I belong to you

(Verse 1)
You always look at me so tenderly,
As if I were the rarest gem beneath the sea.
You hold me so tight, like I could break anytime,
It makes me wonder, am I worthy of your love, babe?
But in your eyes I catch a trace,
A shadow of doubt I can’t erase.

(Pre-Chorus)
She has a name that rhymes with yours,
Her beauty opens every door.
She’s never caught with a broken face,
And I can tell you still crave her embrace.

(Chorus)
Once in a blue moon, you make me think our love is unstoppable,
But when you hear her name, the moon turns red.
Here we go again, lost in the haze of your soul,
Will you find your way to me, or run back to her and act fool

(Verse 2)
Your gaze grows darker, colder than the snow,
Like winter nights where no flame dares to glow.
Is it the falling leaves that drag you down,
Or the ghost of her still hanging around?
’Cause in your stare I see it plain—
You’re here from need, not love, just pain.

(Pre-Chorus)
She has a name that rhymes with yours,
Her beauty opens every door.
She’s never caught with a broken face,
And I can tell you still crave her embrace.

(Chorus)
Once in a blue moon, you make me think our love is unstoppable,
But when you hear her name, the moon turns red.
Here we go again, lost in the haze of your soul,
Will you find your way to me, or run back to her and act fool
Once in a blue moon, our love feels unstoppable (was it ever true?).
But when her name is spoken, the whole sky turns red (so red).
Here we go again, lost in the haze of your soul,
Will you ever choose me, or let her take control?

(Bridge)
I know I’ll never be enough for you (never, never).
I can’t fill the void she carved into you (into you, into you).
But tell me straight, don’t hide, don’t blur (tell me, babe, tell me).
You can’t love me the way you love her (you caaan’t).
Oh, baby no, baby no!
What if I changed, became your type—
Would I still lose you to her every night?
Your mom says I’m better, your hands say I’m true,
So why does your heart still belong to her too?

(Chorus – outro)
Once in a blue moon, our love feels unstoppable (was it ever true?).
But when her name is spoken, the whole sky turns red (so red).
Here we go again, lost in the haze of your soul,
Will you ever choose me, or let her take control?

Once in a blue moon

(Verse 1)
Y’all actin’ like some dumb shit, can’t answer 2+2,
Throwin’ shade in my face like I was born brand new,
Man, go check the mirror, who the fuck is you?
Better pray your mama love you, ‘cause nobody else do,
You call me “interesting” till the tables turn,
Then I’m the demon you demonize, hopin’ I burn,
A face like mine? Y’all love to hate, reduce,
But lemme tell y’all one thing, I’ll never lose.
You might be tall, but your brain so little,
Tell me how it feels to always play the fiddle,
Are you friends with your friends or you just all pretend?
Nah, I’m deadass ‘bout that, don’t try to defend,
‘Cause if y’all real, then they moving like zombies,
Birds of a feather flock dumb with no copies,
You got no brains, so I doubt they can use it,
Empty-ass crew — you all just abuse it.

(Chorus)
I ain’t dumb, but I ain’t nice, Talk that shit, I’ll roll the dice,
Boy you slow, can’t keep the pace, Throw me dirt, I’ll blow it in your face.

(Verse 2)
Ha-ha, clap it up for the clown of the year,
Another weak joke from the pit of your fear,
Always funny till I bite back, huh,
You drag me down ‘cause my voice too raw,
Boom — one second later, I’m the demon again,
Excuse my manners, didn't mean to offend,
Did not realize 2025 was the year of pretend?
Why I gotta fight just to get my say,
When some white boy speak for me anyway? (yuh)
Oh man, you never wrong, right? But you always end up wrong,
When you gonna learn you been thinking all along?
Shut your bitch ass up, better think ‘fore you speak,
Every word from your mouth sound like Satan on a leak,
Feels like you were sent here just to test patience,
Even saints would break down in your conversations.

(Chorus)
I ain’t dumb, but I ain’t nice, Talk that shit, I’ll roll the dice,
Boy you slow, can’t keep the pace, Throw me dirt, I’ll blow it in your face.
I ain’t dumb, but I ain’t nice, Talk that shit, I’ll roll the dice,
Boy you slow, can’t keep the pace, Throw me dirt, I’ll blow it in your face.


(Bridge)
Next time you lookin’ at me like I’m just a child,
Remember — it’s your tears, your cries go wild,
All your boys think you slow, so you pass it around,
Head in the clouds, bitch, get your feet on the ground,
NPC head straight outta Roblox,
Twistin’ my name but your brain got blocks,
Call me angry? Yeah, that’s what I be,
But you look like a broke-ass P. Diddy.
Why your brain lagging slow like a game on pause?
I talk at thirteen, you reply at sixteen flaws,
Telling me I’m wrong, but you still live with mom,
A grown-ass man with no work, no job, no calm,
Tryna act tall, but your dreams don’t fly,
Better lower expectations — they cloud the sky,
It’s the tale once again of a dumb lost man,
Another dumb white boy with no master plan.

(Chorus)
I ain’t dumb, but I ain’t nice, Talk that shit, I’ll roll the dice,
Boy you slow, can’t keep the pace, Throw me dirt, I’ll blow it in your face.

Tale of a white man

I wish i was your muse

(Intro)
Haaah, sea (Laaaah)
Reveal my secret, sea (Laaaah)
Haaah, sea, (Laaaah)
Tame me and make me yours, (Laaaah)

(Verse 1)
Is it strange I find myself humming by the shore every night?
My heart belongs out there, where the salt feels right.
I don’t need saving, just someone to understand me,
My heart belongs forever to the endless sea.
(Ave… ooohh… Noctis… aahh… Lunae… shhh… Vitaaa… mmmhh…)
(Ave… Lunae… Noctis…) when the tide draws near,
I tend to disappear.
Don’t put the blame on me,
I am called by the moonlight,
Reflecting endlessly.

(Chorus)
Ocean, ocean…
Mmmhh… tame me, ocean.
Ocean, ocean…
Mmmhh… ease my sadness.
Ocean, ocean…
Mmmhh… claim me, ocean.
Ocean, ocean…
Mmmhh… wash my sadness.

(Verse 2)
Every time I see the moon’s reflection on the waves,
Its brilliance shines in ways nothing else ever gave.
I wonder if my soul could ever glow that bright (Shhh),
A light so pure it keeps me dreaming through the night.
(Ave… Lunae… Noctis…)
A secret whispered low within this sea (Ave… Lunae… Noctis…)
Repeat these words, and it shall be (Ave… Lunae… Noctis…)
A wish to be granted, to set you free (Ave… Lunae… Noctis…).
So I return here every night, asking for peace,
Ave… Lunae… Noctis…
Ave… Lunae… Noctis…
(Ave… Lunae… Noctis…)

(Chorus)
Ocean, ocean…
Mmmhh… tame me, ocean.
Ocean, ocean…
Mmmhh… ease my sadness.
Ocean, ocean…
Mmmhh… claim me, ocean.
Ocean, ocean…
Mmmhh… wash my sadness.


(Verse 1)
Another night — sleep never comes,
Death in my head, it beats like drums.
I set the banquet, demons take their seat,
They laugh at me loud, their joy complete.

I’m sitting beside them, crying inside,
No place to run, nowhere to hide.
Should I drown, become the sea?
Or should I jump, once, to set me free?

Try to fly before goodbye,
One last breath before I die.

(Chorus)
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Set me free, angel of death — come to me.
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Take my soul, carry it endlessly.
(θάνατος… θάνατος)

(Verse 2)
Nobody near me understands my pain,
Scratch at my skin till blood leaves a stain.
Relief in the hurt, mercy in scars,
Dreams too far, I’ll never reach the stars.

I can’t make my dreams come true,
I can’t live with that, it cuts me in two.
If I’m not enough for myself, who’ll stay?
If I hate me — who’d not walk away?

Broken vase, shattered inside,
That’s why the sea is where I confide.
Endless and free, it dances, it sings,
It gives life, it’s mother of all things.

I see in it what I’ll never be,
If I must die — let it be by the sea.

(Chorus)
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Set me free, angel of death — come to me.
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Take my soul, carry it endlessly.
(θάνατος… θάνατος)

(Bridge)
And I must admit — I lied.
I don’t seek love for its beauty inside.
I seek an excuse, not to be consumed,
By thoughts that haunt me, thoughts that bloom.

Maybe if someone stayed by my side,
The pain would be softer, easier to hide.
But I hate my friends, they hate me too,
And I hate myself — it’s nothing new.

No one loves the broken, that’s true,
I’ve written and written, the ink bleeds through.
All I wished was to bleed, to finally stop,
Hoping the blood would make the pain drop.

Hoping someone would ring my bell,
But I’m still trapped inside my hell.
Dreams are poison, hope cuts deep,
I wait for the courage, I wait for the leap.

One day I’ll be gone, the day is near,
The end of me, and I don’t feel fear.
If I’m honest, I can’t wait —
For courage to end this heavy weight.

(θάνατος)

(Chorus)
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Set me free, angel of death — come to me.
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Take my soul, carry it endlessly.
(θάνατος… θάνατος)

(Outro)
θάνατος
θάνατος
θάνατος
θάνατος (set me free)
θάνατος (be a man, just do it)
θάνατος (end it, end it, END IT)
θάνατος (now… end it now)


The end

(Intro)
Ooo-nei-ros… ὕπνος…
σελήνη… σελήνη…
Shhhóónos…

(Verse 1)
I've asked for stars to weave,
With nothing given to retrieve,
My thoughts drift in a timeless waltz,
Desires lost in cosmic vaults,
Through dreamscapes of the ballroom mind,
Welcome to realms, unconfined,

(Chorus)
In my dreams,
I dance through echoes of my art,
In my dreams,
All burdens drift and depart

(Verse 2)
The night unfurled anew,
From its bosom, shadows flew,
A waltz of endless sorrow,
Reflect on me, what was foreseen,
Reflect on me, where have I been,
Reflect on me, once I let go of sin
When shadows whispered in silence,
All turned away in defiance,
And I knew my return was a myth,
So weary and adrift,
I wandered through the night’s abyss,
Leaving no trace, just an endless drift

(Chorus)
In my dreams, (Thyyyrrrááá…)
I dance through echoes of my art,
In my dreams, (Thyyyrrrááá…)
All burdens drift and depart

(Bridge)
Learn my form and whispered verse
And nurture them as if you rehearse
Learn my sorrow’s gentle reign
And mend them as if your own domain
Let the phantoms and the spirits
Rise from oceans deep and vast
Like sirens’ calls, with melodies to cast

(outro)
In my dreams.. Thyyyrrrááá…
Everything's softer, in its gentle sphere.

Dreams

(Verse 1)
Why do we have to die just to see the light?
Why do I bare myself so you can feel the fire inside?
Is my body cold enough to temper your rage?
Am I better off dead than trapped in this cage?

They call it redemption, drowning in lies,
Perfuming their lives with false needs to survive.
Are you truly alive if you’re not wholly yourself,
Or just a shadow placed back on a shelf?

(Pre-chorus)
φῶνος, φῶνος
φῶνος, φῶνος

(Chorus)
Take this blade, press it to your throat,
Cut it fast — don’t hesitate, don’t gloat.
Prove yourself, find who you are,
Take this blade, come on — φῶνος.

(Verse 2)
Are we human, do we even have a heart?
Do you feel pain, do you tear apart?
Are the rivers water, or are they tears?
Is the sky as deep as the sea through the years?

Won’t you create a new world, something rare?
Have you dreamed of more than daily despair?
Do you feel the hunger that never lets go,
That human craving of always wanting more?

(Pre-chorus)
φῶνος, φῶνος
φῶνος, φῶνος

(Chorus)
Take this blade, press it to your throat,
Cut it fast — don’t hesitate, don’t gloat.
Prove yourself, find who you are,
Take this blade, come on — φῶνος.

(Bridge)
If you must take a step ahead,
Do it, don’t look back, don’t be misled.
Even if you jump into an endless hole,
Do it, don’t ask why, don’t lose your soul.

Whenever they tell you “you can’t”, defy —
Do it to prove to yourself they lie.
If you must sacrifice, go through the pain,
You’ll be reborn as something new again. (φῶνος)

Give your blood to something greater,
If you’re stuck in this life, be a creator. (φῶνος)
Start anew and again, and again, and again,
Until you find what you were made to attain.

(Outro)
φῶνος, φῶνος — leave everything behind.
φῶνος, φῶνος — abandon yourself and find.
φῶνος, φῶνος — abandon, reborn, redefine.

Take this blade

(Chorus)
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, Oh done hurting me?

(Post-chorus)
Are you not done, oh, done hurting me?

(Verse 1)
You swore I’d never see your face again,
But here you are—back to carve me open.
You want my veins to spill,
I choke on air whenever you’re near.
I thought I’d never escape your ghost,
Now all I feel is sickness when you talk.
Tell me—after tearing the skin from my heart,
How bitter is the taste of my blood?

(Pre-chorus)
You can’t stop feeding on me,
You know it’s true.
Watching me suffer
Is amusement to you.

(Chorus)
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, Oh done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, Oh done hurting me?

(Post-chorus)
I’m bleeding, bleeding, bleeding...
Are you not done, oh not done hurting me?

(Bridge)
No, you were never holy—
You crucified me twice.
Every kiss was venom,
Every touch a knife.
Loving you’s a burial,
Six feet deep alive.

(Pre-chorus)
You can’t stop feeding on me,
You know it’s true.
Every time I shatter
It’s a game to you.
Oh, I cry again,
I bleed ’cause of you.

(Chorus)
Are you not done…?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, Oh done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, Oh done hurting me? (Oh)

(Outro)
I gave you all my love,
I gave you all my life,
Even the air I breathe—
Are you not done?

Are you not done

(Verse 1)
They only loved me when I was young,
That’s what their whispers carved in my tongue.
Pure and pretty, a fragile dream,
Used by the hands that made me bleed.
Biting down hard, I swallowed the lies,
Why was I chosen to pay the price?
Now that I’m 21, I rot in delusion,
Old doll, cracked baby, trapped in confusion.

(Pre-chorus)
I knew them,
I climbed into their bed.
They poured their sins inside of me,
A pretty angel, stained by fire—
I said I asked for it.

(Chorus)
Blood in the sin,
Everyone breaks dolls.
Somebody’s daughter repeats my fall tonight.
(Desire and violence) blood in the sin.
(Scent of skin) hungry eyes devour her.
(Empty promises) somebody’s daughter gets ruined tonight.

(Post-chorus)
Desire and violence.
Smell of sin. 
Empty promises. 
Desire and violence, desire and violence.
Desire and violence.
Smell of sin. 
Empty promises. 
Desire and violence, desire and violence.

(Verse 2)
They keep me locked inside a cage,
A spectacle for their hunger and rage.
Chains for the lost, the unholy condemned,
I whisper “help me,” but it never ends.

(Pre-chorus)
I knew them,
I climbed into their bed.
They poured their sins inside of me,
A pretty angel, stained by fire—
I said I asked for it.

(Chorus)
Blood in the sin,
Everyone breaks dolls.
Somebody’s daughter repeats my fall tonight.
(Desire and violence) blood in the sin.
(Scent of skin) hungry eyes devour her.
(Empty promises) somebody’s daughter gets ruined tonight.

(Bridge)
It wasn’t the stranger from far away,
Not the shadow man down the street—
It was the hands I trusted most,
The eyes I had met too many times.
Your brother, your neighbor,
The circus beneath the floor.
Cruel white men draining me,
Fulfilling sins behind closed doors.
Now I’m broken, marked by their flame,
Am I a creature of Satan,
Or just a child who carries their shame?

(B-side)
Shame, shame,
Shame, shame,
Just a child, a CHILD
shame, shame,
shame, shame

(Post-chorus)
Desire and violence.
Smell of sin. 
Empty promises. 
Desire and violence, desire and violence.
Desire and violence.
Smell of sin. 
Empty promises. 
Desire and violence, desire and violence.

(Outro)
Honey, baby… ah.

The end

Tsuza

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