lifes been hell (prod. lb66)

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prod. @sshinju x @prodchillin x @jeremyx213 x @5vexe
artwork by _khanh.tra_ (on instagram)

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my way back 🔑 (shinju x chillin x jeremyy x 5v)

tongue tied + mitsu (shinju kojo)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7njDtdrlibv70DA0ZAadWf?si=8aab3f8afc45459a

@i9bonsai
prod: @nekoboyepinephrine2011

[buh]
i dnt wna stp,, i dnt wna do tht
tll me wht u wnt,, bt im nt gna go bacc 
hw u gon say,, hw u gon say tht :|
say its my fault,, cn u prov thtt =.=
iv bn tryna mak it out,, so dnt wast my time
hwm i gna do tht nw ? think i gta redo lyf

dnt tll me im wrong,, dnt tl me u triedd 
u kno thts nt right,, my memories dnt lie ._,
pls dnt cll me up,, u did enuf
pls ik its tough : ik btr thn any1

[mapl★]
softly singing in the garden
n ur life is all distorted
i cnt hear u im dum
i was here b4 u started
{ lyf is movng2fst,,, }
discord till i crash
got the $$ in the stash
spiraling to my deathhhh,,,
wlkng w a bladeee
september endsss x o 

lost in th woods n ill fnd my way back
feelng mesd up boutta hav a hart attakk
i dnt do this sht just to wrry bout my stack
ppl always hatng on me never take it back
ridin in the black subaru w the spoiler on the back
i dont even wanna comeback
i lost it,,,,,,x_x
tell me im dumb i got it
cuz u been tryna say that im ##nthn
dnt tell me im wrong 
dnt tell me u tried,, :( ★★

surfacc w/ i9bonsai {all plats}

cant explain it + emorave (twintails)

im in the limelight, cant get my head right 
i wanna break free but im getting denied 
i wwent wrong so many times i wanna rewind
is this rly me or not? i cannot decide 

i feel like such a letdown, im walking with my head down
cant even help myself, how im supposed to care for someone else?
falling like a feather,i think its for the better
if i just keep my distance, i know they dont like me anyway

i know what i want and i want it bad, i just cant hold it back 
you know what i want and i want it bad, want you to say my name

bad timing, im stuck im still hiding
dont mind me stop trying
you like me? i told you, stop lying 
im dying inside, im still fighting

what i want「tenoji」

ft @swagtastic666 @xxsyris
prod me

[swag]
bring the drugs in the club lemme chop it
off a xan im a zombie like richtofen
ive been smokin way too loud you hear me coughin
and i've been hangin out with emo so we locked in

and i've been hangin out with scene girls, mean girls, the meanest
i can't tell you how it feels but i know that i need it
shordy snortin way too much her nose just started bleeding
shordy snortin way too much while perkies double teamin

she said wow i like your eyeliner, thank you very much
i get shy around them pretty girls, you see it when i blush
got them thighs on with stripes on, give a little touch
give a side eye, i like him, but i think too much

yeah i'm thinkin way too
yeah i'm thinkin way too
yeah i'm thinkin way too
much 

[emorave]
can u kiss my lips again so i know im still alive
at the club with swag and katie yea we do this every night
u wont get my preset cuz i mix it different every time
pull up to the rave with like 6 guys yea its just my life

im on haight st with wastey
famous like im eighty
u think im a clone yea idc like lazy
get another check i stack it up it doesnt phase me
nothing matters in the end cuz all they do is praise me

yea they praise me
yea they love me
look up in the sky and what always sits above me
all i see is nothing
please just give me something
dont know what to do im so scared of what is coming

ill be fine, if ur always mine
dont look at the time, just stare into my eyes
breath in all the light, take away my life
never leave my side, i dont wanna die

[syris]
take a fuckin knife, slit my throat
i dont wanna be here
plz dont tell me that you lied
you already know my fears
yah they can watch us
but they cant get near
this love so replacable
i drop a tearr
hahaha tell me is it true now:/
blahblahblahblah wat u wanna do now
i dont care about this shit aymore
take my gun nd ill fukcin meet u at the door
bby im just playing maybe im not tho
i know that you hate me
but ur still my wife ho
takin over blowin up i get so emotional
i know i said id take you but you gotta go

fuck this +swag & syris

8ball  (R4NGER)

Credits://
@shadowkingkillz
@odece
@5vexe
@bodygaard

Notes://
*𝘾𝙍𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃*...
walkin into northface wit a skimask...
lookin like santa put the money in the sack...
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bodygaard & misakufoxx - Cavities (prod. 5v & odece)

MUSIC VID https://youtu.be/qJ5OxDyu71I
prod me.

[lyrics]
[hook]
I been, dissociating
losin touch of realityy l8tly
pls dnt, h8 me
dnt kno what 2 say 2 u baby
x2

evryday I wake up feelin like I aint me
evryday I feel like al my frends just h8 me
wanna kms an let da reaper take me
putting guns 2 my head w/ no safety
dnt feel ok I feel depressed 
just want dis fuckin shit 2 end
I cannot lie cannot pretend
been poppin pills n losing frends

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin

evry1 around me could replace me
I just waste my time dissociating
I feel like my heart is slowly fading
the drugz make my heart race n its amazng
I think im getting bettr but mai brain still kinda hurtz
n then I realize da nxt day its jus getting worse
an den ion even kno who I am anymore 
u see
its gettin more complex than anxiety

[hook]

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin
IFeelDisoriented (luv u eric)
I cnt even speak a sentence 
xanny got me jumpin fences
molly gimme extra senses

now im 2 high
I feel so light
thnk I could fly
thnk I should try
I got truey on my jeans!
ok.
ksubi jeans!
ok?
wit the team!
NO WAY!
ice on me!!!
FROZE LOLLLLL

[hook]

love hehe

dissociation (music vid in desc.)

@pincode8485
@medusa9

art by @fooyepont

why you’re staring at me 
Make me feel like somethings wrong with me 
Don’t know what to believe 
Plastic bag - vacuum sealed, on my head 
oh no, system crash, system crash 
I lost all my memories 
Can’t remember anything 
Take me back 

2x
Teach me the language your heart speaks 
You said you don’t want me and how you’re so sorry 
tell me why it always ends like this 
I don’t remember the last time I felt bliss

(are you still there?)
tell me if you're with me
i've been losing, losing my human sensitivities
and i cant hold on if this is all youre giving me
sick of inactivity
listen, this is killing me
cause i don't know why, but it feels like i'm dying
when you're not by my side, girl it gets so hard driving
and i get super tired of the same superhighway
just let me know how i make it right, what do i say?

my way back 🔑 (shinju x chillin x jeremyy x 5v)

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