bro fucking glad you came back. it has been a long time. Jesus. I missed you

Rewards serve to elicit approach and consummatory behaviors, increase the frequency and intensity of the behaviors, maintain the behaviors, prevent their extinction, and induce subjective feelings of pleasure or positive emotional states. Reward is therefore a key concept in assessing anhedonia, and the basis of the majority of animal studies devoted to its neurobiological mechanisms.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3181880/#sec-a.f.btitle

intimacy / CVE-2024-0762
youth / CVE-2024-6387
death figment / CVE-2024-42815
bulimia (my version) / CVE-2021-29465
chelsea / CVE-2020-8163

anhedonia

https://drugs-forum.com/threads/isoaminile-a-forgotten-dissociative.171640/

netrunner

kpins got me falling
substances give me sustenance
phenethylamines I'm functioning
ECX [1-Ethynylcyclohexanol] im mumbling 
Rauðskinna bitch im summoning
mix so much bitch im stumbling
aim that bitch up if he talking shit
esoteric bitch my covenant
GBL my head spinning
walk in like i own that bitch
3 shots in him make him trip
all black evanescence whip
phasewalk like im lilith
pop so much ion feel shit
put it in my damn veins
fill my head up with that fluorolintane
been thru far too much ion wanna do ts no more
break that bitch my heart is torn
extended clip you calling war
netrun in that bitch i want more
she suck dat dick js like a whore
i be paralyzed up on the floor
hate my self i dont need love
when dat bitch talk i js ignore
556 gon make him run
mxe bitch i adore
2 more lines i might do 4
crush dat coke lil bitch im bored
so much shit is in my system, feel numb
run that boy for his shit
dual wield acp yeah
that bitch talk i just ignore

@searingthrume

dont know shi bout nun, i dont know my place
i cant keep my sane, bouta start breakin shi
brain chem shift, feel the scales tip
now all i do is bitch, feel my tendons rip
all i wanna do is bleed out on the floor now
all i ever hear is noise nd sound, im bouta put holes innat ground
all i wanna do is scream without control now
its over now, yea its over now
gonna rip myself to shreds
im my own loose end
got me bleedin out, got me bleedin out
screamin "rip me out, frm here jus rip me out"
its all bloody now, its all tainted now
errything in bits nd pieces, shattered down
whole world spinnin round, for eternity
goin round in silly circles til the end of me

netrunner

i really wish i felt again
oxy wit that Phenergan
extended clip he mannequin
hiromu boots with leopard print
pretending u not finish shit
every day the same god damn thing
think im used to it
bitch im tired
fucking dead pain
drugs not healing shit
hate my body n my skin bitch im not feeling it
brain prism i cant feel shit ion know why
stand where i feel this ion know why
off gabaxodal bitch, yeah my brain fried
ion give a fuck bitch, just wanna get high
esoteric knowledge
substances give me sustenance
phenethylamine I'm functioning
ecx im mumbling
Rauðskinna bitch im summoning
mix so much im stumbling
aim that bitch up if he talking shit
esoteric bitch my covenant
gbl my head spinning
walk in like i own that bitch
pop so much ion feel shit
put it in my damn veins
fill my head up with that fluorolintane
been thru far too much ion wanna do ts no more
break that bitch my heart is sore
extended clip you calling war
netrun in that bitch i want more

netrunner - isoaminile +lesions

mantra + lunaris

allg part ways

Wisdom Research Evolution @avexacortexa 
1:1 like no other 

@searingthrume
@yuracual

I. bare skin 
| https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/skin |
II. cant understand / difebarbamate
III. no personnel / indapyrophenidone
IV. 1-(1-Ethynylcyclohexyl)piperidine [YNCP]
V. dexoxadrol | delucemine
VI. your lovely skin 
| https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/enamored |
VII. pyeazolam | clobromazolam
VIII. DSP-0038 [ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DSP-0038 ]
IX. HOCPCA | 39x Affinty
X. barbara i gongini | entangled with dread
XI. ICI-190,622
XII. dalmane / doriden [ gluthimide | flurazepam ]
| https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/oblivion |
XIII. calcium ion channel blockade
XVI. IHCH - 711 / GYKI - 52466 [ high bioavalibility | lipophilicity ]
XVII. α-pyrro​lidino​pentio​thiophenone
XVIII. epidermis piercer | pierce through me
XIX. [x] GABAA-rho w/ @lesioncovered
XX. Superagonist | Tetratonic Rippler Mk. 5
XXI. somnolence | α6β2γ2
XXII. [x] neurogenesis w/ @yuracual

netrunner research release: high affinity neuron depolarization | pharmacodynamics #avexacortexa

s- v2

not anymore

charli xcx x broketeen

`The cinematic score behind the anthem.`

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3.RENACERÉ [Instrumental (Versión Original)]

WYD THE REST of UR LIFE? (instrumental)

send this to gunna lil cobaine scrim just send it to them all thanks. selection of synths / vocal chops with hip-hop drum patterns 

s- v2

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