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AOL Featuring @itsris-139971047

Lyrics:
[BLAxKE]
Yeah you're never coming back yeah
Yeah you're never coming back yeah

I know you're never coming back to me old friend
Thought you were the one for me
But you weren't in the end

I just miss the old days
Hanging with your old self
Don't know where you're at now
But I hope you're all well
Falling under your spell
Starting to feel unwell
Looking back to when I fell
Kicking back on AOL

I just miss the old days
Hanging with your old self
Don't know where you're at now
But I hope you're all well
Falling under your spell
Starting to feel unwell
Looking back to when I fell
Kicking back on AOL

[ItsRis]
I'm doing just fine
Nothing bad has happened
Yet, I've been thinking about you
Nothing more or less
Wonder how you've been doing ever since I left
Since there's so many things I haven't told you yet
I made some bad decisions
I just need you to listen
I take back all I said
Can we try again

[BLAxKE & ItsRis]
I just miss the old days
Hanging with your old self
Don't know where you're at now
But I hope you're all well
Falling under your spell
Starting to feel unwell
Looking back to when I fell
Kicking back on AOL

I just miss the old days
Hanging with your old self
Don't know where you're at now
But I hope you're all well
Falling under your spell
Starting to feel unwell
Looking back to when I fell
Kicking back on AOL

AOL (ft. ItsRis)

Missing Calls W/Shvde,Ris (oshn?)

prod. UNLUCKY

remy:
I have been told that one day I can do whatever I want
what they don’t know is that I lied 
I said I'm fine but I'm not 
she left me in the corner of my room
her smell is still there but she left me all alone
said one day we’ll meet again
she said one day but never came 
M.I.A. me without a warning 
but I'm waiting till she comes back home 
how long has it been I lost count since the first date
I’m still here waiting for the text from someone who ghosted me

how could I live without you
I want you to be happier 
it’s time for me to let go
at least I know your true color 
I can’t imagine how much you meant to me 
you said we’ll be together
but it was just memories

iris:
Believe me when i say it wasn't worth it
Thought it was a blessing but i ended up cursed
Cuz i miss you, and things just weren’t looking up for me
You kept my sweaters and i think thats really lovely

Said we’d meet again, but truth be told, i didn’t mean it
The fire died down and i was too weak to feed it,
Confrontation made me sick with anxiety,
Thank god it’s all just memories

Blame me all you want, but i lost too much sleep 
I know ive been gone
But i hate being alone, so keep waiting for me to come home

one day we'll meet again w/ irisgardnn

https://open.spotify.com/track/1ZQA5ZCgLILSYG3PwKU5HI?si=c8369bf1ed204020

@anti-light

[lyrics]
Now you're calling my phone
Just to say that I'm a loser
Okay? (okay)
Now you're calling my phone
Just to shit on me for not wanting to lose you

When I was falling and I bled
You left me with the voices in my head
And when you said we'd be forever
I didn't think you'd mean by torture

I'll still love you forever
I don't care what you did
Under your spell
I don't care that I'm living in agony
Vision might be blurry but I'm seeing in HD

Oh wow
You hate me?
How did we go from lovers to enemies
Oh wow
You can let me be?
Laughed me in my face as you stabbed me

You think you’re better off alone
In a blink now a ghost within my phone
One thing that I know I can’t control
Is my desire to pursue what makes me whole
Your actions speak to me louder than you screaming at my soul
Hurt me so bad I couldn’t tell you how I feel with just my words

Now you're calling my phone
Just to say that I'm a loser
Okay? (okay)
Now you're calling my phone
Just to shit on me for not wanting to lose you

When I was falling and I bled
You left me with the voices in my head
And when you said we'd be forever
I didn't think you'd mean by torture

Now you're calling my phone
Just to say that I'm a loser
Okay? (okay)
Now you're calling my phone
Just to shit on me for not wanting to lose you

L0S3R++ ft Anti-Light (aki)

Feat: @babypuppy000 + @ki2k + @irisgardnn
Produced by @ki2k and @babypuppy000
Mixed by @ki2k
Creative Director: @yungkickflip

©P.O.A (Pimped Out Artists)
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lyrics:

upload, go wait, refresh, no comments
transmit, ill fate, excess, its progress
new post, misfire, you choke, they spit

upload, then wait, refresh, bot comment

ay, i'm thinkin bout takin a selfie
nvm maybe ill just sit in the background 
im not very photogenic
or at least i think so
all my friends told me that it's fine
but i have doubts
and i wanna tell u it aint ur fault
i was on the internet at too young
so please be patient with me
so please be patie-

all of my life tried to live up to these standards
done with stereotypes, but now i gotta worry bout cam'ras
 searching up the trends, copying my friends
just so i can look presentable
there's no complications as long as theres validation

*photogenic (babypuppy + ki2k + irisgardnn)

old song but nvr uploaded
lyrics
yeah u got me
u can say that u love him but he's not me
u can say that ur happy with no talking
but that's not true
and i can say that i love her but shes not u
we both know
this aint a perfect world
and u can tell me no
you'll come back to me girl
we kept it on the low
still bought u diamond pearls
u said that u dont know
i guess i'll finally learn
u turned so fake
now what happens when u miss me but it's too late
now what happens when ur world turns so grey
and this music shit is starting to go so great
im going mental
u dont know nothin bout me, what i been through
and it hurts me that ur fucking with me still
and ur saying that i lied but i only kept it real
and u made me wanna die yeah u made wanna kill
but i want u back
long nights that we had got me so attached
scented candle with the rose
u went so fake
i really do miss u
i wanna kiss u
but it's too late
know u got me
u can say that u love him but he's not me
and u can say that ur happy with no talking
but that's not true
and i can say that i love her but she's not u
x2
iris :
i got you
but i finally realize that i dont want you
wanna walk out your life
but somethings keeping me tied
same love, new night
no trust, same fight
all bark, no bite
what are you trying to tell me when you
want me back,
buy me things that won't ever make me
re-attach,
so im fake, whats that look on your face
we've been over this, things with him are loveless
it meant nothing to me, baby why cant you see
that its not me thats the problem
if you and her wanna be, the one with you, i mean,
just ask me not to stall you
i got you
hes not you
im not happy,
baby do whatever makes you happy
back to hook :
x3

so fake (feat. irisgardnn)

credit: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=spr3Itwufek
Produced by M44rtine.
Mixed by M44rtine.

Playboi Carti - WASSUP/RATCHET ft. Lil Baby

prod. Saky Ayumu

Lyrics:
How’d you been 
I’ve been doing better lately
thinking about you 
24/7 baby 
I’ve been up all night 
cause I don’t think twice
gave you my heart
then you go ahead and break it
drank too much throwing up in the backseat 
take me back to our home where you kiss me
lie to my face said that was a drunk text

it really means nothing to you at all 
you lied to me but I’m the one who cried on the floor
I better quit before I dig deep
but I don’t listen 
no
I told myself that it would heal quick
and that’s just how things go

How’d you been 
I’ve been doing better lately
thinking about you 
24/7 baby 
I’ve been up all night 
cause I don’t think twice
gave you my heart
then you go ahead and break it
drank too much throwing up in the backseat 
take me back to our home where you kiss me
lie to my face said that was a drunk text

I’ve been down 
I’ve been up
everything I do is for the two of us
and I’m not so proud
when you cry real loud
I can’t stop this feeling inside 
gotta get it out someway 
or somehow
even if it kills me 
right now
down another bottle but the pain won’t stop
got into another fight
even if I get dropped

yeah
said you used to love me
it was 2020, I was crying past 3 
you should be the one gone 
not the one who moved on
I don’t wanna keep fighting back and forth
am I just a burden
or am I just not a person
I’ve been thinking about you 
every day and every night 
but it means nothing to you at all

drunk text

cream on top of it

Sing but HEAVENLY (556Kurumi x Jace! Combined) (FARMA REMIX)

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/2IAymjnNZHkl5N6ktpRWgz?si=a8e0b5217f3e4a7c
youtube - https://youtu.be/aeUWy2nciHk

The Perfect Pair (2hollis remix) - rlbeats *OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS*

prod. taymxru

lyrics:
do you believe in love
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you cry
why
you did it all the time 
why?
I’ll take you to the place the moon 
shine
brighter than the sky
and that’s the reason why

we have to let go
wake up from the dream we call “love”
hides behind the fact that I can’t live without you
and that’s the truth 
i hope that one day can fall in love again
after the rain we go

I don’t want to look back
or think about what we could’ve had
years of love that we had spent
but the rain kept pouring down
oh my love
oh my love
oh my love
my love
I can’t believe that we are done
oh my 
oh my

wasted half of my life online
spent thousands of dollars on things I don’t like
I don’t really know why I do what I did 
I dated a girl but she left me for him 
I’m just a burden
not even worth a person
Although my life was cut short
My heart remains imprisoned 

I’m on the edge of the cliff 
Got a call from her saying that 
Good luck good byes
It’s time for me to fly
And be free with you 
And after the rain, we go

wasted half my life online

iris / 19 / she/her
─────────•~ 	❤️ ~•──────────
just having fun

so fake (feat. irisgardnn)

yomi

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