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this anxiety 
shit is killing 
I’m fighting every fucking day to find the better of me 
now I’m waking up at 2 pm again
I take a couple shots then lay back in my bed 
with you in my head 
I think that’s it’s time to clean up my act 
I need to get sober imagine that x2
fucked up again and again and again 
I’ve gone pushed away all of my fucking friends 
That’s why I play pretend 
I takes a lot of time to sit and think 
about my fucked up life 
and why I chose to drink 
Oh just leave me alone I think I’ll figure it out all by myself 
why do you 
see the best in me 
I’m drowning 
playing make believe x2

make believe (prod. DRMA)

winterfalls ft. chloe stankowski, vexle (prod. johnnyfriend)

can't even help myself (prod. xmichaelwarren)

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recorded with my beeb inkspores

We’re just two broken bodies
made of coffee cups and bone 
But I’ll need some conversation once we safely make it home 
And invite me in for one last night I don’t know where to go 
But I’m dealt the hand so better learn to play it’s not just for show 
it’s not just for show 
it’s not just for show 


and what’s a little understanding faced against the shame 
and I brought this candle light to show our way around this place 
I gave you both of my hands until it’s known to be replaced 
I’ll never have enough glue to seal away all of the pain all of the 


and my cursive isn’t great I hope someday to accept it 
like the curvature of my spine it’s incomplete it’s just a set back
I’ve gone through enough of those to understand it’s not the end
just take another detour 
best direction yet 
got nothing left not to confess

two broken bodies (pekarot)

prod caves
original by sendflowrs

click click
light up the cannon
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it

i know where you’ve been
know where you set off
i know where you get on the bus
and you get off
she say that i’m crazy
she don’t know the half of it
my vision blurry
i don’t know what’s happening

she took my hands
into hers
told me “everything will be okay
just stay right there”
i got two cuts
on my face
she looks scared
but i promise i would never hurt you
baby i swear …

you thought you got away,
i’m afraid it’s bad luck
you just wanna drink alone
and chill inside the bathtub
already know she keep a key under the mat, tucked
hope that you didn’t think that you would get away with that, love ..
6 months have passed
since we were matched up
thought that you could play me,
block my number and get gassed up
now i’m climbing up your stairs and i’ve got bad blood
wonder if you’ll recognise my face under this mask, love

she saw me in the mirror, frozen.
“don’t try to run baby it’s over
i wrote you everyday for months”
i was crying as i told her
“now i gotta do something i hate, girl yeah you know i cant control it”
she tried to scream and shut the door,
but back in pinewood, soul was stolen

“i’ll call the cops” i said “what for”
i just want a conversation, open up the door
i see your heart drop on the floor
if i can’t have you no one can, i couldn’t ask for more

click click
light up the cannon
smoke till this pain stop
or i kick the can and
this blunt heal my wounds
my new shoes from japan
and, don’t think of her
anymore, i can’t stand it

bad luck (sendflowrs cover)

the pain u caused ft. seezenz (cxrter, cloud)

this song is out now on Spotify 💕🦇🏴‍☠️🔪
https://open.spotify.com/track/6Z9tBnKDRTMAuFbPn6w1Bw?si=Pbm64GJgRDuGSrJbGETY2w

go!
held ur hair back
and u were throwin up
and u still manage to make me think I'm
bad for what, bad bad for what
bad for what, bad bad for what
I don't wana hurt myself again like that

art by @_elysiqn_

bad for what (prod. xmichaelwarren)

seezenz

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