didn't pitch this one

she said
she cut her wrist
photos
in our fucking texts
i am 
not made for this
i can
not take this shit
she said
her life is sad
blowing 
up my phone again
saying
that she wants me dead
but she
keeps on coming back

and i can't see
a future with
her in my life
but i won't leave
her pretty face
drives me insane
i cannot stand
to see her bleed

psych ward girl

xix - bites (nightcore)

Black Dress!

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4kfBB4oJd804Wk6tnBKLl0?si=x8Hdo7q6TB-o5afeFhhejA

prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

pwnd - kms (ft. h4rtbrkr)

@luvwillow

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/6qRIGlX2ZKefErRnfhATQv?si=e23523707cef4dcf

lyrics:

you said that
u love me
i found that
hard to believe

i lied to you
i'm damned to you
i'll run to u
and hope ur mine

i'm always anxious
always scared
i hate when u leave
cuz life isnt fair

i wanna die
i'm breaking down
i'll boil my wrists
till my skull is found

let's run away
and if i die
bury me here
don't take me home

i can't stop crying

never thought id ever fall for someone again
ive always kinda hated romance and all of  that stuff
twitter girl she made my 
heart flutter
and melted my head 
like butter

she posts on twitter everyday
likes its r9k
i really dunno why but i like it anyway
and if she looked my way
i think id pray
that she would stay

never thought id ever fall for someone again
ive always kinda hated romance and all of  that stuff
twitter girl she made my 
heart flutter
and melted my head 
like butter

twitter girl

prod me 

odihu
she lives inside my head
idk what she said
i wasts staring at her pretty face and down to her legs
i tell her about the scary things and shit i regret
pretty face turnin red
i want her in my bed
i hope she knows how much i love her
i pray that she doesnt find another
shes the girl inside my dreams
i know one day shell come crawling to me

blehh
the way she talks to me 
has my heart skipping beats
i need to find a way to make her fall in love with me 
she's the one for me
yeah i'll love this girl forever
don't know what she thinks
but we should be together
girl girl girl girl i love you
i wanna get to know everything about you
you're the girl inside my dreams
i know one day you'll come crawling to me

lovecupid
can you crawl in my head
and tell me all the pretty stuff you have said
can you open me up and pour your love into me
and tell me pretty things i would always need
i keep on having dreams about you
i just wanna know do you love me too
i just keep on thinking about you
why the fuck did you need to leave me too?
i hate you

the girl of my dreams (ft. if birds were real & lovecupid)

i got ungrounded so i can upload again

i hate my life and i wanna die
i aint got no iphonee
my heart is breakin thinking so=uicide
i aint got no iphoonee 
lalaaaaaaalalaaaaaaaaaaalalaaaa
lalalallala

boat cap sizing
no hope on the horizon
got a 2 year contract and im stuck on verizon >:(

i got no iphoneeeeeeee
i go tno iphonnnnnnnnneeeeeee

i aint got no iphoneee :((((

kmk discord server - discord.gg/EyaZkHkwZG

instrumental / mix / master: @bloodsekai | featuring: @odihu @bloodsekai @foreverstained

[odihu:]
im feeling empty like no ones at home
im scared im gonna die alone
a feeling that nobody knows
and my head is feeling really cold
its only me inside of this school
everyone stares at me like a fool
in their heads i think that theyre judging me
or its just my thoughts that are killing me
i deal with this shit like everyday
i really do not like my face
why not just speak to me and say im okay
i wish someone would just take my place

[sekai:]
stuck in this school
idk what to do
im not comedy
not another stupid fool
and all of these jerks
and all of those jocks
they treat me like trash
just another kid to mock
wallowing, wallowing everyday
sobbing crying in the hallways
feels like the protagonist left me in the rain
u'd think by now i'd know my place

[odihu:]
im feeling empty like no ones at home
im scared im gonna die alone
a feeling that nobody knows
and my head is feeling really cold
its only me inside of this school
everyone stares at me like a fool
in their heads i think that theyre judging me
or its just my thoughts that are killing me

oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no

[lifeless:]
in ur crystal palace
i enjoy this poisoned chalice
i see ur face thru the flashing lights
yea ur glare stabs my guts wit a knife

my ice heart
is shattered art
are u ashamed
blood splattered face
u turn away
i jus suck in pain
my hearts filled with waste
all i am is a skeleton
i'll still be a gentleman
maybe i'll feel real again
maybe i'll just settle in
i cant hold this embarrassment
maybe i was too love bent
i watched u disappear into the crowd

music too loud u cant hear me shout
pulled to hell i cry on the ground
pushing thru jus to find u
why's it odd that i see two
its him yea its him
ur lips fixed to his
i'm hollow chested and my eyes are lifeless

imdyingalone

(everything prod by me)
ive had this song in my drafts for a reaaallly long time and i was finally able to get it done and im rlly happy with how it turned outt :> im probs gonna make more stuff like this in da future 

lyrics:
think im losing my mind
cuz i was so blind
lovers intertwined 
we were meant to bind 

ill kiss between your scars
and hold you in my arms 
so i can never forget you
stay right beside you
maybe this worlds not so gray
and i will live another day 
holding you close to me
cuz darling youre all i need  

take a piece of my aching heart
and keep it locked 
throw the key in a wishing well 
and let my love forever dwell
can you hear my silent cries
i dont know why i even try
is it so hard to feel something?
or maybe i just meant nothing 

defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)
defect (youre the one)

the angels in the sky
will pick us up and help us fly 
by our sheer destiny 
our love is heavenly 	
ive been living in a dream
but i dont wanna wake up
no i dont wanna wake up
no i dont wanna wake up

take a piece of my aching heart
and keep it locked 
throw the key in a wishing well 
and let my love forever dwell
can you hear my silent cries
i dont know why i even try
is it so hard to feel something?
or maybe i just meant nothing

xix - bites (nightcore)

essence

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