overfishing

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Woke up and i feel like shit
Theres nothing that is worth it
Woke up and wanted to die
Theres nothing i wanna try

I dont wanna do anything
I dont wanna do anything
I dont wanna do anything
I fucking hate everything

No friends yeah im all alone
Blackpilled all the way to the bone
Depressed i should kill myself
I need to escape from this hell

Nothing ever helps
I should kill myself
My mind just melts
Away

Hold a gun to your head
Cry and say your prayers
Say good to everybody even though nobody cares

Woke up and i feel like shit
Theres nothing that is worth it
Woke up and wanted to die
Theres nothing that i wanna try
 
Fucking hate my life
I really wanna die
Every single night’s
The same

Hold a gun to your head
Cry and say your prayers
Say good to everybody even though nobody cares

I don't wanna do anything

i hate myself and everything i stand for

punk ass kid

sleepovermurders2020

slayer 99

I dont want to try
Fuck the world and fuck my life
I cant take this shit anymore
So sick of this life’s a chore

I wanna lay down and die
I know i cant go on
Dark thoughts poisoning my mind
Where did it all go wrong 

Now im all alone
And i did it all on my own
Nobody likes you when youre sad
So either die or learn to act

I wanna lay down and die
I know i cant go on
Dark thoughts poisoning my mind
Where did it all go wrong 

I dont want to try
Fuck the world and fuck my life
I cant take this shit anymore
So sick of this life’s a chore

I wanna lay down and die
I know i cant go on
Dark thoughts poisoning my mind
Where did it all go wrong

Lay Down And Die

They say that being scared
Is part of growing up 
But even if I was all alone
I'd still be throwing up

No one seems to hear me
No matter how much I've said it
Every step's a mistake
On the path I am headed

Someone please take the wheel
I think I'm too young to drive
When things are getting a way too real
I wonder if I'm too young to die

Cuz I

I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me

I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'

I cry and say I feel bad
When I run from my problems
Because if I didn't do that
Then I'd have to try and solve them

I'm not strong enough to change
And I'm too lazy to care
I reach out for a friend
But I know no one is there

We feel things for each other
But every man dies alone
There ain't no future for me now
But that's something I've always known

This planet's filled with despair
And loneliness everlasting
So I'll pray for a world
A world as empty as me

I've got no guts
My soul is dull and lonely
I've got no guts
So don't act like you know me

I've got no guts
And I'm never gonna make it
I've got no guts
And there's no point in fakin'

No Guts (I Got)

Hikikomori

STAY INSIDE

Why did they put us here
It’s pretty fucking que3r
Why do we live on this sphere
That rotates every fucking year
 Why are we forced to slave
Why microchips microwave
 why do they feed us brainwaves
And call us touch depraved

Why  are we on this earth
Why are we forced to work
 Why do you talk so much shit
I don’t wanna hear it 
Why are you fucking laughing
Why are you photographing
I don’t care what you’re asking
I’m sick of the backstabbing

POV: You’re a corpse
You were forced
To be born
POV: You just died 
And everything is a lie
POV: you’re a nurse
you help when, people hurt
POV: things got worse
And they rot in the dirt
ooooo 
POV: You’re Jim jones
You were stoned, off your throne 
POV: You’re a man
And that’s how your life began

ruined my vital senses
i need new contact lenses
Spoiled my eyes with the screen 
and blew my ears
I can’t hear  

everyone is pretentious
They need so much attention
horrible crime offenses
Born to pay tax expenses
(The fuck are you doing? You're gonna cut off your god damn peter. If you send a dick pic to any girl I know this is gonna happen to you!! *poop sounds*)

POV: You’re a corpse
You were forced
To be born
POV: You just died 
And everything is a lie
POV: you’re a nurse
you help when, people hurt
POV: things got worse
And they rot in the dirt
ooooo

POV: You're A Corpse

Fried by Screentime

Fried By Screen Time

Blowing My head off

I’m Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room

my day has been spoiled
i have to go to toil
i should have been a royal
or found a lot of oil  

fuck toil
it makes my blood boil
i wanna put my boss in the soil
… i guess i’m too loyal

my boss makes a hundred bucks every time i make $9
that’s why i commit crime on company time
i do just enough work that i don’t get sacked
turns out everybody else can barely do that

i’m just trying to relax and enjoy my weekend
when i remember an email that i forgot to send
its no wonder that i dream of mass murder fantasies
toil and all its miseries, in my head rent free

my day has been spoiled
i have to go to toil
i should have been a royal
or found a lot of oil  

fuck toil
it makes my blood boil
i wanna put my boss in the soil
… i guess i’m too loyal

if you wanna win the rat race you gotta choose not to play
too bad i will never leave this place, i’m addicted to my pay
deep down i have always felt that i wanted to be free
well i can only blame myself, drug of choice is salary

i don’t want to work

i don’t want to work

I got this special disease
It makes it very hard for me
To understand or realize what's advertised
It makes me seem a little weird
Say things that seem a little queer
And I think too much about this and that and such and such

Autism in my brain
I'm special what can I say
Fluoride and cell phone rays
Radiated plastic face
Yeah y'know I got some rhythm
Maybe that's just autism
I'm a special boy what can I say

I got this special disease
It's sweeping 'cross the country
If you stare too long at computer screens you might end up like me
Don't listen to celebrities
Don't listen to the companies
They wanna warp your mind, it happens all the time

Autism in my brain
I'm special what can I say
Fluoride and cell phone rays
Radiated plastic face
Yeah y'know I got some rhythm
Maybe that's just autism
I'm a special boy what can I say

Autism

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

There's nothing special about you
I do this to everyone I talk to
I'm immature and have bad trust issues
One day I'll ignore you out of the blue

I think you really need to understand
I'm totally incapable of romance
if you hear me giving you compliments
it's just me trying to get inside your pants

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

I don't have any actual friends
I treat people as a means to an ends
I don't care if my words offend
Forget about me ever making amends

I'm narcissistic and I'm borderline
You see people I see dollar signs
If you ever see what I'm like inside 
It will send shivers down your spine


I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
I don't get along with my father
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

OH SHIT YOU WEREN'T MEANT TO HEAR THAT

Baby I'm just joking; I would never gaslight you
I swear you know the real me, and I'll always be true
I promise i'm not a psychopath, I don't wanna see you hurt
And when things get tough you know I won't leave you in the dirt

I Don't Play Well With Others

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind 
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you 

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I feel like a fish up on land 
Im out of control, I don’t understand 
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever 
I can never talk to you 
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism

No More Questions Please

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

had this sitting around and i dont think i'll ever actually get around to recording it more properly given that i'm currently living at a monastery

useless philosophy
waste of my energy
mental pornography
unattainable ideology

there's no point in being wrong
there's no point in being right
and everything you've ever done
will coincide

your opinions are just desperation
place the blame on the world and you'll feel alright
nothing tangible in an idea
nothing capable of changing your life

lost our way in the farce of life and it's a shame
you wanted a change but you don't ever wanna try
incarcerated thoughts you thought you'd rearrange
it's getting late before you realize

waiting for something
caught in a pipe dream
think you're contrary
you're a branch off the mainstream

there's nowhere else for us to run
there's nowhere else for us to hide
when everything is said and done
does it matter why?

very based

lyric:
i'm such a fucking loser
cause i don't see the point
in leaving behind my toys
and spending a life employed

im such a fucking loser
i just get to have fun
if you don't get to have fun
then what’s the point, it just seems dumb

  nothing in life is guaranteed
  if i'm a loser i agree
  if i'm a loser let me be  

i went to forage
deep in the forest
its what feels right and what i like
naturally

we weren’t meant to feel agony
we’re just meant to live happily and
adventure through the world
but there’s graphs and tax and girls

nothing ever goes my way
it's likely that you’d say the same
there's no way out 
you could quit, or die, or drop out
but then you would shout

i'm such a fucking loser
cause i don't see the point
in leaving behind my toys
and spending a life employed

im such a fucking loser
i just get to have fun
if you don't get to have fun
then what’s the point, it just seems dumb

overfishing

Tuxisa