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i feel like i care too much.
pic cred: taboodolly on ig

YKWIM? - YOT CLUB

I do not own this song, its just a re-upload.

Surf Curse ~ Freaks

your favorite dress (w/ Lil Tracy)

505 - arctic monkeys

Bad Habits- Steve Lacy(Slighty Sped up)I Wish I Knew You Wanted Me

I do it over and over again - in my head

lil peep blonde boy fantasy (lost version, without pollari)

oh nein

Who Really Cares: 

An album about Sex 
Or lack thereof 
And its consequences 
Or lack thereof

Music and Lyrics by Brad Petering 

Mixing and Mastering by Jason Wyman 

Additional Vocals from Amber Quintero and Maddie "Acid" Keaton 

"Cigarettes out the Window" and "For You" feature Frankie Cosmos samples, used with her permission. 

"Not Allowed" features samples from The Yeastie Girlz's "Ovary Action" 7 inch. Used with permission from the Girlz. 

The cover art is a slightly altered photograph taken by George M. Hester. Used with his permission. 

The liner note image with two people on a bed is a slightly altered photograph taken by the late M. Richard Kirstel. Used with permission from his family. 

As a friend once said: Thanks for yr ears
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Cigarettes Out The Window

nineteen (prod. smokeasac)

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Jake Hill - Help (Prod. GHXST)

Dark Red

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Jake Hill & Josh A - Suicidal Thoughts

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Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread
x2

sometimes I feel like im dying
sometimes I feel already dead

I got an obsession
perceptions kinda messing
with my head

I wake up in a daze
don't even keep track of days
I got a problem with myself
but I know I'll be ok

I got a lot of pressure built
hope I don't crack the foundation

I think its maybe time for me
to change the location

I don't know what I'm doing
usually I'm just pacing

and wondering if 
everything I want is worth chasing

damn, 
3 AM and I'm wide awake

nothing changes pack it up
and just drive away

sick and tired of
this every day hide away

this every day hide away

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread
x2

I'm hanging by a thread
Pulled it from my pocket

I know I say it all the time
but I don't ever plan on stopping

No matter the circumstance
I'm battered it's worth a chance

I bet I'll be better tomorrow
I'm done with the sorrows
Damn

Wasting all this time stressed
about whats out of my control

life is a journey the best thing
you can do it ride it slow

the highs and lows will
come and go you better 
buckle up

been a minute in the slumber
i finally toughened up but

damn, 
3 AM and I'm wide awake

nothing changes pack it up
and just drive away

sick and tired of
this every day hide away

this every day hide away

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread

Maybe I been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy
lately but I stay alive

come take a dive
inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread
x2

Jake Hill - Stay (Prod. Cxdy)

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

prod. @plurbs

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Said I don't fuck with no bitch,
Ain't got the time for it show love from the distance,
Come from the sticks,
Rolled blunts then I quit,
Now it's fuck everything make songs when I think I can't handle much of this shit,
Write it up for the ones who da struggled to fit in,
Don't be the victim,
You could break free fuck everything they say pains gone in an instant,
Swear that loves been a trip,
Can't trust a motha fucka with your heart they gone rip it,
Stomp on it split it,
Give it right back while you crying just to say they so sorry they did it,
And I don't fuck with this shit,
Maybe I just wasn't made for the world that we live in,
King of the misfits,
Fuck it if you feel this then yal motha fuckas get the struggle I'm living ay

(Verse)
Pissed annoyed,
But nobody really gets the point,
I'm so tired fuckin listen once in your life,
Cut ties fuck a friendship voices gone fight in my mind just to fill the void,
Oh my your lies thinking I can't tell,
To my surprise realizing how much I don't mean a thing,
I won't keep the ring,
And don't speak fuckin leave me be

Everywhere I go I can't seem to get you out my head,
Wishin I could but this time I can't,
Make me think it's better if I end up dead,
Swear that sometimes that this lifes not fair

(Chorus)
Said I don't fuck with no bitch,
Ain't got the time for it show love from the distance,
Come from the sticks,
Rolled blunts then I quit,
Now it's fuck everything make songs when I think I can't handle much of this shit,
Write it up for the ones who da struggled to fit in,
Don't be the victim,
You could break free fuck everything they say pains gone in an instant,
Swear that loves been a trip,
Can't trust a motha fucka with your heart they gone rip it,
Stomp on it split it,
Give it right back while you crying just to say they so sorry they did it,
And I don't fuck with this shit,
Maybe I just wasn't made for the world that we live in,
King of the misfits,
Fuck it if you feel this then yal motha fuckas get the struggle I'm living ay

Everywhere I go I can't seem to get you out my head,
Wishin I could but this time I can't,
Make me think it's better if I end up dead,
Swear that sometimes that this lifes not fair

heart broken (prod. PLURBS)

prod. @gonetoofar

Lyrics

(Hook)
Life sucks Goddammit why the fuck I stay,
Five cuts dripping blood why I be this way,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change,
Why drugs why anything that's not safe,
Why love when the trust just seems to break,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change

(Verse)
Wake up but she start to wish she never would,
Wanna leave this world but she never could,
Taped up cuts but they still bleeding through,
Make-up cover up all the skin she bruise,
Say nothing don't talk to anyone around,
What a world it is with all the things you do,
She'll just stare into space,
No one cares if it's okay,
And if by chance she live she say,
Maybe one day I'll change

five cuts (prod. toofargone)

Don't Forget (to Forget Me) - @coaastgxd
Produced by @station666
Engineered, MIxed, and Mastered by Eddy Vocals @ lyrics studio
Photo by @haloblaack

lyrics
Lay me down in a grave all alone,
With the things that I've said and the bones that I broke,
Laying low,
I don't pick up my phone,
I'm coming undone from the hurt I call home,
Lay me down in the dark on my own,
On a bed made of nails and a heart made of stone,
I'll fade away if you let me,
Please don't forget to forget me.

I'm so tired but I can't sleep,
All these nightmares haunting me,
I'm so tired but I can't sleep, 
All these nightmares haunting me

Lay me down in a grave all alone,
With the things that I've said and the bones that I broke,
Laying low,
I don't pick up my phone,
I'm coming undone from the hurt I call home,
Lay me down in the dark on my own,
On a bed made of nails and a heart made of stone,
I'll fade away if you let me,
Please don't forget to forget me.

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