beware false light

self prod
first ep
more soon...

_ + *

Stare in the deep and it look back
Can’t stop staring at all i lack
Try and send me off the map
Can’t escape and that’s a fact
Ain’t no windows this a mac
That’s not me tho
I’ve been staying stealth like 1nco9nito 
U think u a shooter can’t even hit a free throw 
I’ve been killing myself trynna kill my ego
Trynna find my spirit can’t even get control of that
Tripping like always don’t even know if I will make it back
I be slipping up like I can’t even get into that
I see my calling but don’t know how I can enter that
Like is that really me tho
Yah i be 2 cold I can’t get out of the snow
Like I could use a cheat code
Demons try 2 talk to me turn me to dio 
Stuck in a screen like our souls in the internet 
Staring at my heart this tinted mirrors trynna turn it black
This whole world be fake but I’m not really like into that
Trynna get my soul but got a password that u cannot hack

neo_

I’m going crazy think I went to far
Fighting with myself don’t know how to spar
Don’t even act like you know who you are
Been going crazy been going bizarre 
I don’t trust u no u dressed in some wool
Tired this trap trynna make me a tool
Ya I been drowning been stuck in the pool
If I had to guess u probably are too

I be tripping over the same mistake
Getting hard to tell the real from fake
I’ve been living like the same day over and over
Do my best to try to be sober
How much left till I get some closure
Getting hard to keep my composure 
I keep trippin on the same mistake
Giving parts of my mind away
Still stuck in the same old place
Getting hard to tell the real from fake
Getting hard to tell the real from fake

[alt0]
name a life i bet money could buy it
im prayin 2 god we dont get indicted
give a fuck boutta battery 20-life em
fuck a salary call me the money messiah
fuck bout a balance i need all my money in silver
fuck bout a charge im puttin 1 in his medula
turn em 2 stone i feel like medusa
opps suicidal js know id be glad if he do it
im ya plugs plug aint that a bitch
sliding thru reno lookin 4 a lick
lil bad ass kid workin towards a brick
out in sc lookin 4 a stick
shouts out my brothers
thats my blood
tose in my double cup got me stuck
so high i cnt tell wuts real and not
u dnt wanna die dont succumb 2 the lust

_ + *

tw1nange1s ?