it was never like that
@prodbyjoshwa

strolling down rolling down 
my windows, blow smoke air it out
do u hear that whats that sound
we just riding downtown
looking for shit we never found
feeling stuck, feeling bound
guess we gotta go and 

walk away with u, that aint a new fact
say u love me but we know its never like that

looking for some love then u better go n find that
theres no way that im getting all my time back 

times i spent with u, it aint like that
im so fucking sick n tired of getting sidetracked
and i got my own time u cant even fight that
i cant be a model, i cant be a nice act

phone on dnd i cant deal with hell
i dont want u anymore dont hit my cell
i said fuck u hope u doing well
now its not no time for clues this aint show and tell

and im not one to look up to
so dont act like im above u
ive been dealing with this shit its enough to
feel like i did this all for none

sidetracked (joshwa)

@kawaisprite
prod by me :p
huge thank you to @hokoi @manmelter and @1mijaru
inspos are @dltzk and @kmoethekid bc homeswitcher is a banger
art by @mustntrunaway

kawaisprite:
take a break to exist
gloss was covering lips
another room for a kiss
i accept the idea
when the dollars come in, would you stay or wrestle with it
pray for a change, would you count all the pennies?
i’m done acting like i don’t want more
all alone feeling like i don’t belong
i’m lost but you had the left the light on
when i come back into your arms

tsuyunoshi:
and u dont know shit about me
for all the times ur speaking proudly
we know, that aint the truth
thats why i look down up on you

i been sippin on some peroxide
its the end ima take my life
i dont care nah i dont mind
u dont want me then i wont mind

fuck me over n over again
i dont ur love i dont wanna be friends
run away from problems that i done made
then i smoke a blunt so shit can fade

don't want more w/ kawai sprite

fighting a losing battle

produced and performed by me
heavily inspired by @t0rr
thank you sm for helping me @angelus7k <3

i been holding long
and i suck at telling feelings, from my songs
never had the proper mental, i been feeling gone

i remember all the times u just did me wrong
and you put me down for way too long

and its gone in a moment's notice
im so jaded, i can't focus
writing songs, to make an opus
i been feeling lost, for way too long

take me by your hand
fore it all just fades to black
insincerity, runs past me
and it's karma, karma, karma

when all is lost, what can you do?
pack it up, and say it's screwed
left in the past tense, and i'm confused
say u hate me, was i misconstrued

all the stepping stones
and i broke my hope
feeling lost and feeling hopeless
i guess karma's got a hold of me

karma

crisis with who i am
@prodbyjoshwa @heartstopmiami

i got double visions
feeling sick and twisted
blood rushing thru my veins i feel addicted
lost my motivations i dont need it

and i think that i lost it
mind went off like a switch on a socket
i haven’t been too strong for the longest
i’ve spent more time to lie to be honest

mirror on the wall
tell me whats going on
tell me what im doing wrong
why am i still holding on?

intentions sick and twisted
try to get ur point across but i missed it
tell me i stopped giving love but u put me second
calling me a ghoul, acting like ur sickened

am i supposed to give a fuck about that?
u the one who gets shit from the past
make that your first point keep it to ur last
fuck u hoping that u burn and crash

gwen:
and im looking at the floor, six feet down
so when i come back home, dont speak out loud
lost my shit in class, i cant breathe now
i tried to write a song about it, but it turned into a speech

but i don't wanna think about it
or else i'm back inside the hole that i dig, when i seek,
answers to my problems
soon or later, my problems will end up 
in a drink or two
i'm fully sure, i grew
into an immature 
costume, of the mirror that dislikes me
i'm trying to not be

encompassed by these feelings
of envy, self loathing
and insecurity

STREAM

mirrors w/ heartstopmiami (joshwa)

if you see this song please don't hit me back up 
@prodbyjoshwa

yuh, im back, where the hell i been?
running out of things to say, losing oxygen
got stuff that i’m dealing wit, i know that its feeling grim
my mental went down, don’t know how to live

you so two faced baby
need attention lately?
and you asking why i’m mad? tell me how you've been
and you wonder why i wanna leave you down in a ditch?

can you shut your mouth just for once?
cuz you never seem to hear me out

and you’re curious as to why i hate you
letting everybody go and fuckin play you
and i’m tired of giving u breaks
when all these second chances never have been shit

and you fail to see the problem
cuz you’re so fucking stupid
how many times can you get so clueless?
can you be real, before i fucking lose it

i’m tired of making songs about you
you’re never sorry, was i ever really wrong about you?

twofaced (joshwa)

@kawaisprite:
i slept too much
im thinking
im not enough
im cold

if they want one thing than they got it
if you dont wanna listen just stop it

tsuyunoshi:
if u dont wanna listen just stop it
if u dont wanna listen just stop it
i dont get what the problem is

kawaisprite:
if they want one thing then they got it
if you dont wanna listen just stop it

its for us
and im holding on the best i got
and im gripping on my cup
how many hungover days i got left
“this hangover cure is really floppin”

ran a couple weeks and the numbers was low
but i still got money i dont need any more
yall be talking to me with no honor in speech
so if anybody ask thats why im hard to reach

tsuyunoshi:
got my problems coming b2b
got my problems coming b2b
if u gotta problem tell me wya
can u tell me now, wya

kawaisprite:
if they want one thing than they got it
if you dont wanna listen just stop it

tsuyunoshi:
got my problems coming b2b
got my problems coming b2b
if u gotta problem tell me wya
can u tell me now, wya

kawaisprite:
ran a couple weeks and the numbers was low
but i still got money i dont need any more
yall be talking to me with no honor in speech
so if anybody ask thats why im hard to reach

b2b w/ kawai sprite

fun lil song brought to you by #goreset :)
@vaeo-music @4cfear @prodbyjoshwa @goreset

i been thru hell with the mood shifts
killing shit with my bros, with a new clique
living good and im chillin wit a new bitch
went to the mall n gotta new fit :)

vaeo:
and everytime i'm good you gotta fuck it up, 
going insane it's all i feel, it's hard to feel the love. 
i solve my issues with drugs, addict to turning up, 
and every nigh is the same, i'm face down throwing up. 
this adderall got me tweaking i need a prozac, 
rolling up some blunts taking every shot i can throw back, 
coulda bought you anything you wanted fuck a price tag, 
my existence got me so mad

can u run it back, let it go again?
and its fuck you too you a fake ass bitch
and u getting mad that we gettin rich
seeing us on top, can u learn to live?

4cf and me:
Keep up bae, uh, like what it yo problem like?
Used to have love but now that shit distant
You not sounding right 
taking up all my time and now you’re tryna take my mind tonight 
u be acting up so why u tryna hit my line tonight?
Ok you wylin you super childish
All you gon get from me is dry texts and awkward silence
I hope you like it
and it’s different now from when we talking from the back ends
and u werent shit u was a bitch u is a has been
You is not shit to be baby I hope you know that
Hey yuh
and i never been better from cutting off like its severed
From all my love straight to nothing I’m treating this like whatever baby
from all the times that we shared regretting it til forever again
No this ain’t my bad you switching up positions 
Getting sidetracked 
hate to break up your heart but i put that shit on a platter
So long as shits getting better I guess that it’s alright
i learned to stop acting up on shit that never mattered

run it back w/ vaeo + 4cf (joshwa)

i still wonder if you're okay
@prodbyjoshwa

staying in the backseat of the car
chained up tied up, baby where do i start
heh, where do i start? when it fell apart?
when u said i was nothing, nothing

i saw it all, and it’s all my fault cuz i fucked it up tonight
all the times i hold, in my mind and i know, that i cant get back tonight

baby i know the truth
whats gotten into u?
in a snap all our love
turned down to memories

whats gotten into u?
whats gotten into u?
switching up like that for what? for what?

and everything we had is gone
time to say goodbye, so long, so long, so long,
now we solo, now we solo
cuz i fell in love but it’s done

and i guess it was dumb
feelings wrapped round a thumb
shouldve been thinking twice, but i wasnt strong
and i wasnt strong, i wasnt a soldier
never kept my composure

what's gotten into you? (joshwa)

lately i've been wishing it was over
@prodbyjoshwa @jades714

i’m tired and getting jaded
you’re never real i hate it
from all the words you’re saying
just a lie up in the shade

tryna keep up my head in the clouds
but what can we do if we fall?

i aint picking up, nah, if you call back
say you want my love but i know that i’m just a fall back
say your words to me, i know that u never meant all that
wasted all my time and wish that i could get it all back

making it so complicated
seeing shades of green and jade
when im staying down, the bed i lay
im floating but im sinking in

its sad that its a bitter end
its sad that we cant be friends
we cant go where we began
i lost the help that i can lend

but it’s not my fault and you know that
you’re the one in the wrong, for the longest
you’re the one who’s been moving on
while i been stuck writing all these songs

fallback (joshwa)

it's for the best, i’m sorry
@prodbyjoshwa
mixed, mastered, recorded and engineered by me, production (and lovely beet) by joshwa 

SHOUTOUT @ericdoa U BEAUTIFUL MF THANK U SM

yeah, with the bag i got my groove in
life been different cuz everything been movin
lookin back at myself cuz ive been stupid
thinking about the things that were useless

yuh, and its all ur fault, tear your pictures from your wall
and you’re wasting all your texts and calls
but ur the one who fucked up 
cuz u know i tried to duck but u never listened :(

and i know baby u dont wanna end it tonight
but u always tryna fuck it up, u picking a fight >:(
u getting desperate, defensive, like, u wasting ur life
but im telling u, we dont need it
u getting poisonous and toxic, its blowing my mind
i assure u, i dont need it, cant u just see the signs?
always wished for the best, thought we would be fine 
so im tellin u, we dont need it

we dont need it
so im tellin u

its getting ridiculous, u getting so meticulous
tryna break it down, but what u got was dissonance
sick and vigilant but u aint used to getting shit
out of ur head, up and stuck im feeling villainous

words of innocence, u drinking ur so bibulous uh
swift and nimble with ur thoughts that u jus race out ur tongue
twisted vigilance ur thoughts brought out from synthesis
tired of getting fucked up think im getting sick of it

thats how the story goes
cant do anything about it
i just doubt it

we don't need it (joshwa)

idrc bout what u say now
@1endie @prodbyjoshwa

i dont want ur love or affection
i dont want ur words i dont even want a mention, nah nah
you think that this shit is worth the effort?
whats the chance of going back? bitch, never!

sick and nauseous im telling tht ur desperate
im just chilling i just do things for the hell of it
and u fucked me up aint no tellin it
why should i bend? u cant do the shit i can

do, mental, all the hell i been thru
been good, been bad, bitch i do not need u
everything u do, makes me wanna go and leave u
u think ur filled w secrets but u see-thru

@1endie:
nah i done fucked it up
plug pulled up he came in clutch
me n tsu finna run it up
and yall fell off cause yall fuckin s-
get out 
and i made some new friends on the way
but i cant say we gon keep in touch
couldnt give a fuck bout what you say
cause they cant really fuck with us

back it up
no feelings
its so hard to keep dealing with
everything thats going on
with your life
i cant keep up
cause it seems to be 
the calm before the storm

para ti w/ endie (joshwa)

i see right thru ur disguise
@prodbyjoshwa 

mixed by tsuyunoshi + joshwa
mastered by tsuyunoshi
engineered by tsuyunoshi + joshwa
produced by joshwa

may 15 - https://ffm.to/showandtell

shoutouts to @starfallxo big ups twin

lyrics:
and my mama said stay true to urself
leave the fake ones in the dust, all by theirselves 
got like all my friends, u dont need anyone else
baby u dont need to go thru hell

think about it for a minute again
gotta feel those words that’s been stuck in ur head
and i leave unread when i see ur texts
i got better things to do than that

u just want attention for urself
and ur playing all ur games like its show and tell
lying to me like bitch, think i couldnt tell?
back n forth that we been thru hell, aint been doin well, so im feelin like

fuck that, i don’t like u like that
tired of getting sidetracked, like u? i denied that 
baby i said

tryna get myself out this place
cuz im steady thinkin feelin im out of place
and im puzzled in the head stuck in a maze
and i need to get my bread, i dont wanna stay here

on god babe i know whats up
and i know it sucks
feeling like ur always stuck

baby i dont wanna hear ur friends tryna chatter about me
i dont rly care if ur mad at me

show and tell (joshwa)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-LY9fxdsNQ

ignorance is bliss :)
@prodbyjoshwa
engineered, mixed, mastered by me and joshwa, produced by the GOAT joshwa

lyrics:
baby tell me now
can u come n simmer down
turned my smile into a frown :(
but i gotta keep it down

life been different cuz people tryna piss me off >:(
cant deal with sibilance, but u keep on hissin 
steady standing far away, rather be distant
dont want ur sight, rather be missing :o

head up in the clouds
can u stop talking so loud :/
i just want a peace of mind 
need to find some thats just mine
and my head up in the clouds
im the king pass on the crown :)
i know i’m acting different
but we know i got a vision, for me

keep it quiet again
im just trying to comprehend what u meant :|
i cant see well, reading texts
i dont hide my discrepancies 

yeah and we changing it up
tired of playing the rules so i can head on up >:)
i ain’t like u, doing all these things just to spite u
bite u? u bite me, u act like i do >:P

puff smoke til im losing my vision
and im feeling blessed, do my best jus to listen
moving on from the past cuz i got my path
i hope ur well cuz im moving past u

MUSIC VIDEO

head in the clouds (joshwa) [music vid in desc]

#asiamoment
@willrhead @prodbyjoshwa @scrobaby

why’s it like this u could ask?
complicated, getting bad
baby i dunno if it’s worth it
been observant
and my eyes been steady searching

if luck dont get u karma finna get u for me
took me by ur hand, u did as u pleased
im stuck, im stuck, let it fade to black
im stuck with the qualities i lacked

was this what u wanted for me?
i can see ur secrets, baby
i, don’t know if i want this anymore
good riddance to the past i had, and it’s

tick tock on the clock baby whats up
i ran out of time, now the sun’s up
and it blows away, i understand
i needed a place where i can land
tick tock on the clock baby whats up
lost it all again i need my luck up
don’t wanna get way too in it
don’t wanna risk it all for the image

texting me spamming with your message
i dont wanna be stuck n second guessing
my patience thin, ur always testing
ur hell, its always messy

need an intervention in between
got my ties severed, several that i had to leave
good grief, never heard the words u speaking
reap what u sow practice what u preach then

tick tock (joshwa + will rhead + scro)

manic thoughts 
@prodbyjoshwa

lyrics:
say things changed, know it has been a minute
but u act the same, there aint been no difference
i dunno if i got it left in me 
all the happy endings that i’ll never see

i know im the type to jump to conclusions
but u dont know how to deal with all the mood shifts
i got all my problems
idk any ways to solve it

come too close to comfort for me
i know that im wasting all my time
lie about my feelings say im fine
paranoia always wondering if i got time
i know you tried to change my mind
still feel im wasting all my time
lie about my feelings say im fine
paranoia always wondering if i got time

u cant wait til it comes down
u cant wait til it comes right back down

paranoid feeling empty hoping that it works
people say im blessed but im feeling cursed
always scared feeling things turn out the worst
people think its a joke, gets on my nerves

and i had a shitty couple of months
people say i gotta try to keep it up right now
i dont know if i have the energy
i know u know it feels like

paranoia (joshwa)

new age
prod. tsuyunoshi

im tired of trying to figure me out
it comes around, tired of feelings things are useless for now
pent up aggression, from the lack of self expression
and a speck of love is heaven to me

running in circles to think for urself
and im panicking to keep u compelled
i could waste my time tryna think of lies
actions have their karma, and im digging out my prize

why cant you speak for yourself
you’re always begging for help
ur issues make u fall like a house of cards
i never speak for myself
i’m always begging for help
my issues make me fall like a house of cards

lately it’s so overwhelming
eyes been bleeding, tearing up
feeling held back, my hands been cuffed
in a rut, i’ve just been stuck

ran out of fallbacks and escape plans
my pride slips away from my frail hands

house of cards

ok im back

https://www.gate.fm/eP9CVu3IT

prod tsuyunoshi
mixed, mastered by tsuyunoshi + @mijaru
all performances by tsuyunoshi

the air is different when i been standing next to you
when the heels click down, we take a dance, and we go let loose
i’m not too used to the feeling of infatuation
back of my head’s been telling that i’m really craving it

and then i said

stay tonight
a kiss goodnight
in the spur of the moment
wont you come hold me?
all the lights make me feel alive

its the first time that you ever felt like this
its the first time that im ever held like this
the party’s over, but we’ve been waiting for a chance to live

tryna head back but i dont wanna leave you behind
i see the tears in your eyes when you said goodbye
can i keep you close for this moment in time

can i ask you again?

spur of the moment

@31sentinel @poisonedcheeto @alisynn

late night ive been up like an insomniac
ties break loose, cutting up in the back
its hard to tell right where you stand

and you know what i told you
dont think i’ll ever be sober
and seeing all the mistakes that i made 

waste time but i cant help it
im just doing things, for the hell of it
u feel ur like crashin but ur sinking
all the alcohol i let it sink in

i can see that u been caving in
theres no point in trying to save it
all the love i had it started fading
commitment aint a thing that i savor

i know you need somebody to love and tend 
but im not tryna reach out and lend a hand

wont take the time to reach out to you
and u dont think i can see right thru u
stop thinking about me
your head’s getting cloudy
i dont wanna see u in my mind again

(dont waste my time)
waste time but i cant help it
im just doing things, for the hell of it
u feel ur like crashin but ur sinking
all the alcohol i let it sink in

insomnia [demo] (31sentinel + alisynn + simon m + tsuyunoshi)

star crossed lovers
prod. @willrhead + tsu

ty for feedback buddy & algo

you tend to shapeshift in my mind
switch your signs up all the time
countin all the times u lied
outta sight and outta mind

i tried to look right thru your eyes
from when you last said your goodbyes
from when u tried to change my mind
stepped in to fake out all ur lines

i wish i could reciprocate
give out my love but its too late 
its tough when ur moving outta state
the thought’s cool, but i got a path to take

and its not like u were someone that i never loved
i just dunno how to show that i give a fuck
i hate how we couldnt rlly intertwine
couldnt blame u, all the fault is mine

its the worst case timing
and i wanted it but i cant find it
its hard to hold when you’re leaving
i’m sorry if i got you tweakin

its a case to case, im moving place to place
you were great, u were someone that i wanted to chase
but i guess that stars just cant align
for the best i really hope ur fine

out of sight, out of mind (will rhead + tsu)

happy bday 2 me

@sc0ttryan
@nujioh
@trustt

lyrics:

(aim down sights)
show me again, show me again

wanna see me bleeding out
i'm still passed out on my couch
this isn't what life is about
i don't think i'll hear you

out of it, into it, i'm feeling lost
and if i'm all i need, then wtf is my dawgs?
and i don't do no fighting, who tf is your opp? 
and in my mind , it's diamonds , y'all die bout lacoste

i'm fuckin witcha it's apparent you fuck with me , 2
i'm coming round for necks until everyones black and blue
and you 2, and you 2, and you 2, and you 2, and you 2, and you 2
and you a fool
and that's the truth

just touch your heart
and tell me what kind of pulse it gives
cause' i cant start with you
when we are sifting through your nonsense
and does it break apart
i fail to see how is that my fault
was it your part to prove
cause' i just don't wanna waste your time

but you gotta stay with me
felt so fuckin' empty when i thought that i was free
coming back to you cause' you just got what i would need
never crossed my mind just what would happen if you'd leave
don't leave me-

-but you stood out
you were the one that i saw in the crowd
you said you were done, i'm like whats it all about
this shit not even fun, like the fuck did i do wrong
please just listen to me

so what do you want from me rn
u been making it hard for what
dont wanna waste my time on love
dont wanna waste my life on luck

u been too busy in the past tense
fuck the questions asked man
all friends disappear like magic
damn dats kinda tragic 

i only wished for the love for u2 u2 u2 aye
cuz u wont like the karma on u on u on u girl

u2.wav w/ scottryan, nujioh (celsius2004 + trustt)

@ria_chuelo
a letter to old friends, i miss you guys <3

i know the times been steady changing
whether it worked, its just up for all debating
old friends new friends, thats just how it is
im too neurotic, all my homies just tell me to live

momma said that all these people steady acting heinous
truth be told dgaf bout miscalleneous 
i'm sorry when the trust starts fading
ain't no chance that i really coulda saved it

i don't give a fuck now, i sit back and laugh (shoutout @ericdoa)
kids could say whatever they want, i let it pass
theyre saying i'm a mess, but i think it's in the past
i'm moving forward lately, think i need a chance

i hate it when my jealousy's a tendency
what my mind is telling me, steady playing tricks on me
i'm doing fine, but envy gets in my mind  
and i've losing all my friends, i'm hopin i'll be alright

i tend to think of ways to make apologies
but the ego in my head is whats been stopping me 
if i could turn back time, we wouldn't be so apart
i miss the old days lately, wish i could restart

misc* (ria + tsuyunoshi)

girl i want you so badly...
mixed, mastered, engineered by tsuyunoshi
performed by 
@tsuyunoshi
@jades714
@kawaisprite

prod: @willrhead @tcshsongs me

3/12

tsu:
my heart is urs
one step to me til ur right in my arms
can u whisper all the words in ur heart
i dont think i wanna spend the time apart
without you

things can go in a flash
with all the things that we had?
im glad u gave it a chance
u did the best u could ask for
u got ur feet up on the dashboard
love is something that i thought id never ask for
its been there the whole time
i guess things dont rly change
wish that it all applies
were never on the same page
i wish that we both had been good from the start 
i wish u told me b4 it all fell apart

@kawaisprite:
Ring ring
Chirp chirp
Phone buzz, sound coming from my purse (oh my god!)
Creature comforts you come first
When I sex you you come first
When I text you you hit me back
How do you want it baby?
iMessage filled with emoji
Waiting all night to get you alone
Slip in to something more comfortable
I’ll do it right then you take control (take control, baby)
You make my body go crazy (krazy!)
I just can’t help myself
I want you and no one else

@jades714:
spending the time away
no chance to reciprocate
our love gon turn to hate
dunno why we gave it a try
but i dont mind
stay by my side, stay intertwined 
dont say goodbye to me
confide in me
open up urself, entirely
i dont wna spend my time without you
im all about you
come depend on me baby, u know i got you

without you w/ kawai sprite, jades (tacash + will rhead + tsu)

amphetamine induced psychosis
additional guitars by tsuyunoshi
prod. @nicopatty

if and only, girl u knew how im chasing 
i been working, tryna move posthaste, i
been trapped inside of a web
from the way u looked and u said

its so ridiculous, can't blame you, cuz i'm acting up
i think im sick or im struck, the feelings bottling up  

if and only baby, if you knew that it was perfect for us
i wish you never seemed so blind for the trust and the love
i can't control myself, girl you put me in your spell
is it delusion? is it hope? baby can you tell?

its too soon to say, footsteps down on the fray
do you want me to go, do you want me to stay
running in circles when you cross my mind
giving signals left and right, can you see my signs?

from all the things that you started
feel like your love is my target
hope my feelings aint discarded
your affection's regarded

seeing thru cupid's lens
i think it all just makes sense
i let it fall into place
girl i just want you to stay

if&only w/ nicopatty

kafkaesque 2025
prod @silokilledthis

shit be changing flying out in a couple of weeks
got an album tryna drop but its taking me weeks 
maybe months or shit, im hoping i dont look too weak
ok ok, hol up
circumstances changing maybe for the better
all the ties up in the past i gotta sever
all the hoes i had i drop em for the better
all the work i did im droppin out the pressure

im feeling like im faded off this pressure, pressure
life been building up the pressure, pressure 
from bad to worse, i think its measured
i dont think im getting better

i been feeling shitty for a couple of weeks
maybe months, melatonin, love what i need
all the details of my problems have me feeling weak
all the details of whats next, shit been lookin bleak

maybe the worst case timing
but theres a reason why the world tends to chime in 
life been getting better but i need a reason to live
got a lot of my problems with a lot to give

pressure (silo)

newgens won't fw this one
@clwdytunes

inspo: https://soundcloud.com/adrimstyler/times-up-w-antoine

you do this all the time
make u hard to reach baby, i just hope ur fine
got a problem ion really need it
(gibberish) fuck, hol up

you know im feeling up, when i dont come down
tired of all the pressure when i dont calm down
can u reach for me baby, can u come downtown
aint nothing to me baby can u come right now

i know ur words alright
when u say that we'd be fine
don't need to change up twice
tired of being patient, bitch i need my light
all these people keep on playing w my name too much
we aint friends, bitch, fuck you keep your tongue tied up
acting like my friend, but u acting like a fan
if the shoe fits, dont come and take a breath again
my bad my bad my bad
my patience getting tested, getting fed up
my bad my bad my bad
you dont get what you want, ima put it like that

leaning on me like the perfect crutch
really love you bae ur the perfect crush
reach for me baby reach for me
reach for me baby reach for me

there just ain't a way out
ain't no time to wait now
reach your arms for me now 
reach for me right here, oh

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reach w/ clwdy

links:
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https://x.com/zoletawn
https://x.com/tsuyunoshi
https://x.com/clwdytunes

@clwdytunes

feeling dumb, dont wanna see you anymore cuz its done 
you took my love and took my trust, so why should i try to give a fuck
all emotions had been stuck in the past tense
and u acting way too mad up on average
starting shit, acting up like u on acid
we been fucking up the game, shoutout past, bitch

u tryna say whats been good for us
we dont need it we called your bluff
show and tell all the time idgaf
stay right there, i dont want ur love
sippin up, foam cup with the potion
nah im playin, i aint going widdat motion
hide my face, i be hiding my emotions
going knee deep, swimming in the ocean

falling and falling apart, do i want you
tired of fake love, tired of the assumptions
can i trust you, cuz u know im tired of
falling and falling apart, do i want you
tired of fake love, tired of the assumptions
its a tendency u fw my emotions 

my bad my bad my bad
i been acting bout the things we had
its just better if we left it in the past 
from all the things, i just wish i asked

maybe it could save me a sleepless night
cuz you’re steady in my head like all the time

wasted up my life
hoped for something that’d never come
all the times we tried
just to save what really never was
cant believe i tried
just to hope for what i wished it was
all the tears i cried
for the fire that we done had and lost

means to an end w/ clwdy

@killmiri @nicopatty
its still fuck soundcloud btw

i dont like ur tone
tell that bitch to leave me lone
i dont trust a fkin soul so i do it on my own
boy i do not like ur tone
tell u bitches leave me alone
bitch i do it all again makin racks up on my own like

bitch im on my own i found my pacing
if we gotta problem u can catch a casing
huh, running up the motion following the notion
busy w my bag up i cant fw the commotion
step inside the room and they like oh shit woah
i cant put no trust in my emotions woah
i cant trust no bitch cuz i been busy w devotion
bitch i need my bag up i cant spare no damn emotion
stunting w balenci up in public
ppl want inside the crew but i cant even trust em
ice up in my veins backseat in the whip like bitch im gone
shoutout shotta shoutout nico 
got yo bitch she sing my songs

she like oh shit sip the potion
she like oh shit woah oh
flexing up my bag flex up in public
bitch i got my cash i needa run it

on my own (wa + nicopatty)

1. 'proof of life' @venexxi @nxaho @tsuyunoshi
2. 'fahrenheit'  @killmiri @tsuyunoshi
3. 'd13 y0ung'  @mijaru @tsuyunoshi
4. 'gossip' @nxaho @mijaru @tsuyunoshi
5. 'goodbye and goodnight' @zennning @xkuda KZ @tsuyunoshi
6. 'pinball' @mental @tsuyunoshi
7. 'v-trigger' @zennning KZ @tsuyunoshi
8. 'pretty in pink' @nxaho @tsuyunoshi
9. 'network' @nxaho @tsuyunoshi @patchhwork
10. 'facecache' @nxaho @tsuyunoshi @zennning 
11. 'ily4ever' @nxaho @tsuyunoshi @zennning 
12. 'feedback' @nxaho @tsuyunoshi 
13. 'in solemnity' @nxaho @tsuyunoshi @rafmade
14. 'love and war' @mental @tsuyunoshi
15. 'white noise' @fibrr @tsuyunoshi
16. 'kongregate' @nicopatty @tsuyunoshi
17. 'indy 500' @mental @thr6x @tsuyunoshi 
18. 'cyanide' @blxty @mental @tsuyunoshi
19. 'perfumer' @fibrr octodog
20. 'do son' @killmiri @tsuyunoshi
21. 'party animal' @killmiri @tsuyunoshi
22. 'heaven' @tsuyunoshi

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burner phone - @praizewa @zennning @tsuyunoshi
peeling my own skin off the bone - @zennning @tsuyunoshi
i lived like this - @nxaho @fibrr @tsuyunoshi
dissociative disorder - @nxaho @vvspipes @tsuyunoshi
observatory voucher - @nxaho @vvspipes @tsuyunoshi
slight return - @zennning @tsuyunoshi
nerve agent recipe - @zennning @tsuyunoshi @/mp3.lilac
orpheons grief - @ienxistent @tsuyunoshi
cotton mouth - @praizewa @tsuyunoshi
loud, loud music - @nxaho @zennning @tsuyunoshi

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