're proud
of me
and you smile
once you've seen
just how much
i've grown

smile

Written by: alkyl & Talen Don Feller

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by: alkyl

dear gradient,

mdma (w/donsummit)

abbot dont u fuckin die on me

my best friend these things could turn ugly
[shoutout karnaboy]

keep my circle deep really deep like an asshole
cargo camo jeans that i got straight from bass pro
cocaine leather seats my cool whip look like lactose
eat it up,
say i act a fool but did i ask tho?

walk inna store i got 20 bands on me 20 bands on me like ooh!
walk inna function got hella fans on me hella fans on me like ooh!
you in the backseat that's when you ask me how many xans i need, like two
and now i cant see while i drive, so what the fuck we finna do

like ooh! (prod 49takeoff)

Far Away

Tripping on your tongue
Words of ignorance
Nothing has begun
Faking innocence 
Nothing important to say?
Then she’s not gonna listen
People you’re shoving away
Yeah its just sorta pissing me off
You’ve gone and forgot your own way
I can’t stop you from ruining your own fate
Its not my problem
No I ain’t got a reason to stay
And listen to your complaints

Shut the fuck up
We’ve heard enough of your shit
And sit the fuck down
You’re not that important
Your sickness got worse
Now you hurt
Oh my invasive thoughts
Are over joyed

Giving it up
You’re always such a little bitch
Breaking out your cuffs  
Put you right back in
Falling down the hole
That you stole
Oh my invasive thoughts
Are over joyed

Maybe I’m just spilling from my head
Cause sometimes I blow shit 
Way outta proportion
But something tells me 
Its not that way this time
This time this time

Maybe you’re right
And maybe I’m wrong
Why can’t we all just fucking get along
Your visions in sight
Throwing your vision upon us, oh,
Why’d you have to be so dishonest?

Shut the fuck up
We’ve heard enough of your shit
And sit the fuck down
You’re not that important
Your sickness got worse
Now you hurt
Oh my invasive thoughts
Are over joyed

Giving it up
You’re always such a little bitch
Breaking out your cuffs  
Put you right back in
Falling down the hole
That you stole
Oh my invasive thoughts
Are over joyed

(We’ve heard enough of your shit)
(And sit the fuck down)
(You’re not that important)
(Your sickness got worse)
(Now you hurt)

Oh my invasive thoughts
Are over joyed

stfu

You gutted me at 17
My earth shattered
Why can’t you see
It doesn’t matter anymore
Blood pouring out the quart
I wish I never met you

I’m trying to walk away unscathed
Figuring out what you’re gonna say next
Called your bluff, now keep your distance
I know you’re probably gonna miss this, but
I won’t miss the feeling of you
wraping your cold hard hands around my neck
I think you’re gonna have to choose
Me or the things you do, cause. 

You gutted me at 17
My earth shattered
Why can’t you see
It doesn’t matter anymore
Blood pouring out the quart
I wish I never met you

I don’t wanna talk about it right now
I don’t wanna talk about it right now
I don’t wanna talk about it right now
I don’t wanna talk, I don’t wanna talk

You gutted me at 17
My earth shattered
Why can’t you see
It doesn’t matter anymore
Blood pouring out the quart
I wish I never met you

gutted me

[[hope i'm valid for that]]

~track [4/5]
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^
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\\ featuring //
+vox from 
@kryst3n
+prod from
@assperrr
+art by
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics //

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i guess it's our fate 
keep those feelings intact
we walked down this way
we don't know another path 
and there's not a chance that we'll
find our way back
if there's a chance that we'll match 
hope i'm valid for that

[verse] ~ @kryst3n
pulled me away from you
could tell me all the things i do that break ur heart
we've been drifting so much further now
my mind is hardly holding out 
im choking up
you can't hold me enough
cuz nothings working out for me 
my friends stopped looking out
there's nobody around for me
i lost all the support
you fill me up with blatant lies
you push me out the door 
know its not just a break this time
ur not really serious (x4)
just hold me
tell me that its fine with u if i mess up


[bridge] ~ @jauntsen & @kryst3n
i walked down this road 
don't know where i'm at 
i followed these faces 
there staring right back
i believe it was intentional
all because who that i am 
there's no going 

back from this place
i can feel it inside 
there's nowhere to hide
cross your fingers i know that you lied
and if there is a chance that i could say one more goodbye
i would mess it up i would leave you behind.

[hook] ~ @jauntsen & @kryst3n
i guess it's our fate 
keep those feelings intact
we walked down this way
we don't know another path 
and there's not a chance that we'll
find our way back
if there's a chance that we'll match 
hope i'm valid for that

[outro] ~ @jauntsen & @kryst3n
i guess it's our fate
i don't see another place 
that we'll end up 
if you need a hand 
i will lend one your way
and i'm so fuckin sick of saying 
it's another day 
and there's no other way 
it's just another day

valid for that +kryst3n (asperr)

Prod. by me 

guitar recorded live

Mixed/Mastered by Will Saulsky

Track 1 of analogue ep out on all plats

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horizon

Your not my type but you wanna be, 

don’t need fake love full of honesty

 gotta late text saying your the worst me  , 

blood oath to my past and this foul relief(release) 

Is it that hard , is it that hard stay , is it that hard to stay X2 

 I don’t think you understand, I don’t need no other man 

I did everything I can , to try and understand 

am I working too hard , 
am I not that smart am I way too late 
am I not Enough am I not that strong 

am I way too late

Far Away

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