daisy chain noose!



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



ive been seeing pretty ghosts again these days

filling me with potions- to keep me awake

i remember i got bullied on the playground

now you tryna pull up in my dms saying "hey now"



wait now!

im not tryna play now

if you tryna hop on me, then stay down

go back to the circus, look like a clown

i rose to the surface, ma looks so proud



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



choking-

on my own breath

i feel so sick

struggles-

i been having 

helped me write this



choking-

on my own breath

think i like it

struggles-

i been having

i think i like this



i've tried practicing sobriety

i guess

2nd week-

my anxiety- kicks in

light a spliff and i take another hit

oh shit

my anxiety kicked in



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner

daisy chain noose! (prod. sorrow bringer)

Featuring @ihateshinigami
Produced by @horoshavibes
Art by Kat (artstation.com/katieimbro)

LYRICS
I've been living in a dream for far too long
Desperately in need of
Someone to wake me up
Stuck in a state of
Suspended animation
Can't escape this simulation
And it's getting harder just to fake it

Nothing seems to stimulate me
And all the while I'm deteriorating
Feel like everybody hates me
Can't get out of my head
 
I've seen the world for what it is and I'm not convinced
There's gotta be something more to all of this
If ignorance is bliss than I
Am living in a paradise

(Horosha)
If all of this is just a dream
Then what visions will we see
When we wake up
Do I even want to know

(shinigami)
I’ve been living in a dream
Everything feels so far from me
I can’t tell if I’m asleep
I just really need you here next to me

And I just wanna give you the best of me
Butterflies every time that you’re texting me
Sick and tired of turning in my sheets
Lately it’s been really hard to breathe

I can’t take this anymore
Hands to my chest I’m on the floor
Wanna live a good life ‘cause this shit’s short
That’s one thing I know for sure

Listen on Spotify!

Suspended Animation w/ shinigami (Prod. Horosha)

I was down bad I was scared of getting stuck 
Finally found my sound that boy mad he still suck

explode ft kenny orlando & kennedyxoxo (noahmadethiss) (ALL PLATFORMS)

Kbackwood$ - Feathers ft. Kennedyxoxo (prod. akira)

walking out ur door (prod. irby x jolst)

all again ft. seejayxo + steadysuffer *jolst*

I turned 19 today :,) here's a new track 💕
hope ya'll enjoy it <333

can't go back 2 sad :/ (prod. dercept x perish)

(music video)
https://youtu.be/oAQF2xB8nGg

ring arnd the rosey ft. kennedyxoxo *king theta*

i wana die with u (prod. xmichaelwarren x jean parker)

prod https://soundcloud.com/xlhc & me

woke up
head hurts
i'm still so fried
nosebleed
maybe we get too high
numb face
4 shots
blacked out last night
3 blunts 
double cup
i'll treat you right

i got 1 too many problems gotta kiil one
i got 1 too many things to do im ghostin
i keep that tylenol on deck, murder this migraine
sometimes i wish i could go back but what's the point tho

yeah i fried my brain hundred times, thousand times and im not proud of that
i was getting bent on the reg and now i moderate 
i just put a gram of the wax inside my cigarette 
i was dippin reds inside the red when i was way 2 young 

i like who we are
i like who we are
(if you don't wanna stop then we don't gotta stop)

i woke up at JFK and we were going off
we were saying things we shouldn't say
we're always fucking off
now we ice up but our wrists hurt
smoke until our chest hurts
i wake up at LAX
i'm depressed and I miss her
now it's london calling me up on the phone
nowadays we add the 44 and listen all alone
wishing i could paint your fingernails
so i gave mine the black and blue
u carved your name into my back and i miss eighteen too

i like who we are w/ xlhc

old one i got around to finishing
rly love this one hope u do too
yr support forever means the world
new drops been goin up on the main go check those if u want
goodnight decks nation

lyrics:
say
grace
underneath ur breath
i still wonder if muttering that would be worth
the
taste
of whats holding u back
while im tethered to weights at the bottom of all these 
waves
they come crashing down
i just hope to god im making u proud
i guess that i just win some & lose some
never meant to abuse what we got but i

feel my life pass me by
something’s off, you’re not by my side
guess the roses i got were consolation
saw the hand i held in constellation
knew u best as earth precipitated
all my problems now are predating
the present, i wanna feel
like its never for the best, what i want is real
i’ve saved what is left, all behind my shield
i’ve made that left, now im right to deal alone

i wana die with u (prod. xmichaelwarren x jean parker)

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