[HOOK: OG Worry]
ain't nobody fucking with me like they used to
open seat in the coupe so i scooped you
i get caught up in my thoughts and i can't think right
caught up in a nightmare so i don't sleep right
i just want them to treat me like they used to
i just want something real that i'm used to
i just want them to treat me like they...
i just want something real that i'm...

[VERSE I: OG Worry]
went from no one to someone
at least i thought so
stuck up in a bad dream watching front row
people warning me that everything is gonna change
never thought that it would be in the worst way
life going up and down at the same time
suicidal thoughts creeping up in my mind
drug dealer pocket reaping all the benefits
only thing i fucking had to get me through this shit
i been stripped of all i had, man
lost relations with me dad
damn
lost relations with the fam
damn
lost touch of who i am
sad
i'm out seeking peace like i'm seeking air to breathe
pray to a god that i never thought i would believe
grant me serenity for all the things i cannot change
wisdom to know that i can ain't the same

[HOOK: Maire de Gras Ville]
ain't nobody fucking with me like they used to
open seat in the coupe so i scooped you
i get caught up in my thoughts and i can't think right
caught up in a nightmare so i don't sleep right
i just want them to treat me like they used to
i just want something real that i'm used to
i just want them to treat me like they...
i just want something real that i'm...

[VERSE II: Maire de Gras Ville]
all my life i been waiting til the time right
waiting for that shade of light to make me shine bright
day turn to night
yeah, weeks turn to months
wishing i could press that pause button just once
hiding in the back tryna catch up to the front
everything i lack i'll make up for it when i stunt
more bitches
more money
more drugs
more honeys
more stuff the more i want it
more i feel i'm fucking stuck
(i get by)
going through the motions
fucking barely even growing
(i get high)
hiding all of my emotions
never change
i'm stuck
posted
(i get by)
what a lame excuse to keep doing what i do
(i get high)
wasting my shine and that's the fucking truth

Long Term Effects of SUFFERING

5 GRAND AT 8 TO 1

[VERSE I: Slick Sloth]
still here boasting my emotions
now coping while fucking dopeless
let the dope hit
breathing slowly
look baby, i’ll show you hopeless
load the ammo
scarecrow no shadow
bloody pianos
sold out gallows
my mind so harrowed
from tragic backroads traveled
waking up with dread
pop off on my meds
nose deep in narcotics
window shopping for my fathers problems
do you have some options?
my hand numb from gripping the pistol
trigger finger callous
my heart out to my girl
i know that loving me is a challenge

[VERSE II: Lil Oozing]
garbage what i'm spewing
sluggish how i'm moving
dope is what i'm choosing if you ask me how i'm doing
i be cruising, coasing, using, dosing
just don't overdue it
hoping i don't fucking lose it
rope in hand
i tied the noose
it's open
another night blacked out
lying on the bathroom floor
i ain't gonna black out
i ain't gonna last out
i guarantee i'll have some more  
ima dive into the void head first
ain't tryna avoid said thirst
i'm tryna enjoy death 
worst things about me
constantly doubting the fact that i'm blessed by a curse

Sing Me a Lullaby, My Sweet Temptation

$uicideboy$ Were Better In 2015

$UICIDEBOY$ WERE BETTER IN 2015

$uicideboy$ I Will One Day Learn To Fly Into The Stars

$UICIDEBOY$ TYPE BEAT “SCRAPE”

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KILL YOURSELF Part VII: The Fuck God Saga

VIVIVI (FEAT. RVMIRXZ)

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Gray/Grey

$HRIMP POBOY (FEAT. SUPA)

PRETTYLEAF

One Girl, Six Blades, One Night of Sin

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7th or St. Tammany

VICES (FEAT. JGRXXN)

LEAVE YOUR THINGS BEHIND

RAG ROUND MY SKULL

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YUNGDEATHLILLIFE

SOLD MY SOUL TO SATAN WAITING IN LINE AT THE MALL

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Black $uicide Side C: The Seventh Seal

$UICIDEBOY$ x BLACK SMURF - NEWPORT REDS

My Liver Will Handle What My Heart Can't

OPAL RING

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[Verse 1: Ruby da Cherry]

hate me or love me
no i don't care it's the same thing
.45 in your face have a great day
*59 be the set bitch i stay grey
okay here i come with the AK
okay Yung Plague got a blank slate
no cake Yung Plague got a blank plate
so grey Yung Plague got to break banks
no pain but i numb myself anyway
renegade gotta get away so i levitate
the human race gotta find a way to renovate
keep it simple bitch i think i'm fuckin Hemingway
gotta find a bitch that i can penetrate
let her know i ain't goin to inseminate 
separate then tell her to go meditate
she got depressed and overdosed now all she do is vegetate

[Verse 2: $lick $loth]

okay hold up
run up in the spot this a stick up
tie the bitch up
time to re-up
hit em with that onomatopoeia
when i speak up bitch i'm Jesus out the freezer because i'm fucking cold
dead
better yet a threat to any motherfucker coming at the fucking set
the $carecrow made out of roaches and locusts
smokers who make waves like Moses no motive
fuckin some coeds that think i'm a poet
but fuck it i pour it til i'm slumped and loaded
reachin my lowest they think i'm heroic
funny to me but they think that i'm chosen
illusions illusions pollutin the humans
one bullet away from my problem's solution
sippin on Houston while i rot and ruin 
almight *59 bitch i die for my union

Now the Moon's Rising

TO HAVE AND HAVE NOT

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[VERSE 1: $LICK SLOTH]

windows down with a frown
ash on my jeans
been up eating beans
these scenes keep on flashin' inside of my head
but I’d rather be dead
got no bread
out of meds
i can’t find no tranquility
put me out of my misery
insomnia drivin' me mental, so I put it on a front like golds on my dental
my lifes accidental
at the drop of a pencil
i might flash out and shoot every motherfucker while I’m drivin a rental
oh no don’t tempt me
i ain’t slept in six weeks
haven’t ate since wednesday
god damn I’m empty

[VERSE 2: YUNG SLUMBER]

i fall asleep but I don't want to rise out of bed
escape to my dreams I know some of them wet
the sun shinin bright as I open my eyes and then close up the blinds and wish that I was dead
some people wanna call me a pussy
some people wanna call me a bitch
some people wanna tell me that it ain’t that bad
lift up that chin
i wonder what they’d say after I slice my wrists
2 slits I’m gone in the endless abyss
one way street and i need a fucking lift
if sleep is the cousin of death I guess me and $lick counting sheep until' we out of breath I mean shit
po-pourin' my emotions into a styrofoam cup
gulping it down til' I don’t give a fuck

Dark Side of the Clouds

AM/PM

i hope at least one of my ex-girlfriends hears this

$uicideboy$ - Either Hated Or Ignored [Chopped & Screwed] By SUS  PhiXioN

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[VERSE I: YUNG $LUMBER]

back on that fucking dope
smacked i'm bout to make a toast
raise a glass to a room full of all my dead friends ghosts
they loudly shouting
pounding fists
yelling "yo is this a joke? you vowed to quit. renounce this shit. bitch you trying to overdose?"
i look up and stare at a table with empty chairs
i ain't able to move
i'm scared this is fatal
ain't prepared for my betrayal's consequences
broke a promise and i get it
i'm a failure
i'm a fuck up
yet i'm unapologetic

[HOOK: YUNG $LUMBER]

save me from this hell
let me rest in peace
another death shy of living a long life
raise your head up high
don't forget to say goodbye because when it's your time
it's too late you can't rewind
we live only to die
we live only to die

[VERSE II: SLICK SLOTH]

I been long gone
look for the soul in my eye and you see none
broken down to my last over my own blood
woke up on the worst side of the bed and didnt wanna get out
ouch
i can only speak about the shit that i'm thinking about
i'm worried about my crippled mother and father
my maw maw and her liver
lenny almost no longer living
and little brothers i can give better lives
still not right i'm still wrong
got my will done
i'm long gone

I Want to Die In New Orleans

LONG GONE (SAVE ME FROM THIS HELL)

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[VERSE I: RUBY DA CHERRY]

ruby rarely rap about stacking up cash
probably why my wall is missing platinum plaques
from depression to profession it happened so fast
took some dabs last night
now i'm back to no wax
always got to get fucked up i can't last one day without fucking it up
fuck it i'll consume whatever
pills are better whenever the going gets tought
i'll bash in my casket
climb in and laught until the grass is growing through my skull
walk into the CVS with vvs's dripping on my chest
bright white lights make the diamonds flex
but they also reveal my face without a mask
oh what a mess
looking for a reason but i want to rest

[VERSE II: LIL CIG]

lil slick jump in the bitch
tell me do we got a problem?
emo bitch sucking dick
punk rappers
yeah they all flodgers
smoking dope 
los angeles in a corvette
knock it out the park like a fucking dodger
got the .45 on me and all time
bullet with your name
bullet with mine
why mine?
for the sake of $UICIDE
you see anybody riding with me in the chevy?
i ain't think so
stay solo stay dolo
lights go dim
low key i'm all alone and sit on a throne of illusion
every drug i'm on i start abusing

.

Turtlllee