lyrics:

it's so embarrassing
i'm so careful in front of the camera lens
oh, what if i just give them something to laugh about?
and i'm always imagining
the worst case scenario to happen
i can't say the wrong thing if i don't open my mouth

i learned my lesson
and by now
i know not to throw stones
from a glass house
if only i knew then what i know now
and oh, they make me question
my choices
they all made you disappointed
and i would help myself if i knew how

but it's hard to swallow pride
when they all want to watch me choke
what once was light
no longer glows
and it feels like
i'm the punchline to all their jokes
twisting every word i spoke
it's not true, i know
but I can't let the feeling go

i found a bullet wound
in my foot again
i'm the one
with the bloody hands
i'm the victim
and the suspect
never let my guard down in public
and i
looked on the bright side you told me to find
i didn't see anything i liked
no, i can't fail if i don't try

but it's hard to swallow pride
when they all want to watch me choke
what once was light
no longer glows
and it feels like
i'm the punchline to all their jokes
twisting every word i spoke
it's not true, i know
but I can't let the feeling go

i can't afford to make mistakes
they're watching every move i make
yeah i rehearse the words i say
so many times
i backspaced a cry for help
that's all typed out in lowercase
i told myself i'd try to change
so many times
so many times

i learned my lesson
and by now
i know not to throw stones
from a glass house
if only i knew then what I know now
oh, they make me question
my choices
they all made you disappointed
and i would help myself if i knew how

but it's hard to swallow pride
when they all want to watch me choke
what once was light
no longer glows
and it feels like
i'm the punchline to all their jokes
twisting every word i spoke
it's not true, i know
but i can't let the feeling go
but i can't let the feeling go
i can't let the feeling-

lights, camera, action

punchline

chasing luma & dabl - trainwreck

lyrics:
Better as a concept
Yeah, I was an option you tried on
Now I’m somewhere in the back of your closet
I’m sewn into a pocket
You don’t put your hands in
I’m your little project
Another one you abandoned
But I don’t understand why it took you so long
To be honest
This isn’t what you wanted

So go ahead, do your worst
(Don’t make this complicated)
She calls me so many things
But never hers
I can’t keep up with how fast 
Her mind is changing
A train of thought off the rails 
That’s going full speed
All aboard everybody except for me

Tell me what you wanted
No, string me along
Rip the cord when you’re gone
Baby I’m not your little puppet
You try to keep me an option
But sleep on the promise
Oh, it’s why you love it
You got me stuck in a daydream
I don’t wanna be in
Lay me in a coffin
And padlock it
And finish what you started

So go ahead, do your worst
(Don’t make this complicated)
She calls me so many things
But never hers
I can’t keep up with how fast 
Her mind is changing
A train of thought off the rails 
That’s going full speed
All aboard everybody except

For the only one who kept you on your tracks
I gave the benefit of every doubt I ever had
It’s too little and too late
Saying sorry never changed anything
So don’t come crawling back to me

Oh my forgiveness, you won’t get it
You made your bed so go sleep in it

So go ahead, do your worst
(Don’t make this complicated)
She calls me so many things
But never hers
I can’t keep up with how fast 
Her mind is changing
A train of thought off the rails 
That’s going full speed
All aboard everybody except for me

trainwreck

Living Like This

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