The last track i made before the accident, i was(am) a sad person, no matter how much i talk or smile, my arms tell another story about myself, thats why i hide them so much, this being the last track i recorded b4 the accident is such a strange coincidence that it make so much sense in this tiny little world

lyrics:
james sunderland : i was weak, thats why i needed you

me:
its okay, for you im suicidal 
all hard feelings, nobody i could talk too
wanna feel how much i like you?
its okay... you can see my arm
lately... i been on self harm
its that bad?... you really wanna act
and you know i tried
but for you im suicidal
MONDAYSUICIDE!
i tell you but my mouth tapped
i cant really talk now
but for you im suicidal
read on my diary
i feel like simon

x2

self_harm_sh3

EXCHANGE ??/??/?? 


go head 
roll credits
i said 
didn’t meant
i get it 
no credit
i pay it   
on debit 
lets get it 
lets get it 
im bouta mental reset 
i don’t think chronologically i don’t think you would get it 

(Vocalizing) 



everything is sweet
everything is cheap
everything is worn 
im a different me 
i ascended to a higher chord 


throw a fleur de lis 
take the giant leap
im on tour
2023 feels like 2013 
acquire more 
went to school for the Maison margiela history course
such a fool  i acquired   this fragrance from Thomas ford


yea 
i’ve been moving st8 to st8
i got lenses on my face 
gotta focus on my trade
gotta focus on exchange 
i wanna go create 
i cant sacrifice expression for something thats man made 

esoteric knowledge im on it and then im off 
constantly trying to one up myself but its never enough 
i cannot feel real love this shit wasn’t real enough 
i wont lie baby lately i aint been real enough 
i say fuck it 
yea 
sometimes you say fuck it 
yea 
sometimes get distracted it reminds me to stay focused 
lately i been feeling tapped in with my mind thats my brodie 
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind i give myself a trophy 
im not special im not holy 
i leave a bad impression now she act like she don’t know me 
i move in one direction towards the top thats where im going
what matters is the score it doesn’t matter how you throw it 
i stage direct and then i speak in prose im like a poet 

on that thought 
let me change the prose 
it doesn’t matter where we end up 
it doesn’t matter where we are are 
it doesn’t matter what we’re going thru rn 
what matters is the journey that we’ve had 
and the connection that we’ve shared 
thru all of us
because we r all the same 
u just gotta let the energy exchange 
thank u for listening

Roll_creditz ((prod.magNis x cranes))

kaiden - Rest Assured

with kaiden, swords2, teal, & sivaa

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@swords2
@prodteal
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le citadell - in the club prod daydream

one Of My All Time - W / Caspar

2 longrange no cell phone today
full walkthrough 
yeah i had 2 chnage 

4 u..  

it was the best yu ever had
got me stuck in ur head 
if we
bring it back 
lemme 
bring it back 
nnow i 
see str8 
4 now 
lost cause 
         
thres only onw way 
that i started to change 
tell me somethin 
i kn wo u kn ow my pain 

im in my house 
yeah its made of grain 
two raod ways 
and i still head straight   





i say it all the time 
waiting all the time 
i j seen u cry 
is it all a lie 

as it goes by 
as it goes bye
im j countin time high
im j counting tiEm 
 as it goes by 
thn it gos bye 
when it goes bye alrtii
when it bGoes bye 

whre 2 go to lie
is it all a lie 
is it all a lie 
high is it all a lie

 as it goes by 
then it gos bye 
when it goes bye alright
when it bGoes bye 

whre 2 go to lie
is it all a lie 
is it all a lie 
high is it all a lie



   
Still wanting more
Shook my head and fall in 
havent seen you before
Tripping, I aint start yet

Im in my jeans everywhere that I go
Sitting innocently but i see you cry out
Do you ever think? 
about how things went
Do you ever think?
of the time well spent

all in a turn of events
chasing right after it

Are we taking too long 
Isnt that too much
Could it be better
If i said the right stuff?

Stuck in my silhouette
Feeling out of frame 
Could it be better, am I still your friend?
So here you come again darling
lets do it all once again

4u max/runt/tongue

GRACE FOREVERMORE - SKIBIDI TOILET  PROD DWEEMY

guitar- @ericslake

ive been watchin the sea 
shes been lookin at me
nah don ttell me to leave
got somewhere gotta be
like a sword needs a sheath 
needed you needed me
get together and meet 
together we can have a
 beach day we can play in the sand 
look up at me and hold my hands
beach day 
we can have a beach day

4u max/runt/tongue

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