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original by @underscores

just outside the city
i was holding something
no ones ever seen before
its eyes looked kinda pretty
its irises were blacked out
and its scales were made of gold
and even thru the flash floods
i spared it every harvest 
cus i wanted it to grow
the scientists came knocking
and the something deep within me 
that refused 2 let it go

i know u are
onto something onto something
i know u are
onto something onto something

so i gave it to the city
and hoped that maybe one day 
itd pass its children all its luck
it was something of a mascot
til one day they had found
its silver belly facing up
for a week they kept it quiet
and without a proper burial 
they kept it in a jar
it was stressed until it passed
the pump had overfilled with sand 
and then they spoiled a lucky charm
yeah

i know u are
onto something onto something
i know u are
onto something onto something
i know u are
something new

The fish song (cover)

1 year of producing...

ty to everyone whos worked w me over the past 12 months, would not have made it this far without everyone. also ty to anyone who takes the time to listen to my music, means the world :)

hope the next 12 months are just as good :P

timestamps:
0:00 + @012207
1:27 + @1wasterr
2:29 + @prod_dxvi
3:37 + @neohnq
4:34 + @metisxx
6:00 + @1wasterr
6:58 - solo
8:20 + @1wasterr
9:30 - solo

1yr (neohn, wasterr, baz, dxvi, metis)

vocals and some guitar by me

lyrics:
quit wasting your time looking for somebody else when she's right there
boy, when i'm gone, you'll think about me all the time, i know (i know)
keys locked in the car, pictures of david ortiz on the wall
and i came to watch my husband play, now i'm playing a dangerous game
good luck trying to catch me if you're still gonna talk to me like i'm seventeen
no more, he fucks like he wants me
left cuts on the side of his face with the rest of me

david ortiz pillbox (venturing cover)

Useless (1) 2022

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@100signs
prod me

i need something to stop
my head (now)
it feels like nothing works
i still (hurt)
do you enjoy destroying
everything i had
at the end id still do everything again

i remember every single thing you said
dont put the blame on me
it was always you at the end
was it real or were you just tryna get something out of me
this aint fair to me

i dont regret anything
do you know how much you meant to me
no matter how hard i tried you always leave

spotify

everything i had

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@100signs
prod me

now i got a choice to decide
do i want you running my mind
iiii*
fall back & i face my demise
i don't want to leave you tonight

i've been fighting way too hard to survive
i've been wasting all my fucking life
tell me is it worth it to try
think that i'm reaching way too high
‎my heads always been in the sky*

know that i'm not perfect
but trust me i'm just tryna make it worth it
is this what i deserve, is it?
cant stand to watch you hurt again
your words repeat in my head
can we talk about something else
please?

‎know that i'm not worth it*
i know that i'm not worth it*

what did i even do
i'm tweaking i cant even get through to you
what do i mean to you
idk what you're thinking i'm so scared of you

know we'll find a way to get back
know we'll find a way to get back

know we'll find a way to get back
i just gotta focus on task
i could never fucking relax
i keep scrolling back the texts
the person i knew has been dead

links

In-the-sky

drown

drown (kojo & brknglss)

this is old!!! idk why i never uploaded this but i found it again looking for something else :3

Useless (1) 2022

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