available now on all major streaming platforms

linktr.ee/tttrd

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#everylivingcreaturediesalone 

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every living creature dies alone

MIGHT JUST FUCK AROUND N CHANGE THE WHOLE WORLD

produced by @tttrd

available now on all major streaming platforms.



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(It's okay, it's just not like crazy)
(It's not worth a hundred fuckin' dollars)
(Well, unless you spent ten hours on that beat but I doubt it)

(Tattered)
Tattered and fifty make them hoes shake
Tattered and fifty yeah it's goin' down
Tattered and fifty yeah we hangin' out
Tattered and fifty yeah we smokin' loud
Tattered and fifty make them hoes shake
Tattered and fifty yeah it's goin' down
Tattered and fifty yeah we hangin' out
Tattered and fifty yeah we smokin' loud

Might just fuck around and change the whole world
When you see us pull up parties goin' down
Withdrawals make me wanna fuckin' scream and shout
Ask my bitch, she'll tell you that I'm well-endowed

Tattered and fifty make them hoes shake
Tattered and fifty yeah it's goin' down
Tattered and fifty yeah we hangin' out
Tattered and fifty yeah we smokin' loud
Tattered and fifty make them hoes shake
Tattered and fifty yeah it's goin' down
Tattered and fifty yeah we hangin' out
Tattered and fifty yeah we smokin' loud

She don't want no lovin' but it's okay
I just put some molly in my OJ now
She blow up my phone, like is she insane
The girls I like just wanna see me in pain now
I swear the world just trynna' fuckin' test us
These girls swear that they loyal but they stress me out
Tattered got the weed, fifty got the liquor
Gettin' fucked up in the morning, finger on the trigger

Yeah, what's for dinner
Serving up them rounds tonight
We serving up them pounds tonight
Hanging with my bros tonight
I'm coolin' wit my bros tonight
We fuckin up the pain inside
Know it's gon' be alright

(Real trap shit)

tttrd jerm & 50blessings - TTTRD & FIFTY #2800 #50

produced by yago
https://yagoproduces.beatstars.com/

available now on all major streaming platforms


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(Broke my heart, spit on it)
(She took my spine, she fucked my life up)

She broke my heart, she spit on it
She took my spine, I ain't gon' lie
Fuck this life, where's my knife
End it right, you know I'll end this night
Got no home, just sold my soul
Hear some hellhounds they be on my trail
Still got some goals, the homie made bail
Free lil' bro yo, free lil' dro

I don't want no fights I'm writing my last rites
It's the end of the show I'm writing my goodbyes
I think I see the light you know I'm off that white
I'ts the end of us now and we're saying goodbye

She broke my heart, she spit on it
She took my spine, I ain't gon' lie
Fuck this life, where's my knife
End it right, you know I'll end this night
Got no home, just sold my soul
Hear some hellhounds they be on my trail
Still got some goals, the homie made bail
Free lil' bro yo, free lil' dro
She broke my heart, she spit on it
She took my spine, I ain't gon' lie
Fuck this life, where's my knife
End it right, you know I'll end this night

Spine

spine (prod. yago)

produced by yago
yagoproduces.beatstars.com

out now on all major streaming platforms

--
(Ugly hoe, look like a fuckin' toe, boy)
(Skrrt)

Just got a draco and a fifth
I go talk some shit to yo bitch
I can't ever die even when I try
Still a pretty bitch even when she cry
Just got a draco and a fifth
I go talk some shit to yo bitch
I can't ever die even when I try
Still a pretty bitch even when she cry

Fly by, we do drive-bys
Fly by, we go eighty-five
Fly by, we do drive-bys
I wanna die, I can't even lie
Fly by, we do drive-bys
Fly by, we go eighty-five
Fly by, we do drive-bys
I wanna die, I can't even lie
Fly by, we do drive-bys
Fly by, we go eighty-five
Fly by, we do drive-bys
I wanna die, I can't even lie
Fly by, we do drive-bys
Fly by, we go eighty-five
Fly by, we do drive-bys
I wanna die, I can't even lie

Posted up in the crib, seedin' some shit on PirateBay
Out my way, out my way
It's not yo place, get out my face
Brodie rock the teck wit the grip
Talk shit and get yo wig split
Know I just pulled up in drip
Paranoid I go off the grid

Just got a draco and a fifth
I go talk some shit to yo bitch
I can't ever die even when I try
Still a pretty bitch even when she cry
Just got a draco and a fifth
I go talk some shit to yo bitch
I can't ever die even when I try
Still a pretty bitch even when she cry

Can't Die

can't die (prod. yago)

produced by THERSX

rsx.beatstars.com


--

(Left it all, I cut my goddamn ties, I knew it yesterday)

Where did all of my damn friends go
Shawty you left me high and dry
Baby I cannot lie

Where did all of the damn love go
Shawty you were my everything
Baby I cannot lie

She drove me crazy
She was my midnight sky
I roll this damn blunt
I still can't face my fears
I bump some tears for fears
You had my damn heart
I gave you everything
You played the goddamn part
I shoulda seen it
I shoulda known it from the start
They never tell you who they are in the end

That real life shit fuckin' played out
Go ahead, go run yo goddamn mouth
They wonder why I never go out
It's really cuz I fuckin hate y'all, peace

Euthanasia

Misery

misery (prod. THERSX)

"euthanasia"

a tape about coming to terms with change and dying alone.


out now on all major streaming platforms.

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tttrdjerm/euthanasia

support the producers:

https://rsx.beatstars.com/
https://metlast.beatstars.com/


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I just wish that you could see me now
I'm standing 10 feet tall, got on sum brand new jeans
Hide it all
I still feel everything
I should erase myself
I should just kill myself
I'm screaming at the wall
And I'm colorblind
I'm colorblind
And I'm colorblind
This life of mine, it's black and white
And I'm colorblind

(Look, mother is the name for god on the lips and hearts of all children, do you understand?)

I just wish that you could see me now
I'm standing 10 feet tall, got on sum brand new jeans
Hide it all
I still feel everything
I should erase myself
I should just kill myself
I'm screaming at the wall
And I'm colorblind
I'm colorblind
And I'm colorblind
This life of mine, it's black and white
And I'm colorblind

Colorblind

colorblind (prod. metlast)

"euthanasia"

a tape about coming to terms with change and dying alone.


out now on all major streaming platforms.

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tttrdjerm/euthanasia

support the producers:

https://rsx.beatstars.com/
https://metlast.beatstars.com/


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Shawty get back
Oh she cool oh she think she really like that
Take a hint
You ain't really fuckin bout that
Stupid bitch you should go and get a damn grip
Poser bitch
Get the fuck down off the soapbox
Ain't holding up
Never practice what you always preach
Hypocrite
I ain't fuckin with the energy
It ain't fo me
I ain't fuckin wit yo energy
Stay way from me and this mothafuckin' treachery

Narccistic tendencies
I stay away from the industry
I got some homies with some felonies
I done made a lot of enemies
Always trynna nab the recipe
It takes some trauma and some therapy
Ain't it lucky thats my specialty
Makin music, taking ecstasy
All these drugs I get fo' fuckin free
Writing rhymes it be like ecstasy
I think this music shit my destiny
It be my destiny
(Aye)

Shawty get back
Oh she cool oh she think she really like that
Take a hint
You ain't really fuckin bout that
Stupid bitch you should go and get a damn grip
Poser bitch
Get the fuck down off the soapbox
Ain't holding up
Never practice what you always preach
Hypocrite
I ain't fuckin with the energy
It ain't fo me
I ain't fuckin wit yo energy
Stay way from me and this mothafuckin' treachery

Poser

poser (prod. metlast)

produced by SUMMERS9
https://www.beatstars.com/summers9

--

(I lied)

I tell myself that I'm fine
Don't need no help when I'm high
Can't trust no one or myself
I got no friends
All by myself

Oohhh
I tell 'em that I'm fine
It's easier than saying that i wanna fuckin' die
Why do I try to stick it out
I got nothin' besides the pills
Oohhh
Let me die tonight
I been fuckin' wit the sprite
Sip it over ice
Look into my eyes
Everything I buy is nice
Drown the pain in all this drip
I got some e-hoes

I tell myself that I'm fine
Don't need no help when I'm high
Can't trust no one or myself
I got no friends
All by myself
I tell myself that I'm fine
Don't need no help when I'm high
Can't trust no one or myself
I got no friends
All by myself
I tell myself that I'm fine
Don't need no help when I'm high
Can't trust no one or myself
I got no friends
All by myself

Oohhh
Let me die tonight
I been fuckin' wit the sprite
Sip it over ice
Look into my eyes
Everything I buy is nice
Drown the pain in all this drip
I got some e-hoes

By Myself

by myself (prod. SUMMERS9)

stream/socials:
https://linktr.ee/tttrd

produced by SLNDRMANN
https://slndrmann.beatstars.com/

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I'm gettin' high for the summer
I'm spendin' hunnids
Money don't help all the pain in my brain, yeah (It's not real)
It's not real
It's all fake
I'm a fiend
I'm a freak
It's not real
It's all fake
Yeah, I know that you know
That I love you still

Watch me take all my time while I fuck on her spine
Ain't no loving like mine
Damn
Watch me take all my time while I fuck on her spine
It's the way that I shine, bitch
Damn
Watch me take all my time while I fuck on her spine
Ain't no loving like mine
Damn
Watch me take all my time while I fuck on her spine
It's the way that I shine, bitch
Damn

We gettin' high in the summer
Slow come up
Came up out the gutter
Like no other
Posted on the couch with all my motherfuckin' problems

Clinically depressed
I think I got it from my mother
(I think I got it from my mother)

Take My Time

take my time (prod. SLNDRMANN)

follow @official-luci <3

produced by SUMMERS9
https://www.beatstars.com/summers9

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Leather studded belt
Is it worth it
I really tried to help
You wouldn't have it
I tried to break myself
From this damn curse
I really need some help
Before it get worse

Tried to pour my heart out to you
Put my soul in this track
But you still won't hit me back in the morning
(I just wanna kill myself)
Tryin to move on I fuck a fan to fill the void and then I realize
That she ain't the same as you
(ain't no one like you)

Leather studded belt
Is it worth it
I really tried to help
You wouldn't have it
I tried to break myself
From this damn curse
I really need some help
Before it get worse

It only get worse
They wanna see me smile
So I fake it
They wanna see me shine
I just fake it
I'll manifest my time
Before it get worse

I don't wanna tell you how I feel
Don't wanna tell you how to heal
Don't wanna tell you that I want you in the morn
(I don't wanna kill myself while I'm off that)
I don't wanna tell you how to feel
Don't wanna tell you if I'm real
Don't wanna tell you if I want you anymore
(I don't wanna heal if I'm really being honest)

Leather studded belt
Is it worth it
I really tried to help
You wouldn't have it
I tried to break myself
From this damn curse
I really need some help
Before it get worse

It only get worse
They wanna see me smile
So I fake it
They wanna see me shine
I just fake it
I'll manifest my time
Before it get worse

Leather Belt

leather belt ft. Luci (prod. SUMMERS9)

produced by yago
https://yagoproduces.beatstars.com/
--

https://www.instagram.com/tttrd_jerm/
https://twitter.com/tttrdjerm

--
break me down
i know you fuckin hate me now
they wonder why I'm breaking down
baby I cannot take it no more

break me down
you probably fuckin hate me now
they wonder why I'm achin down
baby I cannot fake it no more

ohh just let me die in my sleep
no, this life it ain't for me
yeah you know I wasn't built for this
yeah you know this shit move too quick
my life be gone in a sec

break me down
i know you fuckin hate me now
they wonder why I'm breaking down
baby I cannot take it no more

break me down
you probably fuckin hate me now
they wonder why I'm achin down
baby I cannot fake it no more

ohh just let me die in my sleep
no, this life it ain't for me
yeah you know I wasn't built for this
yeah you know this shit move too quick
my life be gone in a sec

Drown / Break Me

Break Me

break me (prod. yago)

WATCH THE OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqvRVwSNZeg

edited by 50blessings:
https://www.instagram.com/50blessingsuk/
(prod. 190 Snyderbeats):
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvV6zrYWFRy_Kuouw4hqM8Q

socials:
https://linktr.ee/tttrd

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(Gold teeth)

I wish I had some gold teeth to hang up on my face tonight
Is it gon be me or him
Who do you see in your head (Yeah)
Who do you see in your head
Know I keep it real cool
Got my name on some jewelry
I ain't finna nod off or I might fall off
I don't give a fuck 'bout first world problems
I ain't wit the bullshit
I cut the drama
You know I hate the drama
They know I got some trauma
Gotta call my mama
Yeah, I just copped some trauma

Lately I can't get no fuckin' sleep
Going through withdrawals
Know I'm in it deep
Bumpin' Bless The Fall
Standard local creep
Mirror on the wall
Tell me if I'm wrong

I wish I had some gold teeth to hang up on my face tonight
Is it gon be me or him
Who do you see in your head (Yeah)
Who do you see in your head
Know I keep it real cool
Got my name on some jewelry
I ain't finna nod off or I might fall off
I don't give a fuck 'bout first world problems
I ain't wit the bullshit
I cut the drama

Gold Teeth

gold teeth (prod. 190 Snyderbeats)

produced by sxbvstixn:
instagram.com/sxbvstixn_
traktrain.com/sxbvstixn

socials:
linktr.ee/tttrd

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She got her hands on my spine
Come get yo mans up out my face
Bitch, I been in hell
No, I ain't scared
I just roll this blunt and face my fears
They can't even tell that I ain't here
Been up in my head
No, I can't steer
No, that shit ain't clear, yeah

Call me the man the way I walked in
Stepped on the scene
No, she don't know me
Stepped on the scene
Bitch, I'm a cokehead
Look at my face
I got some gold teeth
Girl, look at my face
I got some gold teeth
Lookin' at me
She think she know me
Promethazine up in this damn cup
Hellfire spit up out my damn lungs

Yesterday I was doing fine, then I heard from you
Yesterday I was doing lines when I heard from you
Yesterday I just took my time to get back to you
Yesterday I got real fucked up to forget yo name
Yesterday I was doing fine, then I heard from you
Yesterday I was doing lines when I heard from you
Yesterday I just took my time to get back to you
Yesterday I got real fucked up to forget yo name

She got her hands on my spine
Come get yo mans up out my face
Bitch, I been in hell
No, I ain't scared
I just roll this blunt and face my fears

(You wanna say something?)
(And here we are in Santa Monica, the pier)

Yesterday (Spine Pt. 2)

yesterday (spine pt. 2) [prod. sxbvstixn]

produced by taymxru:
youtube.com/c/taymxru

socials:
linktr.ee/tttrd

--

everylivingcreaturediesalone

Every Living Creature Dies Alone

Manic

manic (prod. taymxru)

every living creature dies alone (prod. youforia)

Decay

decay (prod. SUMMERS9)

Watch

watch (prod. st1x51)

ANGEL WINGS

tttrd jerm & 50blessings - ANGEL WINGS (prod. 50blessings)

Trauma-laced

trauma laced (prod. 190 beatz)

Turmoil

turmoil (prod. domyno)

Doubt

doubt (prod. SLNDR)

Leave It Alone

leave it alone (prod. skylarallen)

watch me manifest time

produced by NEKK
https://www.instagram.com/nekkondatrack

socials:
linktr.ee/tttrd

A Barrel Full of Gasoline:
@abarrellfullofgasoline
https://linktr.ee/abarrelfullofgasoline

Marigold

A Barrel Full of Gasoline & tttrd jerm - marigold (prod. NEKK)

still here with the ones that i came with <3

@levi-james-clemons
@abarrellfullofgasoline

Produced by goth helma
https://www.youtube.com/@goth_helma

Fugue State

A Barrel Full of Gasoline, tttrd jerm & $arah tonin - fugue state (prod. goth helma)

you'll never know me

linktr.ee/tttrd

--
Please baby hold me closer
I walk these streets at night
Ooohh, this pain you'll never know
There's demons searching for me
They're trynna take my peace of mind
I can't get enough of you
Lost all my friends last year
I couldn't get up off my ass
Oh where'd they go
Each time I look into the mirror I cannot stand the sight
Lord please kill me (I'm fucking waiting)

I'm getting closer
I'm getting closer
I'm getting closer to breaking
You'll never know it
You'll never know it
You'll never know the pain I've been through
I'm getting closer
I'm getting closer
I'm getting closer to breaking
You'll never know me
You cannot help me
Please, god
Will someone save me from myself

Closer

Closer (prod. Emowhip)

how the fuck did i ever survive??


linktr.ee/tttrd

--
All my friends are gon’ fade away
Sitting back where I reflect upon my life
You don’t know this pain I'm full of spite
All this trauma make me come alive
All my problems they gon’ fade away
Like a cat I'm on my motherfuckin ninth life
Baby I been stayin up all night
How the fuck did I ever survive
One thing you’ll never know bout me is
When I'm ever gon’ lose my mind again
Tried to tell you that I can’t come back from
All this damage, all this pain up in my head
So hard to entertain myself when
Every day is just the same old shit again
Getting tired everything so damn numb
How the fuck I deal with all this strife
Manifesting all this time I watch these bridges burn
I can’t take back all that shit you said
You’d never learn
Took a break I had to wash these sins off from my past
Life just go on while I stare at my reflection

All my friends are gon’ fade away
Sitting back where I reflect upon my life
You don’t know this pain I'm full of spite
All this trauma make me come alive
All my problems they gon’ fade away
Like a cat I'm on my motherfuckin ninth life
Baby I been stayin up all night
How the fuck did I ever survive

How the fuck I make it through that

Tttrd Jerm, real spiritual shit 2024
So numb
Thank you Based God

Reflection (Survival)

reflection/survival (prod. d34dbr0ke)

Fast Lane

Fast Lane feat. Gabbard (prod. tttrd jerm)

2800

Not Fair

ian august & tttrd jerm - Not Fair

i feel like giving up again :(

follow my homie, he helped make this song
@ianaugust



(Ian August)
i feel like giving up again
fuck my life i just want it to end
feels like no one understands
except for when you hold my hand (x2)

fuck with my head for a minute
i can't pretend i admit it
i feel my best when i'm fucked up
all alone in my room
lay me to rest i can't quit it
i think im past my limit
im still a mess i cant finish
anything i began

fuck with my head for a minute
i can't pretend i admit it
i feel my best when i'm fucked up
all alone in my

(tttrd jerm)
every day feels the same
trynna hide the pain
yeah
always feeling drained from the 9 to 5
find me deep in the cave
stayin outta the rain
shit lookin kinda grey
i feel dead inside

tell me how the story finna end
cuz i don't feel right
in my own skin

we ain't never gon be those kids again
it's been a long time
we goin all night

Giving Up

tttrd jerm & Ian August - giving up (prod. tttrd jerm)

(ian august)

I been all alone I don't check my texts
I could make 100 bands probably still be a wreck
I don't really understand why I'm always a mess
Homesick, lovesick and I'm sick in the head

Now my ex hit my phone 'cuz she know that I'm next
But I been all alone I don't check my texts
I don't really understand why I'm always a mess
Homesick, lovesick and I'm sick in the head


(tttrd jerm)

Sometimes I get so high I could touch the sky
Need me some relief shorty know I cry
Know that I'm 'gon die so at least I'll try
Take that to my grave baby it's no lie

Don't wanna know what you've been up to
I'll never change yeah that shit ain't new
There comes a time when that karma due
We weren't the people that we thought we knew


(50blessings)

I been poppin' pills so I ain't checkin' my calls
I come out sober with no bands but I be fuckin on hoes
You motherfuckers wanna be me just to get to the dope
I'm way too fucked up but I ain't fuckin' leaving alone

Now you're blowin' up my phone say you miss me
I remember times you wouldn't even kiss me
I don't really understand these hoes they tricky
Tattered Jerm, Ian August and Fifty


(ian august)

I been all alone I don't check my texts
I could make 100 bands probably still be a wreck
I don't really understand why I'm always a mess
Homesick, lovesick and I'm sick in the head

Now my ex hit my phone 'cuz she know that I'm next
But I been all alone I don't check my texts
I don't really understand why I'm always a mess
Homesick, lovesick and I'm sick in the head

Homesick

ian august & tttrd jerm - homesick feat. 50BLESSINGS (prod. ian august)

out now on Amazon Music, Apple Music, Spotify, and YouTube

my first self-titled EP drops 11/27

i love you all and thank you for the support <3

@tttrd
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https://music.apple.com/us/artist/tttrd-jerm/id1511590003

https://www.instagram.com/tttrd_jerm/

https://twitter.com/tttrdjerm

Tttrd

Friend Or Foe

friend or foe

Who Are You?

who are you? (prod. ian august)

𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔶 𝔩𝔦𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 𝔡𝔦𝔢𝔰 𝔞𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔢
𝙗𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙖𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙙
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