So living half halfheartedly is not for me


its not for me,but it is petrifying to live

any other way- I can not choose courage boldly-

un-regrettably, un-apologetically.



It is scary  to shine so brightly in fear of

going dim

I am an oil lamps among lavender and cobalt

seas

I would love to shine brightly hot 

white-flash of golden oranges

The juxtaposition would be brilliant

how long

how long will I reamain at sea

So i burn as softly and dimly as  i can in

hopes of longevity

what risk can  I take now

what hope here do i have among the sea

but to realize, there was never any land

I should burn brightly

i should burn brightly

fiercely

swimmingly along this sea

for what is it to   drift at seas for an

eternity as a dim dim light

MJ 2012 audio piece





truthtellin