Songs to listen to while you’re contemplating your life in a field

it’s three am i’ve been up all night 
contemplating suicide
knife in my left hand lighter on my right 
but what burns even more are the scars u left inside 
im not ok im not alright 
i should’ve never made it past the age of nine
cuts on my wrist cuts  
self harm on my mind
we’re all just living 1 big fuckijg lie
n i wanna fucjing die contemplating suicide 
self harm on my mind i got you mind

osanicide (◞‸◟,) prod osani #PartyMonsters

asking am i doin well i say nah
she ask me
can i come back
yk i said nah
i said theres no way u think we good
even with all that hate that u got in u
lil bro dont udnerstand wha i gotta do
how am i posed to tell my dudes what im going through

stupid to think i could even trust u
stupid to think i could even

stupid bitch 
ur head on backwards
now im out
stupid bitch u think i woulnt find them out

ya im feeling nauseous
i think we go
that dude he movin slimmy
i wouldnt know
nigga said he dont feel good abt this idk
one look in nigga eyes 
think i wouldnt know
my brodie moving sideays 
i put him on
i said dont do it bro 
where the love at

she ask me
can i come back
yk i said nah
i said theres no way u think we good
even with all that hate that u got in u
lil bro dont udnerstand wha i gotta do
how am i posed to tell my dudes what im going through

kouyuh- no way yhu think we good (prod kouyuh)

i am not what u think (spellscasted)

idk ill make an actual description when i get home

corner of my eye (crumbo & sfiii3s)

@oscni @xokimono

just like a deer, just like a doll
can u cut me up, can you sew me up 
ever since u left i got hella cuts
cut myself 20 times i cant get enough
if i kill myself right now would u know?
would u find out, feel it in ur soul?
just like a deer, throw me away
im just dead, who cares anyway

aprildeer ft xokimono (osani)

JT x Jainn - i love you (vaocl)

snow strippers prod zatru

if u ever had a chance would you leave me in the past?

givemeachance #itcouldbewworse

vocals @mizusaiko @xxomm
prod @prodjaysoulja @wannakillyourselfwithme
fine ill tell u if you say so
ahh and let me pick the pace up
i cant let it face us
you'll feel it when its ready duhh
n i dont wanna wait ahh~

i see it in ur face, i kno u cant keep up
wanna run away.. ill choose some different places.

i dont wanna face you but maybe u can fix me
there so much going on (⸝⸝๑﹏๑⸝⸝) dont think i can take it

dont yu hear my song, dont you love the sound?
no you cant be like me dont go play around

Yea kick it yea
Lil bih tryna break us down
I cant feel my lungs bitch i smoke shit by the pound
Bitch get out my fuckin face you a rat bitch you lame
I got racks dont need no change
On that jet bitch i skate
Hunnid racks all in my jeans
Ima put on for my bruddas get that shit by any means
Why you tryna talk down on us you dont got no fuckin cheese
Bitch tryna be my ball whatever that means

★ run away w xxomm₊˚ෆ 「jayysoul lunasleepai」

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There’s no cause—I’m shrugging,
Grasping highs I’m losing
Sneering smoke illusion 
Yet I’m drenched in poison
There’s no cause—I’m shrugging,
Grasping highs I’m losing
Sneering smoke illusion 
Yet I’m drenched in poison

im solo on my own
wrapped in numbness

i bide behind   
fake brides for my loneness

its seems like its temporary moments

im all outta bounds
all outta mind
im all outta bounds
all outta mind
all outta bounds
all outta mind
all outta bounds
all outta mind

kouyuh- no problems

kouyuhsavior

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