and im like 
baby would u let me in
if i didn’t have no where to go
all the thoughts are in my head again
sometimes i think im better off alone
do u miss me when the walls cave in?
or are u doing better on ur own
do u think of me now and then?
or are u glad that u let me go

if i cant tell what it’s for
is it really worth fighting for
if u never walked out that door
i think i would still need u more
when i fell, hit the wall 
at that party at ur best friends house
did u know? i loved u more
because u took the time to nurse me up

im forever in ur debt
im better off dead
i still remember what u said to me
the waters to my chest
wish u were in my bed
but that’s not how life seems to be
but i can’t ever fret
ur better than the next
and i take responsibility 
im doing my best
taking all the steps
that they see i need to take to get clean

baby would u let me in
if i didn’t have no where to go
all the thoughts are in my head again
sometimes i think im better off alone
do u miss me when the walls cave in?
or are u doing better on ur own
do u think of me now and then?
or are u glad that u let me go

let me in

with @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @jolst and @sshinju

lyrics

noooo
here i go
i only think about u now when im alone
i cant wait to go home and just smoke
see my eyes blood red like a rose  
blue pill red pills what i chose
all this time i might still go ghost
the affections really what i miss most
but its hurts to know it wasnt real at all

veins

i spent the new year throwing up in a kitchen sink 
with my eyes blood red and this rage it fills my head
i'm lashing out, barbarian, there's lightning out my cornea 
sparks and hits the walls and we got burn it out in flames
but the blood that's running thru me isn't human in these veins
and it's charred and made of ember but the spirit still remains
i swear that ash is compensating for all the shit I lost to pain
i don't mind tho
watch the time go
i can't even write a song without my eyes closed
watch me go
woah rolling up
gonna pour another cup 
won't take no shit from no broke ass cunt
when ur jaw locks up
and ur time runs up
when u play that song
man u break my heart

blood red w/ betweentheveinsandi (prod shinju + jolst)

@yyuskee @shatter3d @angelino1k @177p

@neohnq
it seems like evrytime that i -
see u ye my head starts spinnin
dont wna live dont wna die
u never listen
i dont caree what u think bout me
but its not fair that ur there
u should be w me
aaaaAAAaaaaAaa
so dont go n put all ur trust in me
i gave in reluctantly
ill give in regardless
but ur so goddamn heartless
just tell me
ill fight ye i wont flee
i think that ur the one
thats not the one for me

@yyuskee
i bottle up my feelings
so u can never see it
I think i need sum healin
from all this pain im feelin
dUNo what 2 believe in
i dont know what im seeing
my visions slowly fading
i face it all up on my own
girl call me i wont pick the phone
my heart went cold so I can cope
I dont know where did I go wrng
idk where to go
ur the one that i been missing
u can tell me anything ill be there for u to listen
got u stuck inside my head, words i never said
wish ud understand, ur not the one for me

for me

for me ft yuske (shatter3d x angelino x 177p)

Stream

On Go

clay hands + spiegelmann (taymxru)

lyrics:

your just somebody that i used to know 
now i’m lonely and i’m so alone
i guess i gotta do it on my own
lately i’ve been feeling like a ghost 

tear my heart out and watch me bleed 
i see your footsteps as you leave 
just let me cry just let me be 
it’s hard to pretend 
when you don’t believe 
look in my eyes  
you can tell that i tried 
i wish i could take back all of the lies 
i really thought that our love wouldn’t die 
i knew it was over when you didn’t reply 

your just somebody that i used to know 
now i’m lonely and i’m so alone
i guess i gotta do it on my own
lately i’ve been feeling like a ghost

https://soundcloud.com/violetxx9

that part where dustin and suzie are singing together in stranger things remix

angst2

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