I did this for a school's assignment two years back! was still a beginner (still am) so it's kinda trash. but it's really fun to listen back to it so i thought i'd share it with yall.

Oh Carol Cover

She called me on the phone last night 
I could tell that something wasn’t right 
Silence followed by a heavy sigh 
Said these words and she began to cry 

If I were you
I would really wanna kill myself too 
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills

He drifted into sorrow and pain 
I never knew what I could say 
To help him alleviate his ache 
I wonder what goes on inside his head

If I were you 
I would really wanna kill myself too
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills 

If I were you 
I would hurt me just to make myself feel 
I hope it heals 
Only wish to feel whole again
 
I don’t wanna live 
If everyday feels like I’m dying 
I’m hurting

Mixed by Zuirfan Jamil

If I Were You

She is a daffodil painted onto my window pane
She is a sprouting bean flourishingly under the rain

Cornflower blue
I recall skies as I’m reminded of you 
Cornflower blue 
I recall skies as I’m reminded of you 

She is the trickle of water that flows with the curves on a leaf
She is the pillow that’s cold on both sides when you sleep
She is a promise you’d break just to get a peek
She is the secret you’d never be able to keep 

Cornflower blue 
I recall skies as I’m reminded of you 
Cornflower blue 
I recall skies as I’m reminded of you

Cornflower Blue

Can't Seem To

29 sept

Take it from an 
Introverted 
Piece of nothing 
I could go on 

But I’d rather keep my mouth shut 
Conversations taken into misinterpretation

Take it from said person 
Whom we all know 
But we’ll keep our mouths shut 

If I could turn back time 

Words blurred over time 
Nothing comes to mind 

Conversations turned
Turned into my crime 

Take it from my
Introverted 
Piece of nothing
I could go on

shut up (demo)

Words don’t reach in time 
Molecules too far apart 
And it hurts my head 
And it hurts my head 

Check the look in your eyes 
Does it burn immensely 
With what once was
With what once was

Watch the message on your kite fall through 
Doesn’t reach

kite on field

I blame no one for my incompetence 
How do I differentiate my sadness from the tranquil 
Don’t mind my loathing at all 

As I’m to blame 
I shall carve my sins on my flesh
Through my veins 
Can’t catch a break these days 

Till dawn arrives with hope I suppose 
Nothing will soothe the ache

Ache

Wrooftop at Buona

Lavender

Rafter

I look like shit it’s not a lie 
They’ve got that charm, one of a kind 
I’m satisfied with what I see?
Oh this has got to be a dream

I hope they see the good in me
Superficial necessity

I tried to save this little bug 
I think I killed it and it sucked 
Maybe I’m better off alone 
Without a heart without a home 

I can’t see fire in the dark 
Not enough a minuscule spark
And if I must I’ll find a retreat 
Under that tree with hives of bees

They told me things will be alright 
If one door shuts me out another will arise
Looking at it my doubts are high 
Appearance wise I think it’s all just in my mind

I look like shit it’s not a lie 
You’ve got your charm you must be blind 
I’m satisfied with what I see 
Of course you do you’d better be 

I hope they see the good in me 
They couldn’t miss it possibly 
I wish I had- 
You do deserve breakfast and tea

Hi Here Delilah

I saw you making your way
Into the woods 

If I had known

I’m just a step too late
You’ve left the open state 

Remember what you said 
You had my back 
Was that a threat 

I wonder if you are here
With me but where 
Are you even there 

Bass: Harist
Guitar: Bernice L
Vocals: Bernice L
MIDI me 

Equipment and location: apple mic, my room 
Bass, AI, submarine F2 
guitar thru amp, Shure drum mic kit, studio B

Thank You

very happy

orion, soaking up the soil that she was thrown in(to)
children crowd around to see who's losing
staring up, she notice clouds were drifting 
eyelids flutter shut 

orion, hanging on a fence like she's a statue
monument of violence she is used to 

ignorance is bliss
she can't feel a thing
she won't feel a thing

considering the choices that she has 
complying seems to be the best
though if she was given a chance

orion

Vincent
Harist
Bernice

This song talks about the unnecessary, exaggerated, human reaction towards work and how the reaction affects those around them.

Description:
joji wannabe
harist did bass > ai 
bernice sang > apple mic 
vincent did guitar > ai + other interesting aspects of the song  
vincent mixed  

Everybody's hyperventilating
ventilated room but now they can't breathe
Words are bouncing off these walls they're getting
On my nerves but I won't say a damn thing

They are all over exaggerating
it's just a song don't need to complicate things
write a paragraph on how you made this
you'll be done before you even know it

everybody's shouting for their lives now
bet the people near would want them all out
but we take into consideration
the insecurity that craves attention

prow wk2 mission 5B

Tousled

Oh River, I hear the best ones aren’t around. But if you’ve tried, you’d know the dead ones don’t back down. You’ll shiver at midnight from the creaking sound of the cradle where your mother once laid you down. River, so the earth remains but what remains is claimed by a warrant. If I could’ve warned you in time, maybe you’d be alright. Oh River, I heard a murderer is in town. And if you tried, you’d know these murderers don’t back down. You’ll shiver at midnight because the alley beside you has Seizure declaring a young man had died. River, so the earth remains but what remains is claimed by a warrant. If I could’ve warned you in time, maybe you’d still be fine. 

Even though they tried, they couldn’t wipe away the river that you are. 
Even though they tried, they couldn’t wipe away the river that you are. 
Even though we tried, we couldn’t wipe away the river that you are.
Even though we tried, we couldn’t let you go. 
Oh River, did you know? 

Even though we tried, we couldn’t stop the river that flowed. 

Written by Benny 
Recorded by Benny 
Produced by Kelvin and Yani 
Cover Art by Rachel 
Mixing by Kelvin
Mastering by Celine

River

Produced by Oolfs (Ulfah)

Lyrics - Benny
Arrangement - Ulfah, Benny
Cello - Ulfah
Background Vocal - Ulfah
Special thanks to Celine for helping with the mix.

If I could 
I’d let you see this 
universe through 
my eyes

There’s blossoming, 
such pretty things, 
it even smells like 
apple pies

I’d show you around
my tiny house while 
gingerbread man’s 
on the roof

Fixing up the 
broken bits of 
cookies with some 
superglue

My roof 
has got a hole 
so when it rains 
it never stops

We could talk to 
honeybees and 
munch on everything 
we see

Or gaze upon 
the flowerbeds 
and chatter away 
till three 

The roof 
has got a hole 
so when it drizzles 
you’d hear the drops

If I had the 
ability to 
take away the pain 
of others

You would be the 
first I’d grant a 
lifetime of 
joy and love

If I could 
I’d let you live 
my world of possibilities

If I could I’d let you see my universe.

Gingerbread

Special thanks to Mojave 3 for releasing the amazing ‘Prayer for the Paranoid’!!!!!!!!

Lyrics:
The sun today is one that pierces through your soul 
There is no comfort left in that warmth 

I see the lawnmower, the green grass, 
flowers that shimmer in the sunlight 

The heat settles into my pores

The birds weren’t as lively 
As yesterday’s and before 
The clouds were too gloomy 
It didn’t take long before a downpour


The sun separated my soul from my body 
I found comfort in what’s above 

I saw the lawnmower, the green grass, 
everything looked better 

I’m now the heat that settles into your pores

The Sun

Lo - Fi Demo 1, 23 03 20

Lo - Fi Demo 2, 24 03 20

Saturn, Saturn glows 
She'd reach her hands out (and) try to hold 
Speech made out of sounds of crickets and rustling on the ground

Swimming in her school's little pond with a garden's perfect view 
Holding her breath underwater, puts herself up to the test

Saturn

I’m trying my best 
To save you I’m trying my best 
Not to hurt you
What does love mean If you don’t try

Staring at the wall
I can’t remember 
Days when we’re alone 
I’d only make it worse

No I can’t remember
All the things you said 
Guess you don’t trust my words 
Choose not to hurl a curse 
No use if we’re dead

I’m trying my best 
To love you 
You make it so hard
I’m trying my best to love me
But I make it easier 
To hurt you

Could you trust my words 
I’ve been trying for so long 
Please don’t hurt this curse 
Coz I’ve been holding on

Tell me if you need 
More than just, “I’m fine”
So try this, sunshine

What does love mean If I tried
With my life

-

lyrics: oolfs
performed by: Benny's
produced by: oolfs, juiceyo, mattgnaw, uuhile
mixing: uuhile
master: uuhile

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