Love this shit so much. The lil vocal sample adds to the overall tone. Excellent work

prod.me

@trustt
i write it, then i fucking trash it
i can't stand it, i keep doing damage
to myself and, all those all around me
you don't like me, tell me if you like-

am i a nuisance?
tear my fucking walls down
i can't do this

"you're a problem"
that's all that i hear now
i can't do this

@lynyou
i think i got a problem 
i keep spiraling
i'm losing track of the time
feels like i'm blind to it
burn it up watch it fall
i'll just tear it down
but i don't feel a thing
i just like the sound

wish i could start from scratch
i cant do this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving
i got nothing left to love
i wish u knew this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving

@trustt
i put my feelings in the backseat
that's where i sleep, that's where i sleep
do you think of me? i don't think you do
it's poison in my dreams and all i see is you
do you still think that i'm pretty? 
can you tell me before i sleep?
i feel bad in the morning, in the night
and in between
i thought i had a life
but i got no memories
and i think i wanna die
i don't know 
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just-

last week
i'ma pass out in the backseat
i'ma laugh when i'm passing
i'm not healthy for your safety
you don't know me
you just knew me last week

i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star
i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star

blinded

prod.me

i'm crying
i think therefore i am
i watched them playing live
first i think i'm young
then i've overstayed my time
we're just so different
i think it's circumstance
you're just not like me
but when i think, i am

patience
i keep my
patience
i keep my
patience
oh, yeah

i'll take all i want
cuz i know you'd forgive
love can outlive art
i know thievery is sin
the night my life will change
and i just want my move
it's hard to wait my turn
but you know i learned to

patience
i keep my
patience
i keep my
patience
oh, yeah

patience

prod.@girlsynth + me

the birds outside my old house
wonder if they miss me
the people at my new house
they don't seem to like me

you asked if i'd come over
i said it's not likely
you said that i should talk more
you know that's not like me

can i get a taste of the moment?
i bet that it's sweet
can i just see the life i want?
wait, i don't wanna see

what if friends leave?
what would life be?
what would i be?
i'd be nothing
i'll be nothing

then i see my old house
wonder if it miss me
but i think i like this house
i think that i like me

you asked if i'd come over
i'd stay for the week
you said that i should talk more
you know that i'm trying

can i get a taste of the moment?
i know that it's sweet
i just wanna see the life i want
then i wake up from my sleep

reflection, interlude

prod.@72crash + me

bitches want my swag
well, i don't want it back 
i don't wanna make this shit
i don't wanna sound like that
i don't mean to make you mad
it's just all y'all sound the same 
i got so much more to say
tell me why i'd never change

spending days inside
yeah i'm stuck inside my brain
i don't have a pretty face
i don't got a word to say
there's no point in talking pain
if there's no one listening
i know someone's gives a shit
when they tell me bout their day, yeah

just treat me like someone
big heart but it broke so much
gotta keep going gotta give no fuck
brand new shit gotta test my luck
spin back-
jk i ain't hard so what
talk yo shit just try to keep up

i'd sell out for my love
you sell out for some drugs 
then die by 21
star life yeah ain't it fun
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what
movie star like, so what

bitches want my swag
well, i don't want it back 
i don't wanna make this shit
i don't wanna sound like that
i don't mean to make you mad
it's just all y'all sound the same 
i got so much more to say
tell me why i'd never change

spending days inside
yeah i'm stuck inside my brain
i don't have a pretty face
i don't got a word to say
there's no point in talking pain
if there's no one listening

star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what

so what

PRODUCED MIXED AND MASTERED BY SERENA LIARS
GMINOR 145BPM

Cover shot by @coreposting
Art by https://x.com/Murasakino69770

NOTHING MATTERS BECAUSE THIS COULD BE US

🔪🔪🔪
and my presets pack https://payhip.com/b/ZnBSz
	and 2746 discord server with friends https://discord.com/invite/chAd2n9sGH (you can find more of my beats there)

0:00 w @toemuro
1:29 w @toemuro
3:15 w @toemuro
4:20 w @toemuro
6:40 w naggens
9:03 w @toemuro
10:07 w @pw4prez @liveanndlearn
11:12 solo
13:18 solo
14:11 solo
15:00 w @greyrock1
15:55 w @greyrock1
17:12 solo
18:02 w @greyrock1
18:35 w @greyrock1
19:00 solo
19:49 w @greyrock1 @akkiru1
21:45 solo
22:45 w @whyawe

and I hate myself.

clips

never p.18iluvu

just fighting it again don't mean that we've been through a thing
don't worry baby i'll get through this all under my wing
have face yeah i cant say no to a wedding ring
you threw me in the bin i could tell from what you sayyy what
jumping out the fence jumping at the gym
right out to the pen im still going in
i hate me so bad and i hate your friends
all for you to say the wrong thing

im out im out im out im out of here
go wild go wild go wild dont wanna be here
its on its on yea its on
i did all my power could i still cant forget you
but you know that im out 
im out im out im out of here
im gone im gone im gone im gone
youre still in my head i cant get you off my mind
i feel like im dying when im not here all the time

you’re talking about me again how does that make you feel?
yea you said you wouldn't bite but you ate up the whole meal
i hope that you kill yourself cause you cannot write for real
he thinks im playin with that boy
bitch im swerving in that gt-r like im ecco boy
you're just cloning on me way too hard i might pop you boy
wonder how i feel? yea its never good inside boy

(yeah, well you thought i was done?)
(know that i can't be the one)
ooh nah
how much just to leave

just fighting it again don't mean that we've been through a thing
don't worry baby i'll get through this all under my wing
have face yeah i cant say no to a wedding ring
you threw me in the bin i could tell from what you sayyy what
jumping out the fence jumping at the gym
right out to the pen im still going in
i hate me so bad and i hate your friends
all for you to say the wrong thing

im out im out im out im out of here
go wild go wild go wild dont wanna be here
its on its on yea its on
i did all my power could i still cant forget you
but you know that im out 
im out im out im out of here
im gone im gone im gone im gone
youre still in my head i cant get you off my mind
i feel like im dying when im not here all the time

reflection, interlude

trustt

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