Smoothie (Deluxe Edition)

Frustration

ARCHIVE OF US feels like a diary cracked open and written in ink, marble, and scars. Each track reads like a chapter of a life lived — moments of love, heartbreak, luxury, loneliness, resilience, and quiet confessions. The record blends intimacy with grandeur, like a private letter whispered over neon lights. It’s not just a collection of songs — it’s an emotional archive of who we are when nobody’s watching.

No Apology

Song: Sid
Written By: Pat Curren (BMI)
Recorded By: Clean Spill
Produced By: DENM
Mixed/Mastered By:  Steve Kaye at SunKing Studios
Artwork By: Morgan Maassan
Released By: Canvasclub/Canvasback

sometimes u put all that u are and all u have to offer into pleasing the wrong person, now thats called being clowned. But going back to them after all that makes you the clown. think of it as PEMDAS, only more sad. anyways, i made a song about being a clown because apparently thats what i look like to everyone :( 

Lyrics:
Da da da da, da da da da
Clown
You'll always let me down
Clown
But I'll always come back around
---
cotton candy heart
that dissolves with the slightest touch
this love looks like a carnival
cause im payin to win it all
---
i can be your best friend
maybe even lover
we can be fighters
we can hate eachother
u can say love me
then just let me down
lets just make a whole scene
i can play the clown
---
Clown
You'll always let me down
Clown
But I'll always come back around
---
POP!
goes my heart
when ur having ur fun but im falling apart
when dreams come true the nightmare starts
go ahead eat my heart in two
cause i have nothing left for u :(
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i can be your best friend
maybe even lover
we can be fighters
we can hate eachother
u can say love me
then just let me down
lets just make a whole scene
i can play the clown
---
Clown
You'll always let me down
Clown
But I'll always come back around
---
i should probably trust my friend
when they say we aint a good fit
better listen to what my mama says
"no vengas a la casa con el"

but im so good at playing this part
that im tired of u breaking my heart
i cant wait till this day can end
so i can wakeup and have it happen again....

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