chvsefr - trust me [octo]

recorded 1/12/24

Produced By: Beancoco & Flawed Mangoes

lyrics: 

gotta take a step back
i been on the pills all week it aint helping this shit feeling like a setback
i done lost my mind ode 
got a feeling thats just something i cant get back
i know you’re flawed but you’re still trying
telling the truth but im still lying to myself i need a real sign 
it get hard for me to let go
she rather die than be alone
i like get higher than i know
in the clouds how higher can i go
take another pill to the face and the nose
missing LA that used to be home
bleeding on the ground with my face in the road 
wasn’t posed to end like this i know
you’ll be calling my phone by dawn
do what you need to do and not what you want
where’s my lil asian ting im missing mulan
don’t got a choice but to let go and just move on
move on move on move on
move on move on move on
get a move on move on move on
i know you’re not too strong 
but me neither 
difference is i don’t need ya
told her that it’s 2024 i gotta keep up
gotta change my demeanor 
still don’t fuck with a lot of people
or these bitches like that to do wrong for the sake of just being evil
i get bitter but you get bitter too
know you been done wrong but i been hurt too
im praying you learned something and hoping i learn too
keep hurting me deep and they taking they turns to
taking they turns with me
im slurring my words 
i dont got no words in me 
why does love it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts so bad
the light of love is lit then burns black
it’s going good till good just turns bad
it’s always good it turns it turns bad

Flawed But Still Trying

BEEN THRU (FEAT. MENTAL)

yellow

TORN

round of applause

eyes open wide

magnolia

☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

mmm
mmm
mmm
mmm
save me some of your room 
i know you got space i just ran out all that i knew 
this shit is starting to get toxic held it down no matter what i gotta do
i keep having visions in my head of me and you
if it was fake then you should say it so i know whats true
every other days another game that i just know ill lose
maybe i just need to wait it out until its somthing new 
i wanna see ur face ill find a way to make my way to you

did it end is it over can i hit your line
if i was sum special like you said then you would have the time
i don’t mind waiting i got patience if its right
i would feel a way when you would say that you were mine
if my heart was something that you could play
i know you would lose
cus you really not good with games i can see right through
see through i know the truth bae
its just me and you 
me and you know what to do bae
wait a minute i’m drunk don’t wanna think about it when i’m in my room missing you i dream abt it 
when i’m down i should put it down i couldnt drink abt it 
when your not around not around

mmmm 
mmmmm
mmmm
mmmm

save me some of your heart
i know you got enough to go around you said it from that start 
that you was loving how my body look like a work of art
its not like anybody was tearing us apart
now you gotta come through
now i gotta see you
baby i just wanna love no i don’t wanna need you 
i don’t wanna cut you off and act like it don’t bleed through
if you ever bluff its cool cus i already see through

i already know 
try not to blow up keep calling your phone 
this time we need to grow up 
you know i need more you get me up love
if i was on the floor would you pick me up love
can you pick me up love yea i wanna - right now
think i been addicted to your touch i havent had enough i really wanna - right now
never thought that we could be in love right now
still don’t know when we should this off
and bae you know we got a lot of toxic love
and i’m about to run out of my optionsssaaaahhhhh

mmm
mmmm
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i wanna [p the producer]

ohh you not giving me emotion girl
oh that cap pussy boy he ain't toting yeah
I got fucking tech up in this potion uhh
yeah my dam bank account is bloated uh
on a private jet yeah from coast to coast
its your birthday girl you know i'll do the most
love the way you laugh so I made a joke
you not gang yeah you not kinfolk
if she leave yeah I know that she come back
I cant lose the goyard bag cause it got a airtag
do you remember what we had
I was talking bout you in these dam tracks
oh I see that you watching me yeah
I thought you was blocking me
no that was not make believe yeah
why you acting like we squashed that beef oh
my drugs ain't cheap
oh yeah they is clean oh
I just got my product from the east coast
what gen is it oh its five
yeah I want you in my life
this shit come with no surprise

eyes open wide

xeno

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