Trym 2018

@youngburial
@familypet
@anobodyreally

me:
feels like im drowning and i cant breathe
the walls are caving in around me
i call out your name but you cant hear me
hold out my hands but i cant reach

fats'e:
i saw your face in a dream
staring blankly at me
and i cant let it go
cant you just let me be

me:
my gaze turns to the sky
as i fall backwards im
taken back to a time
when you were still with me

familypet:
I had a dream I was sinking at the bottom,
Wake up reach out and grab the bottle,
Drink a fifth just to stop my head from pounding,
In either state of mind I find myself drowning.
I really miss you now,
when I look out,
and see the ocean and the clouds,
smell the salt and hear the sounds,
I can almost hear your voice now.

fats'e:
leave my body out in the middle of nowhere
after im dead
so the vultures can pull me apart 
and i wont have this pain in my head

outro(familypet):
Emotional lies, 
in this pool I will die,
At the bottom I'll lie,
End my emotional life.

perfect nightmare w/ fats'e & familypet [prod ʎpoqou]

Artist
boiscry
IG/@boiscry
Twitter/@boiscry
<3/<3/<3
Producer
F U S I O N
Twitter/@prod_fusion

boiscry - última llamada(prod.fusion)

out alive (prod. shoelacebelt)

off my mixtape "Midas" coming soon

so i guess that is the way its bound to be now
losing your touch with me
now you saw a lot of ways you want to be now
don't see how thats good for me

lost a lot of friends but im okay now
at times we need to hurt to see
lost a lot of sleep im having dreams though
bout someone that i want to be

i will carry on, for me
i will carry on, you'll see

i guess i was butt of the joke
and i end up biting my throat
and i end up biting my throat
i guess i was butt of the joke
and i end up biting my throat

The Joke (prod. Derateo)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BW3nbMKpIsU

Existential ft. killstation (prod. killstation) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

mixed / mastered by lil narnia

wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when theres nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do
every second awake
every step that I take
is another one back
hoping one day you'll ask
if I'm okay
i'll tell you everything if you care to know
what its like in this hell
hoping your doing well
so numb I cannot feel
anything but this guilt inside of me
blame myself for things I can't change
all because of you
I love the way that you fucked me
hate every something that we could have been
again and again and again and again
why can't you just love me for who I am
why am I always so fucking upset
all of my pain and my love is the same
it comes from a place with no one else to blame
other than me its all self inflected
wounds that bleed inside and no one can see
self destruction is such a beautiful thing
how does it feel to watch me suffering
how does it feel to watch me suffering while i'm
wishing you well
even though you're with someone else
and nothing but the numbness helps
when there nothing to do
stuck in my room with these thoughts of you
wishing you well
even though now you're someone else
couldn't tell you how it felt
how much it hurts seeing you
so different now its what distance will do

baby i'm wishing you well
scratching the walls in my cell
the clarity rings like a bell
if only i could say farewell
to the winds that carry me
into the shadows that follow me
they will treat you well
don't forget to carry me
in your heart 
feed my body to my enemies

self destruction (feat. LOCAL ZERO) [prod. Charlie Shuffler]

no samples

@carsonconner

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now

I been staring at the sky till morning 
Connecting stars like dots to see your face 
really I'm just sinking in a sailors grave 
They acting like they know me so I hide away

Like where the fuck were you when I was down and out
Fucked up every day blacking myself out  
If you really loved me you would cut me down
Help me count the rings and then kick me out

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now
x2

problems w/ carsonconner

watch me bleed out

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjU1z2PbKtA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjU1z2PbKtA

mixed by prettyheartbrake 

art by sympathy dropout

love casualties (prod. Charlie Shuffler) VIDEO IN BIO :)

@93feetofsmoke

i’m sorry that i always start shit
sorry that i seem so heartless
sorry i bled on the carpet
and sleep all day in your apartment
sorry, i’m sorry
(i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry)
sorry feels so empty now
(i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry)
sorry, i’m sorry
sorry, i feel so helpless now
i know you want someone i can’t be
you’ll always be someone i can’t please
sorry, i’m sorry i’m sorry
i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry

taste of these chemical veins
my intuition is lifted whenever i hit it or sip it
i got it, i get it till i am forgetting my name
what’s death but an option
i’m shit like my posture
feel like an imposter
live life like a monster
just sad that i lost her
now drown in the pain
of these chemical veins

See you down 
The bottom of barrels
I'm fishing in

Stomp me out 
Toss me like roaches 
Into the wind

At night the devil start speaking
Sews hate in my heart til I'm heated
I pull on the seams just to breathe in
Still pushing down urges still fiending

Float away
Into the clouds
Created by bullets

Throw away 
All of my feelings 
My brain says they're useless

Feel like my friends think I'm stupid
Nothin got good I'm not clueless 
Keep my eyes low in my hoodie 
Intuition left me bloody

taste of these chemical veins
my intuition is lifted whenever i hit it or sip it
i got it, i get it til i am forgetting my name
what’s death but an option
i’m shit like my posture
feel like an imposter
live life like a monster
just sad that i lost her
now drown in the pain
of these chemical veins

taste of these chemical veins
my intuition is lifted whenever i hit it or sip it
i got it, i get it til i am forgetting my name
what’s death but an option
i’m shit like my posture
feel like an imposter
live life like a monster
just sad that i lost her
now drown in the pain
of these chemical veins

chemical veins ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE

come back (feat. Nyanners & Saphir)[prod. slidinmoon & crystal]

It's the same thing time and time again.
Put my life on the line to find a means to an end.
It's all in my mind, it's all in my head.
Should I still be alive or am I better off dead?

We dont gotta live, I think we all gotta try.
we ride through the night whether we live or we die,
it's all in our  heads, It's all in our minds.
We live in the dark just so we can see the light.

I get the feeling that there's noone watching me,
I hear whispers I feel something's calling me.
"You're all I need,
If anything.
Remember me
Remember me..."

A slave to the blood that I release with my knife.
I keep turning away, until there's nothing in sight.
feels like there's nothing inside, and so I swallow my pride.
But that can't just subside the hunger I have of time.

It's the price that we pay, that measures all our success.
Trust me, I've seen it all, so I know what to expect.
How the fuck can you give, what you can't even accept.
Don't look into my eyes, unless you're ready for death.

I get the feeling that there's noone watching me.
I hear whispers I feel somethings calling me.
"You're all I need,
If anything.
Remember me
Remember me..."

Remember (Prod. Purpdogg)

miss u haven't met u tho

mixed by MIRSY
mastered by lil narnia

LYRICS:
I see them pushing you over now
no one's around, not a single sound
I won't let you cry
I can't help thinking my heads a mess
I'm feeling weak and i'm sleeping less
I won't let you die

Do you like me?
It's hard to think that I could like me too
Do you like me?

Maybe if you listened to me
you could see it from my point of view,
but instead you mean nothing to me.

Im feeling withered away
Im stuck and decayed
my soul feels empty
Im feeling the days passing by
have no life in my eyes
the night is ending

I see them pushing you over now
no one's around, not a single sound
I won't let you cry
I can't help thinking my heads a mess
I'm feeling weak and I'm sleeping less
I won't let you die

Thoughts I've Kept Inside

Not A Sound

not a sound (prod. csysyk)

cover by RDcreate and matt ploeger

Lyrics:
(4am driving down the coast
tellin me that i do the most
now im finally back home, lookin at the..)

Sunlight drippin thru the windowsill
sitting in my room all in my feels
just tryna get number, tryna get these numbers
G-stars, no levis
outerspace, countin green guys
its the same ol story
fuck the fame i want the glory
he talkin down and it get gory
she kinda fire but she bore me
and bby im sorry but i dont plan on falling

white dress and a all white staircase
pink grapes in my glass make me fade away
hair dyed and im looking like a painting
and ur eyes show me all u wanna say is 

u can have me all and i dont care jus where we end up
u can have me all lemme make u sing just like an opera

Opera(Prod By Slight)

Tracy ft. Swan Lingo - Once Was (Prod. YAWNS, fish narc)

MASTERED  BY:
@aline

LYRICS:

keep me happy like the drugs in my pocket (i got drugs)
bitches love it im all about my profit (yah)
they be claiming that they real but they false prophets (nah)
imma die real soon i cant stop it (imma die)
she be acting like a good girl out in public (ya)
and i love it
tell that bitch to suck it (gimme head)
they be claiming that they real but they false profits
imma die real soon i cant stop it (yeah)

imm die real soon
on my snapchat
hide u with me
like the drugs 
in my backpack
good taste
long hair i had to bag 
that
if we beefin imma shoot like im in baghdad
imma fuck a girl at the hotel
heard she taken i better not let that hoe tell
if she do then imma shoot
that boy like oh well

keep me happy like the drugs in my pocket (i got drugs)
bitches love it im all about my profit (yah)
they be claiming that they real but they false profits (nah)
imma die real soon i cant stop it (imma die)
she be acting like a good girl out in public (ya)
and i love it
tell that bitch to suck it (gimme head)
they be claiming that they real but they false profits
imma die real soon i cant stop it (yeah)

keep me happy like the drugs in my pocket (i got drugs)
bitches love it im all about my profit (yah)
they be claiming that they real but they false profits (nah)
imma die real soon i cant stop it (imma die)
she be acting like a good girl out in public (ya)
and i love it
tell that bitch to suck it (gimme head)
they be claiming that they real but they false profits
imma die real soon i cant stop it (yeah)

kid trash - gelbooru *prod @kidtrashpop*

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