Name: nuulls [1shield2wings] by trustt
Duration: 2 min 26 s
Description: prod. me

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nuulls [1shield2wings]

i go through this all the time

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lyrics
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yea she mad
left her in the dust
bby its a bad habit
u can blame it on the drugs
another song we back at it
did i kill it? bitch i must have
scene been hot i think i struck a nerve
man i must have

beefin w the team u beef w me ill rly smoke him
bitch its fuck a glock
we pull out wit chops we rly torch shit
bitch its fuck the opps
fuck the other side we hit his doorstep
doors click
sock em in his mouth he got a sore lip
poor fit
cheap denim on me n im still him
i need a hoe 2 waste my time but until then
i smoked wit brother just last night
man im still lit
yal cld nvr compare
guess im js 2 sick

yal cld nvr compare got my bread up
u can sit back n stare while i spend some
look urself in the mirror check ur paystub
cant even make half of what ive touched

only made a couple grand dis month
yea dats tuff shit
its 288 im screaming out my lungs when i bust shit
im up shit
talm bout Mr take yo Cho
u a punk bitch
when i leave da crib skeezy equipped im on some fuckshit
i got the drop up on ur plug bitch
im taking everything he got
put everything up in the bag if not u getting shot
ima need ur phone 2 we know u like 2 call the cops
real stickup boy life u gone answer to the glock

still him

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lyrics:

ima take some shit then i'll pass out
3am pics got me blurred out
when u look at that shit in the background
u can see me there, i'm a no one
when i put on my shit, it's the best ones
when i look at myself, i don't know him
when i take some pics, i don't post them
then i trash them
never seen them
(x2,,)

and i wish i stopped myself
and i wish i stopped myself from letting go
i stay in the background
u can see me there i'm a no one
(x2,,)

i don't wnna change myself
i don't wnna change myself
for nobody but me i know i have to.
(x2,,)

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im gonna be who i wanted

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yes i recorded the live instruments


lyrics:

can you see me?
can’t you see what i’ve become?
no, it’s not easy
know exactly what needs to be done
packing up again 
and nothing’s making sense
on the run again and it’s hopeless

you treat me like i’m dead
as if i am the one who killed h̶i̶m̶
i’m not the one you want 
and i can’t ever bring h̶i̶m̶ back
but i’m still here
but i won’t ever be enough 
but i’m still here
i couldn’t pretend forever

you said you loved me
until you knew who i am
we grew together
but you just took it all back
you said forever
forever’s all in the past
and i still can’t bring h̶i̶m̶ back
and i still can’t bring h̶i̶m̶ back

you were never by my side
so this is my last goodbye
to you
i’ll say this just one time

you always act like it was all my fault 
but you know i tried to get away from you
tried to get away from you
i watched you take all of my choices away
and try to shift all the blame 
now i can’t see you the same again
and i’ll never be
the person that you loved or rather
the person you tried to make me into
and you’ll never hear from me again
i’ve broken your curse
you have only gotten worse 

i just wanted to be me
all you wanted was to hurt me
did you want to hurt me?
well i won’t let you anymore
no i won’t let you anymore 

this is my body
the only one i’ll ever get to live in
this is no longer your body to control
to bend to your will
no longer your mind to manipulate and subdue
for the first time in a long time i feel finally free
free from your heavy, rusty shackles
free to love and be loved in return
and free to learn to love myself 
this is what i deserve, what i’ve deserved all along
and i’m not going to let you take it away from me
i’m not going to let you take it away from me anymore.

i’m
i’m done
i’m done
i’m done i’m done i’m done i’m done

i’m done with your nonsense 
i’m done with all your violence 
i’m done 
i’m so done
i’m done with all your violence

if you can't love me for me
let me go

i’ll never be what you wanted (let me go)
i’ll never be who you wanted me to be (let me go)
i’ll never be all you wanted 
from now on 
im gonna be who i wanted

im gonna be who i wanted

all you wanted

prod me at harpys stu thanks harpy also marsy and sativa shot the vid and i edited the vid and watch it right here now thanks
https://youtu.be/GZgKeF-15aQ

nuulls [1shield2wings]

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