Dawn 5

Tsunami J. & Saphir - Phantom Dance (Prod. ERLAX)

Rivilin:

I know anxiety lives in me 
if I stay here will I lose my mind I think I've already passed that time
plagued by derealization feel like im looking through a fucking glass
feel like this ain't my body im just in a dream will death wake me up

these drugs no they don't mean shit when this body doesn't feel even real
can’t keep up a fucking job it feels like im just blessed with bad luck
try to explain it to someone but they don't understand
like why can't I be normal for a second so I can feel human

my body on this cold concrete no furniture fucking around
convinced these shadows on the walls are out for me till im in the ground
take a step back id like to realize that im ok it's just my perspective
It cus feels like im living in my skull like nothing is real and this is all a dream

till I take my life and I wake up, maybe then ill be happy in this place
my psychologist doesn't get it, no amount of therapy can change what I feel
I tell my mother that im ok, that im just going through a rough patch
this is my reality, ill fake a smile and say that im fine

floating above this city,
if I let go will I suddenly fall then can I wake up
to me, this place isn't pretty
I feel disgusted when I see myself suicide’s not enough

there's a constant battle in me
gravity has given in hear the wind roaring as I collide
with the concrete end it quickly 
my eyes snap open breathe heavy, every time I die I wake up

Coaastgxd:


Every time I die I wake up
Every time I die I…

This time I'm just fine running away
And I'd sell my soul just to better the days
I never get a hold of this, I throw it away
I never know what to say, I make the same old mistakes

I been playing in traffic with my emotions and 
I'm closer to a rope than I been in a fucking minute, oh
Every time I think I'm getting better, I end up fucking sendin'
Now I'm back to the motherfucking beginning tho

Can't sleep and I can't wake up
"Life's tough, get a helmet and, shit, man up"
I been stuck and I'm spinning my tires up in the mud
Going nowhere fast, The ash floating over the sun

Rivilin:

my body on this cold concrete no furniture fucking around
convinced these shadows on the walls are out for me till im in the ground
take a step back id like to realize that im ok it's just my perspective
It cus feels like im living in my skull like nothing is real and this is all a dream

till I take my life and I wake up, maybe then ill be happy in this place
my psychologist doesn't get it, no amount of therapy can change what I feel
I tell my mother that im ok, that im just going through a rough patch
this is my reality, ill fake a smile and say that im fine

floating above this city,
if I let go will I suddenly fall then can I wake up
to me, this place isn't pretty
I feel disgusted when I see myself suicide’s not enough

there's a constant battle in me
gravity has given in hear the wind roaring as I collide
with the concrete end it quickly 
my eyes snap open breathe heavy, every time I die I wake up

Scarlett FT. Coaastgxd

Tsunami J. & Pyrrhic - Dead Zone

Grim Salvo X Savage Ga$p - Why Do I Still Care?

Prod. by Vegard Veslelia

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Bones - D-19 (Prod. by Vegard Veslelia)

Tsunami J. & NOOSE - Godly

Enemies (interlude)

You Are Appreciated :)

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Tsunami J. & YCK & Walt - Echo

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/uQ1-QOlOdPA?si=TStVaWvvOPMMy3gt

TRUNK RATTLE (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

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lyrics:
(Giggle)
Computer, Start

Target acquired. Scanning parameters:
Dimensions: 38, 22, 38
Heart rate: Elevated
Previous casualties: 27

Aw, they're perfect!

Caution: Detecting emotional manipulation protocols
(What!?)
Subject exhibits patterns of high-risk behavior

WARNING!: Multiple red flags detected
WARNING!
WARNING!
WARNING!

WARNING!
She got a habit of leaving men without a -
WARNING!
Symptom of toxic love, wishing that I had a -
WARNING!
Watch as I self-destruct, guess I shoulda saw the -
WARNING!
Now I need a -
WARNING!
Just give me a -
WARNING!

She got a habit of leaving men without a -
WARNING!
Symptom of toxic love, wishing that I had a -
WARNING!
Watch as I self-destruct, guess I shoulda saw the -
WARNING!
Now I need a -
WARNING!
Just give me a -
WARNING!

Wasted time, I rotted up on the shelf, ya
By your side, I never felt like myself, like an
Accessory
Accessory
Accessory
Accessory

Give no signs before you commit the crime
Take my life and use it as a disguise, I'm an
Accessory
Accessory
Accessory
Accessory

You call my phone, I won’t pick up
The broken words are not enough
You call my phone and I won’t answer
I don’t need another cancer

You call my phone, I won’t pick up
The broken words are not enough
You call my phone and I won’t answer
I don’t need another cancer

WARNING!
She got a habit of leaving men without a -
WARNING!
Symptom of toxic love, wishing that I had a -
WARNING!
Watch as I self-destruct, guess I shoulda saw the -
WARNING!
Now I need a -
WARNING!
Just give me a -
WARNING!

She got a habit of leaving men without a -
WARNING!
Symptom of toxic love, wishing that I had a -
WARNING!
Watch as I self-destruct, guess I shoulda saw the -
WARNING!
Now I need a -
WARNING!
Just give me a -
WARNING!

Shimmy shimmy yo, shimmy shimmy yay, shimmy ai
Can you put it in reverse? Can you pop it like a 9?
I don’t sugarcoat a thing that I sing through this Apollo
Guess that there’s the reason that my words are hard to swallow

Broken teeth, broken hearts
Something I’m used to
Bite my tongue until it bleeds
Baby, like you used to

Treat me like an obstacle
Guess my love was optional
Stupid bitch don’t know that when I’m broken,
I’m unstoppable

Technicolor film, play the scene
My life be cinematic
I might cut this check for a bean
Because I’m problematic

Breathe the trail of smoke when you leave
I might just go nomadic
Now I’m just a ghost in the breeze
I guess I’m too dramatic

Shoot, baby, shoot
Like I’m begging you to
Baby, move, please move
I got nothing to lose

Choose, baby, choose
What are you gonna do?
Is it me or you?
Or this XLR noose?

WARNING!
She got a habit of leaving men without a -
WARNING!
Symptom of toxic love, wishing that I had a -
WARNING!
Watch as I self-destruct, guess I shoulda saw the -
WARNING!
Now I need a -
WARNING!
Just give me a -
WARNING!

She got a habit of leaving men without a -
WARNING!
Symptom of toxic love, wishing that I had a -
WARNING!
Watch as I self-destruct, guess I shoulda saw the -
WARNING!
Now I need a -
WARNING!
Just give me a -
WARNING!

ERROR! System malfunction
Mission Task: Unsuccessful
Ah! What the hell was that?

Analyzing damage:
Sir, your vitals—
Run it again!

ERROR! Unauthorized access detected
Emotional firewall: Breached
No! No!

(Giggle)
Silly boy, should have listened to the—
WARNING!

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