upset w/ cute club, swazy, dylan longworth, pupdates (plxce)

Yeah
Ugh
How the hell do I tell what's right from wrong
It always seems like everyone got it put together oh
I don't think I care enough to get on
At this point I hate making every song
Honestly it don't bring me peace anymore
I reminisce when I was sleeping on the floor with my dad
Wanted everything it never mattered what I couldn't have
Now my vision distorted and I been heading down the wrong path
I was supposed to learn from my mistakes now I might crash
Why the fuck do I keep breaking down
I think I really fucking hate me now
I'm closer to the end
Can anybody somebody just hear me out
No who
Don't ask me how I'm doing
When everything gets rough I'm holding on
I aint really that tough I aint really that strong
Its my fucking life I ruined
I don't wanna get into it oh
Lately I'm the clown or I'm the pawn everyday I'm feeling stupid oh

I give advice to everyone but never take my own
I got problems on problems I guess you can say I'm grown
And I wonder how they'll feel when I'm dead and I'm gone
Tell my mom plant a tree when its time
I don't wanna tombstone
I don't want nobody crying
I don't wanna do wrong
I just wanna make it right
I sit at this laptop
Complaining about my spot
But I know that there's others that don't got it like I got
Used to put it on my mother one day I would pop
If you ask me now Ill tell you ima stop
Its not the same as before
Cause I don't want it like I did anymore
I don't see the point tell me what its for
I cant go one day being sober
This my dream and I think its over
Oh its over

overU

overU [p. silver + august]

prod veil

lyrics
i cant deal with the grief
ur head on me all i need
like a zombie rest in peace
but somehow u just keep coming back
just like a sickness u give me attacks
just like an addict i wanted u bad
treat me like something that i just cant have
but tell me why all of ur friends keep on 

texting me
but im dying not a zombie
fuck what u wanted to be
u just want me
cant deal with all of the grief
that is on my back
u got me so sad
i just cant live up everything u done for me
but im rich now 
ur boys look up to me
said im a dick now
ur words filled with jealousy
but i cant give up
always where i wanted to be

swear ive been better
im done with the holding my tears
since my eyes just get wetter
mood changes faster than weather
things running all through my mind 
like i wont ever get her

cause im dying not a zombie
u like to judge but u never just ask me
when we break up u said that you will slap me
people always say that ill never do better than that

zombie

everything bad always has to happen (p. buhguul)

paris (the 1975 cover)

@kingtheta

lyrics:
i’m falling apart, to get on my feet
the tide is too strong and it keeps pulling me
too cold in the winter, you can hold me
i’m scared for the day that we’ll lose everything (everything)

can i be better than what i am?
i wanna be your shoulder, i wanna be your hand
day after day, i push you away
i don’t want to hurt you, i don’t want a teary face

the pictures not perfect, this isn’t worth it
run away, run away
the pictures not perfect, this isn’t worth it
run away, run away

can i be better than what i am?
i wanna be your shoulder, i wanna be your hand
day after day, i push you away
i don’t want to hurt you, i don’t want a teary face

can i be better than what i am?
i wanna be your shoulder, i wanna be your hand
day after day, i push you away
i don’t want to hurt you, i don’t want a teary face

can i be better? (Prod. by King Theta)

@55depths
@knights-ofren
@bleakboi

video:
https://youtu.be/cN5QpM7GYGw

track from the EP:
"what i asked for"

lyrics:
(dth)
and now they're saying talks cheap
but you ain't hearing that from me now
and now they're saying talks cheap
but you ain't hearing that from me now
and now they're sayin

and now they're sayin i'm losing it
a lack of passion a cause of it
back and forth all from me
as i'm cut left to bleed
i really think that i'm losing it
(so just)
keep your fucking mouth shut
dancing like a silver tongue
what's the truth without a little fun
you talk like you're the only one

(bleaky)
i've been walking empty
from the things that i lived
is that too much to ask for?
ion talk cheap no more
all the things she said to me
i can't comprehend
is that the end of me? 
i don't understand

and when i talk with u 
i thought of acting like im someone else 
i pick a book on the shelf 
i read it till death 
i read it till dawn 
i look at u and ur face turn red

(dth)
and now they're saying talks cheap
but you ain't hearing that from me now
and now they're saying talks cheap
but you ain't hearing that from me now
and now they're sayin

talk's cheap w/ bleaky (deathright + knightsofren)

produced by me

lyrics:
y'all wanna be me so bad but i already know
don't start with me i'm not into this shit i'll be hidden below
she let me hit might say fuck it and hit it again
i said shawty fuck it i think it depends
u said u wanted some bread i'll be making a toast
big gas on me would've thought that i stole it
u say u making some guap but i'm making the most
bitch i keep on stopping and stopping and going

i got a paper i'm keeping it rolling
u say that u wanna savor the moment
all of these bitches keep taking they shit but they don't even know i've been out in the open
got a bad lil bitch on facetime
we were just friends now my dick in her canines
i just be chopping at shit in the daylight 
homie been making some hits in the late night

she want my green like a fiend
ask for advice and i'll say that i'm never gon know what it means
i don't throw bands down for a lease
ran up a check in the function they fucking with me
bad chick playing with the tip like a stick shift
she ain't really fuckin with the shits so i ain't fuckin with it
i send 5 APs in a big clip
we ain't really gonna fold now ima hustle in it

somebody told me my ops wanna give me a kiss
mwah
going steady
wishing that i would be lacking but i never miss
hard to move forward ur holding me back
huh, lil bitch, go get a bag
i see u fumbling shit so i'm setting u up with a rag
u ain't really making no cash
i'm a drama baby but i can't be focused on the past
if u got some hate for me it's okay but i bet i'll match it

canines

featuring @b_murph
produced by michael harrison, ayoley, & autrioly

Preaching away
When you’re eastbound it’s rare to see snow and gray ends of the road
Hang up the feeling I’ve grown
And let it seep through the ghost

If I could reach you, I would send as many signs to take control
It’s not convenient, what I’m seeking is like nothing to your
Soul

My body’s peeling away, can’t call it day
Becoming stuck as a shadow of my old self
Locked in this window pane

You can’t
Describe
My body
No lines
Act out
No eyes
You might as well call me a prototype
Hanging down from your ceiling, you’re losing life
Artificial, I’m bugging to open eyes
Make it make sense, I’m dealing a poltergeist

You couldn’t shake me out if you wanted
Because I’m out of a home
All I’m seeing is chrome
But when it’s time to cave it in, my legs go slow
-
(@b_murph)
Cannot look the other way, 'cause then I'm staring at my ghost
Why are we all the way out here, I thought you knew which way to go
And if I look you in the eyes does that mean that I am a part of you?
I see my poltergeist, it's standing right beside you

So let's runaway
I know another place
Where we can hide, and watch the stars, and list all our mistakes
So why don't you just stay
I know I'm bout to go
My time is up and all I want is you to hold me close

And say how you love me, even if it ain't true
'Cause as the light leaves my eyes all I wanna see is you
And now I feel my body getting colder
As a ghost I'll watch over your shoulder
-
You couldn’t shake me out if you wanted
Because I’m out of a home
All I’m seeing is chrome
But when it’s time to cave it in, my legs go slow

Carve out a pitch to all the others getting out of hand
Cold sweats on the beach, my comforts in the sand
Place a bet over me, and argue till our ends meet
Ends meet

I can't deny
That I didn't say goodbye

spotify

prototype (ft. b murph)

[LYRICS]
you put me in overdrive 
i don’t want to waste the night 
and you keep cutting deep with those eyes 
and i keep losing sleep by your side 
can you breathe me in slow slow 
can you put on a show show 
cause you’re perfectly perfect 
and i’m perfectly imperfect 
don’t hesitate to put me back in my place 
youre wrapped around my waist 
and you deserve all the praise 

jealousy is slowly killin me 
i wanna be just like her
she’s a diamond im dirt 
she’s like the version of me 
the one that i couldn’t be 
now she’s under my arm 
i’m hoping i don’t break her heart 
and when the world is facing doom 
i wanna waste away with you

you put me in overdrive 
i don’t want to waste the night 
and you keep cutting deep with those eyes 
and i keep losing sleep by your side 
can you breathe me in slow slow 
can you put on a show show 
cause you’re perfectly perfect 
and i’m perfectly imperfect 
don’t hesitate to put me back in my place 
youre wrapped around my waist 
and you deserve all the praise

zombie

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