Each day is longer than the last
Though a static horizon gives no indication
i wish i could just stop feeling
Each moment as it decays

Candid remarks
Blind regard
Blank white validity
Axiomatic
Cold purity marred irreversibly

Something inside is twisting
Into an aberration

Grey shapes with black mouths
Devour what i beheld as final
Overwhelmed by indefinable loss
What remains of my humanity is somewhat provisional
What remains of my humanity is this haunting sense of loss

Something inside has twisted
Into a dark perversion

And i have no concept of empathy
These bodies just waste space
i discard conditioned morality
Embittered.

The Awareness Affliction

Embittered

With every scratch, i feel myself deforming
Break away like so many fragile, dead things
Cut off my own head
Extract the secrets from within
Bury them
These songs are falling apart at my fingertips
Crumbling designs

Slowly, things have changed
Nothing tastes quite the same

Play me out
As if the show did not end long ago
Split open my chest
Discard the useless components
Nothing’s left
These songs are falling apart at my fingertips
Crumbling designs

Take this memento of my demise
Keep it, and know that gods, too, must die

These songs have almost lost meaning
Like channeling the dreams of the dead
It’s just noise in the end.

Extracted to Nothing

Mock me
i don't belong here

No remorse
No chagrin
Apathetic
Nothing more
Nothing less
Apathetic
When did i become like this?
Without thoughts do i exist?

Aeons spent with eidolons that almost appear to resemble things that never were

Anchored to bodies of dreamers who sink from the weight of ambition
Drifting in the still blackness

i'm sorry for nothing
The ending is the entire story
i'm failing for nothing
Please, someone give me some fucking closure

All your hopes and dreams are meaningless
You and everyone you've ever known will die
This is the end of the world.

My Hope in Effigy

The patterns already exist. They simply must be found.

twitchy barber