october lies with u - i cant help myself

everythingbyme

i see no point in living if i can't be beautiful

lyrics:
last few times, i feel i'm getting close
to a place where i don't wanna be
showing up in places i don't belong
where it's been very clear nobody wanted me

counting sheep, but they're getting tired too
but i'm desperate for sleep this winter
i apologize if there's nothing that i could do,
i think i've been a little bitter

from the highway to the road when i broke down
and everything started changing
stained all of my blood and shook the ground
but recently, the rain has caused it fading

if i don't get up from bed, don't drag me out
i don't ever wanna have to leave the house again
spend the fall down here, and end up dead
recurring loop, so what did you expect?

counting sheep, but they're getting tired too
but i'm desperate for sleep this winter
i apologize if there's nothing that i could do,
i think i've been a little bitter
counting sheep, but they're getting tired too
but i'm desperate for sleep this winter
i apologize if there's nothing that i could do,
i think i've been a little bitter

bitter

istg u blow my eardrums out
im not crazy
but the voices r so loud
i stare at my phone
waiting for u to call
its already fall
and im tryna be his clone

waitin for u 2 call 😥

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fucked up, wrists cut, baby i cant do this no more
u always out wit ur friends, ur such a mfkn whore
16 pills deep baby not no ecstasy
i fucking hate myself i hate my health and i dont wanna breath
just do it, just fuck with me, i want you,, your wanting me
your wanting me

i hate myself everytime i speak
im needing u know ur needing me
bsfs forever lets do it together

fucked up, wrists cut, baby i cant do this no more
u always out wit ur friends, ur such a mfkn whore
16 pills deep baby not no ecstasy
i fucking hate myself i hate my health and i dont wanna breath
just do it, just fuck with me, i want you,, your wanting me
your wanting me

i hate myself everytime i speak
im needing u know ur needing me
bsfs forever lets do it together

so far gone
so far gone
so far gone
so far gone

(ALL PLATS) so far gone

hesiitation - LLeeveMeAlone ^_prod lovecupid_^

prod @bloodsekai

highschool fucking sucks ill break all the rules
god i hate ur touch cause you make me feel cruel
chronically online since like 2013
have i lost my mind? cause its not what it seems

cause im a internet fein x4
yeah im a internet fein x4

hesiitation - internet_fein prod bloodsenkai

prod @bloodsekai

god im such a loser 
and a drug abuser
oh im scared to loose her
but i always use her
hit me hard abuser
god im such a loser
if i forever loser her
then ill just seduce her

youll be mine for the rest of time whether you like it or not
(oh darling) ill have ur body in the grave before its 12 o'clock


oh girl i'll watch you rot yeah ill watch you rot
i'll tie ur body up and edge it off with a knot
oh this is just a dream for so from what i had thought
my lyrics dont make sense im akward when i talk

god im such a loser 
and a drug abuser
oh im scared to loose her
but i always use her
hit me hard abuser x3

youll be mine for the rest of time whether you like it or not
ill have ur body in the grave before its 12 o'clock

hesiitation - ab_userr {[prod. bloodsenkai]}

thats alright

brain hall

i talk too much then take it back 
you roll your eyes but still react 
i overthink the way you speak 
like every word is meant for me 
i ask too much you let it slide 
like i’m just here to waste your time 
you answer soft but keep me close 
like you don’t really wanna go 
 
i talk too much then take it back 
you roll your eyes but still react 
i try i swear i do
who am i to you?
you say you don't think too much
but i can tell when something's wrong
i find myself just watching you 
then play it off like i’m confused

hesiitation - LLeeveMeAlone ^_prod lovecupid_^

zombie w/a turban

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