prod @decago n @yashio20k

thank u @hartfxlt for the ft

@haunted_sad

i tried 4 u ig it didnt matter too
yeah im sad im holed up in my fkn room
im having nightmares i cnt even sleep at night
i let my heart baby fkn evry night

yeah i thought baby that u were jus my remedy
i believed all the lies u fed me.
yeah i jus rly tried to show up 4 u
i know im the bad guy think i hate me 2 :)) 
yeah ur the one that me fkn hate myself
all these thoughts bby they're jus getting too damn loud
u cnt erase u cnt take back what u fucking did
so ill take the knife and think that ill end my life
inhaling toxins jus tryna forget u
im falling asleep bby with my fkn eyes open
i was a fool to ever call u my fucking home.
yeah ur the one that fkn betrayed me

@hartfxlt


@haunted_sad
u were the one tht damn betrayed me
u cant take back all the words u said 2 me..
U WERE THE ANGEL BABY FROM MY NIGHTMARES

i cant go back baby i cant restart
i-i got all these scars displayed on my arm
all this damage tht u did to my heart
u pushed me astray u pushed me jus so far
at least i knew baby that we'd never last together
going back in time iwishinvrmether
yeah i jus get away i stay up evrynight
u left me bleeding red bby i jus see no end in sight

ibetrayedmyself4u w/hartfxlt (decago + yashio)

shoutout @counterxo n @yashio20k

@haunted_sad
all the shit we had i watched it turn to dust
i knew baby there was jus never us
i was rollin over sad i was outta luck
i was always in my head i was not enough
u betrayed me baby ya u left me in the past
gave u everythin everything i fucking had
u left me deserted u left me in the past again
i was rollin over sad i wasnt sleeping

ya ik baby im getting betternbetter
another day passes me all stormy weather
and i dont think bby that im getting better
im hiding in my room think im dyin lone again
all the shit baby that u fkn said to me
u ripped my heart out left me with all this anxiety
now it passes me by and im not sleepin
i wanted to live my life give me a reason

@counterxo
Eyes wide open, i don’t get any rest 
I still feel so broken, so much pressure on my chest
Can we keep this moment? I’m scared of what’s next
Even at my lowest you know that I’ll make the best 
I tried to dig you out this hole and start up something new
Why did you give up on me I still have faith in you?
Lies were only told about about me cause you fear the truth
Cry for what we take for granted and for what we’ll lose
Even if it’s done with now I will always feel that pain
I’ll always remember you but I know you’ll forget my name
what a shame

iwatchedeverythingwehaveturntodust w/counter (yashio)

prod me and @rewind214

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

oh, i feel now in this room
a ghost that praying on my doom
its calling out and i cant run now
falling down

i feel it behind me
waking up to a cold sweat
now everything is all a mess
tell me what you want me to do
you say the same thing
every time
i take the blame when
its not mine
i just dont understand it
and i dont know
whats the point of your message now

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

epilogue

epilogue (xternalz + rewind)

prod by @xtasane

lyrics:

I'll be right there
If you love this time
Can you hear me, dear
If you're in the sky
Can you see my heart
You can hold my heart
You can keep my love
If you love this time
2x

Yeah, huh, haa
I won't lose my time, yeah
Every time I tell her
Can I call you, baby?
Can I love my shawty?
Perfect love, we can try
If you love me, I can try
If you love me, I can try
I can try, can try, can try
I can try, can try, can try
I can try, can try, can try
I can try, can try, can try

I can try, can try, can try
I can try, can try, can try
I can try, can try, can try
I'll be right there

i can try (prod. xtasane)

@1akura @rewind214

its been long enough all the tears dried
I started moving on I stopped asking why 
cuz every time I try to trust you all you do is lie
you wont let me in your heart i should just take the sign
its been long enough all the tears dried
I started moving on I stopped asking why 
cuz every time I try to trust you all you do is lie
you wont let me in your heart i should just take the sign

Im way too wishful
I just keep on getting hurt it adds the insult
and it just keeps on getting worse Im so forgetful
I dont wanna think bout her I get remissful
I keep tripping myself over Im falling down and down
you kept giving me cold shoulder and now youre not around
and even though that we dont talk I just hope youre happy now
cuz what I want for both of us is to be just safe and sound

wishful (akura + rewind)

your call ⋆⭒˚.⋆

prod by @0shimamura

lyrics:

@peiflowy
This shit is feeling strange
I'm feeling hella pain
I'm calling out your name
Gotchu you stuck in my brain
Looking at your face
My eyes hit the floor
I think I'm giving hints
Pretty sure that you know
Think I loved you from the start
Gave you everything in my heart
Swear that I played my part
Hope that we go far

@trustohm
Now I'm lost in the dark
feelin' cold in my heart
you was there at the start
but you tearin' apart
Now I'm chillin' alone
staring down at my phone
hopin’ you hit my tone
but you left, now you gone

I was real, I was true
gave my time all to you
now I don’t know what to do
got me stuck in the blue

@haunted_sad
Yeah, yeahh 
I didn't know like what to do
Living in the past, all these #memoriesofu
Crystalized in my heart you just really gleamed
Remembein the past baby, it still haunts me
Yeah, baby, always knew I was the issue
You left me hollow to the core, yeah, I don't miss u
I can't remember the days where i felt alright
Loopin back in my head I think I wna die

gone - pei flowy + trustohm + haunted_sad (shimamura)

+++making music is much more fun with others:DD
thx sm 2 all my amazing friends who carried these beats:
0:00_--"july" w/ @sourcewho
1:22_--"flora" w/ @lintukoto
2:44_--"shoujo" w/ @rewind214
4:04_--"flutter" w/ @lintukoto

:D

-july clips+++(w/ anka, rewind, pool:)

in the past,
what its worth...
stupify my brain, lift me from the curse
feel the pain, 
i know it hurt...
she said that it's different every time we touch, yea
why you speaking fiction, entertaining worse, yea
i aint ever even listen, no i never learn, nah

ridin so fast on da m60
high up off these drugs, turned ur back on me
shawty said she wanted transparancy
i know they see me comin w da glock 18
nothin rlly matter, i jus wanna be freeee...

black shirt
i roll da sleeve
u aint talking scars with nobody but me
i was young..
18
tried to hit you up
but you left me on read

she check my soundcloud like she think i cant see
smokin ice cold with the ajp
money in the bag, no talk no fee
i keep my head low, i jus focus on mee


curse // methboiswag

The name of the LORD is a strong tower: the righteous runneth into it, and is safe.

do wht your guts tell you prod.cabernett

tongue tied w/ akura (dinosaur)

aka trustohm
20 [ discord : @trustohm ]
[ main prod : @shikaiii ]

i can try (prod. xtasane)

ohm

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