song for that one extrovert, gosh i hate u.

i'm jealous

sadkidz

felt the back pocket for my phone C Gm F
i don't think i should be alone Dm G C
 .. but they're all livin in.. different timezones
seems like they've each found their homes

i'm running out of options
 making bad decisions
and i hate your lies but .. silence scares me
(so i say make) yourself at home

so we  watched the sunset Am
Planned to stay for the sunrise Em
waltzed in the moonlight
like lovers in a school dance  CMaj7
called it truce for the night Am
we know who'd lose if we fight Em
won't catch me crying F
dancing with my shadow tonight Fm

dancing to the silence
tryna keep a balance
of what’s real and what’s not, life’s one crazy ride
could shut you off but welcome home

yprovoke all my emotions
put all my fears in motion
and i hate you so much, as much as i love you
so i say make yourself at home

so we  watched the sunset Am ///F
Planned to stay for the sunrise Em ////Fm
waltzed in the moonlight CMaj7 ///// Am
like lovers in a school dance F ///A7
called it truce for the night Am
we know who'd lose if we fight Em
won't catch me crying F
dancing with my shadow tonight Fm

warm concrete
dim lights from
 the vending machine
no one’s in this scene
but i’m not lonely
virtually
familiar routine
goteveryone that i need
right here tonight

so we  watched the sunset Am
Planned to stay for the sunrise Em
waltzed in the moonlight CMaj7
like lovers in a school dance F
called it truce for the night Am
we know who'd lose if we fight Em
won't catch me crying F
dancing with my shadow tonight Fm

dancing tonight

cause the last time we met you said that you'd miss me but i know you said that so that i won't stop thinking bout you🤡

unlisted vids on utub:
libra - https://youtu.be/eG_RBYbqdWM

Libra

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday
Ever day's the same day
All the same things again and again
Thursday, Friday, Saturday
The weekends partying
Who am I kidding ain't got no friends

Pre-chorus:
And I'd always say that I'd rather chill
Between these bedroom walls
But at times I get sad
Thinking bout the world that's out there
With you in it making everything better

Chorus:
Cause in my life nothing really happens but you, but you
And in my life nothing really happens but you, but you
So please just stay, another day,
No please don't go cause we all know that
In my life nothing really happens but you, but you
So stay

Brushing my teeth at eight
Falling asleep at twelve
A Saturday night date with my bed
Staying in school till late
Gold medals up my shelf
Nah just kidding school was a mess

Pre-chorus:
And I'd always say that I'd rather chill
Between these bedroom walls
But at times I get sad
Thinking bout the world that's out there
With you in it making everything better

Chorus:
Cause in my life nothing really happens but you, but you
And in my life nothing really happens but you, but you
So please just stay, another day,
No please don't go cause we all know that
In my life nothing really happens but you, but you
So stay

Nothing Much

Sugar Rush

i'm losing clarity
can't hear you properly 
raise your voice 
why d'you seem lost 
i'm right in front of you

what are you going through?
these days i have no clue 
though i'm staring at you 
i can't see through 
you gotta say it babe

don't hesitate
cross my heart i'll stay
through it all i swear

baby

tonight i'll lend an ear so close your eyes and tell

tell me all your favorites in one go 
tell me all the secrets you never show
tell me all of you
tell me who lights up your darkest nights
tell me all the stars up in your sky 
tell me you'll be fine

don't have to laugh when you don't wanna smile
no you don't have to cover up with the same lame excuses
bein indifferent, stayin in the gray
playing it safe but you're losing yourself

don't have to sugar coat your good intentions
don't nod along when you don't think so
no apologies, misunderstandings
i'm all ears for you

don't hesitate
cross my heart i'll stay
through it all i swear

baby

tonight i'll lend an ear so close your eyes and tell

tell me all your favorites in one go
tell me all the secrets you never show
tell me all of you
tell me who lights up your darkest nights
tell me all the stars up in your sky
tell me you'll be fine

Tell Me All Your Favorites In One Go

i wish i was informed about existential crisis and the sort when i was making plans as a kid.

tamy