everything by me

ima come back better than before
i try my best to restore
you wanted less but i wanted more
i sided with the bitch who hurt my core
fuck it i don't want her anymore
got me feeling things i cant describe 
in my head; i keep inside
now i just want you to die
got me feeling like im insane
plant evil thoughts inside my brain
you dragged me through the rain
i'll put the pain inside your head
i don't want your love anymore
throw out my heart onto the floor
dagger blade cutting out my sores
i don't love you anymore

i bleed blue but my blood red i'll stay that way 
faith fades along with the passing days
they try to stop me they always hate
i walk the path inside a broken brain

far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust

stream

restore

prod @lynyou @trustt @omgisai
video / visualizer: https://youtu.be/W2jl_vXwRsc

lyrics:
@lynyou
yea it dont really feel the same no more nah
yea getting tired of the lies i been bored yea
i just say im fine then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
(x2)

yea i closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

@trustt
close my eyes and i still see you there
but i still stay walkin round im the man yea
but you dont really know that yet
so you dont really know a thing about me
runnin round the town with my head fucked up
i cant find my phone think im boutta throw up
i said fuck all your friends and fuck what you heard
yea fuck all your friends they belong in the dirt

closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

@lynyou
yea it dont really feel the same no more nah
yea getting tired of the lies i been bored yea
i just say im fine then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
(x2)

yea i closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

need me

prod me ++
https://soundcloud.com/tropes777/ridin-solo-prod-dolly bit this flow Srry

lyrics:
when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/65gWW5syaM2h3Zb1LfYoYP?si=YIWNap8uSDiuc4yx0F49dg

artwork by me, @camdenn and @aellzis
s//o @trustt and @hiisero for big inspo

lyrics:
i sacrificed every moment to be, just like you
and ive been way too dishonest to seem, just like you
i know i wont last long but i want to change
watch how the meaning gets lost, when i say ''okay''

(pre-drop)
oh, but i know, its true
i could never be like you
well i fell for you
biting more than i can chew
but i know, its true
i can never be like you
what a shattered view
tell me we wont split in 2

its been far too long
and fat too late
i like to stay alone
its okay, its okay
if more hours pass
imma go insane
just wanna fade away, its okay, its okay

cuz ive been acting too toxic
ive been way too annoying
tell me now its the time i say goodbye
ive been begging for something
in the end i got nothing
walk away with the fact i couldve died

how to become somebody else

prod me
s/o advxrse the goat and alt0 the goat

lyrics:
ball up takin pics with a zip
i ain never goin switch up for a bih unless we click
vetement on my cover yeah ill see you on my kicks
shootin like im Curry in the paint, I never miss 

oh im missing out
your words, your stupid sounds
my heart just filled with doubt
no i can make it out (x2)

keep the music going, i aint tryna hear myself tonight
askin when we starting, tryna get there early for the night
im just hoping all pieces fall right down
im jst hoping that we could work this out

girl you threw away the keys to my heart
your words hit the spot just like a bullseye to the dart
if you wanna restart we could always fall apart again

makeitout

prod me
remake of a 2023 song
@trustt

@lynyou
im feeling generous today i might just let u slide
i know i said im going easy but i killed him twice
ur acting lame as fuck not to my surprise
and im still going up no i didnt lie
i learned how to focus on myself
some things just never change
some things just never change
(only if they dont have to)

ill buy the whole store act like i give a fuck
i grabbed like six bags i dont think thats enough
u going downhill its looking rlly rough
u try to play it off but u keep messing up

nah nah 
acting like u got my respect
talk down 
ima make u drown in regret
nah nah 
if u got a problem, disconnect
yea yea
i just watched u fold under stress

@trustt 
hundred dollar jeans on my body 
plz dont talk to me
girl come rip it off
cuz it dont even feel like me

i fall through the floor
walk through walls
rip through the ceiling 
bitch come turn it round
#360
hit rewind then repeat

fool him once
fool him twice
fool him three times
not to my surprise ya (x2)

surprise

Now this is truly just digicore
😭😭😭😭😹😹😹🐱😸
prod @lynyou
@lynyou @trustt

fakeFriends +trustt [bonus]

https://www.instagram.com/hiisero/
prod, mixed & mastered by me

it's a cliché
and it comes right back to say
that i'm nothing, it's touché
and it hits me in my face
it's so hard to redecorate

if you tell me a lie
kill me, stab me, throw me in the fire for it
burn me alive,
trust me, all about me i will regurgitate

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

its different every time
but i guess it always hurts
no matter if i try
the thought of who i was will hit me

if my art doesn't speak for me
then neither will my mouth
i try to avoid it but i cant
cuz it haunts me, it haunts me

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

bark, bite

april 2025

when i was younger, everybody seemed much older to me
now life is changing and i don’t believe anything i see
farewell, i always knew that you would make it out
i’m still going but as time goes on, the silence gets loud

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i put my whole life at risk ‘cause i tried to fit in
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
i end up starving myself, breaking my fucking hands
they never taught me to stop being codependent

i put down the guitar
sing to myself in my bed as i’m sinking in
i never thought it’d be hard
and when he passed, i had tried to breathe it in
who knew that life would be like this?
my old friends told me i’m psycho, and i didn’t like it
and i try so hard, i’m always trying to fight it

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i’d rather kill my best friend than take my fucking meds
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
if only i would’ve told them i’m a fucking mess
i could’ve learned how to stop being codependent

wya

trustt

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